Disclaimer: Not mine all J.K Rowling’s thanks

 

 

Note: Sorry so short I don’t like it but I figure next chapter will be better…hehehehe

 

 

 

 

Chapter 8: His own private hell

 

 

~*~*~* Flashback~*~*~*~

 

 

She sat there unsure of what to say…looking at the other girl seated on the bed opposite.

 

“What happened last night…you didn’t come back to the room. Thankfully Kreatcher didn’t come and wake me this morning…Did something happen is everything alright?” Ginny asked in concerned voice looking at the other girl sitting on her bed with a serene smile on her face. Ginny’s face lit up.

 

“You didn’t… did you…oh my god…this is great…what was it like…tell me everything…I’ve been watching the way he looks at you…this is awesome…” Ginny squealed in delight.

 

“The way who’s looking at me?” asked Mione coming out of her comstasis.

 

“Sirius it was him right…not unless something is going on with you and Remus…then Congrates…I wish you well…” Ginny said in a falsely cheery voice realizing at once that young Ginny had a crush on Remus. Mione smiled.

 

“Ok, I won’t tell if you won’t tell…But you can’t say this to anyone alright…as far as anyone knows me and Sirius are just friends…So has anything happened with you and Remus?” Mione asked softly a small smile on her lips.

 

“I made him blush…He was talking to me and Ron earlier and I did thing Lavender told me about…you know lean in and you know…He cleared his throat and sort of blushed then excused himself. Ron was looking at me real quire like, but hell I didn’t care.”

 

“Ok, well it’s a start…Just take it easy Gin alright…Don’t rush you have your whole life ahead of you.” Mione said in a kind voice, hoping for the best.

 

“I will, so are you going to see him tonight…with Harry being here and all?”

“Yes, But you won’t tell anyone right? I’ll apparate so you can keep the door locked. I’ll be back before you mum wakes us in the morning…5:45…ok and if Harry and Ron come by just point your wand at the ceiling and send sparks. No one knows but this house is ward you can do underage magic here without the Ministry knowing, best not to tell Ron or Harry that though and I’ll see if Sirius can help with the Remus situation. Maybe steer him in your direction…alright.” Mione said as she got up off the bed and reached for her dressing gown on the chair by her bed.

 

“Ok, thanks…You be careful…have fun.” Ginny said as she pulled the covers up and laid on side a content smile on her face.

 

“I will sweet dreams…” Ginny whispered as she closed her eyes.

 

“You too…” Mione said and with a crack disappeared.

 

“Trust me I will.” said Ginny as another crack sounded and the man of her dreams appeared…              

 

 

 

~*~* Draco’s POV ~*~*

 

 

He never thought there would be a day that he could feel like that for him, but here it is September 28th  and he actually felt sorry for Harry Potter…there he admitted it. The boy who lived, the hero of their world, the defeater of Voldemort…the love of Hermione’s life…the leader of the golden trio…was someone he actually felt pity for.  He stood by the window and watched as Harry sunk the shovel back into the hard, cold earth and lift a pile before swinging it over his shoulder to a small mound that he had already had dug and the other his mate…his best friend about 50 feet away doing the same. It was after 11:00 pm. Mione lay in bed peacefully asleep dressed warmly for a change as the nights had began to cool. She lay on her side one hand on her small slightly bulging stomach the other on her pillow beside her cheek…He ached just looking at her. He got up and began to pace. He loved her…he knew it as did she…he wanted her more then his next breath…Draco Malcolm Xavier Malfroy loved Hermione Clara Granger-Black. She made him feel good. Her presence soothing to his frazzled nerves…Though no one could tell, for years His father taught him to be in complete control…show nothing…not a blink or smirk a flash or a twitch. Years and years of this had been sunk into his brain. This was one up he had on everyone here at this school. The blank stares were reflexive. The cool malicious voice as intimidating as always, the epitome of control…that was what he had learned from his father, eat it, breath it, smell it, feel it…either learn or be punished…and punished he was till he learned. He closed his eyes trying to erase those memories that still sometime plagued his unconscious state.  He went back to the window to see the two boys still shoveling. He watched as the caretaker motioned for them. They stopped and looked over. He looked at the large holes they had dug nodded his head and assumable dismissed them. The climbed out of the holes grabbed the cloaks they had set away for the dirt and raggedly walked back to the castle. Draco turned away and threw on the cloak that shimmered softly before sealing him from sight. He pushed the door open quietly and began walking briskly down the dark halls, light footed as always. He went down halls and up stairs, threw passageways finally coming to a stop in front of a large portrait of a white wolf on the edge of a dark forest…the ground white from snow and the moon highlighting the wolfs white coat. He stood to the side and waited. Listening for their foot steps about a minute later he heard them. He was impressed with his own speed. . He took the cloak off as they came near. Both stopping dead in their tracks he spoke quietly…

 

“Do you want to do this here or in there?” He said as he inclined his head towards the portrait that lead to their common room.

 

“In there.” Harry said a faint note of hope in his voice.

 

“Are where aloud to talk to you?” Ron asked as Harry whispered softly to the picture and the frame moved open to reveal a large opening in the stone wall. They walked threw and Draco looked around scanning everything their commons room nearly identical to Drumstag’s except in coloring.

 

“Yes, it’s only Mione you can’t speak to there's nothing they can do about you talking to Ginny and me. She wants to know which one of you want to be godfather to Elizabeth-Emma and which one of you wants to be Ryan-Phillip’s. Ginny’s going to give her a baby shower in November and wants to know if you want her to give Hermione any gifts. Here’s a list of things she needs.” Draco said taking 3 sheets of parchment out of his black pant pocket and handing it too them. They scanned the pages briefly looking over the list carefully. Harry looked up and asked in an inquiring voice…

 

“Ok, gotta ask what’s a breast pump and why does she need one?” he asked with a grin. Draco smirked as well.

 

“Some muggle device…She wants to nurse the twins and she can use this to take the milk from her breast for them to drink if she can’t nurse them herself…I can’t even imagine what one of these things looks like.  She says there’s several different kinds, some hand pump, some battery operated, some you can plug in, some do one breast at a time, some do both, It was truly a very educating conversation…made me looking at breast in a whole new light.” He said with a smirk trying his darned not to laugh. Harry and Ron not bothering to contain their laughter, Draco finally failing in misery, after a few minutes they stopped taking slow deep breaths.

 

“Mind if I ask who else had the luxury of hearing this conversation.” Harry asked wishing he had been able to see the looks on the other peoples face as she spoke most likely in her usual profoundly educated voice…making the whole idea even funnier.

 

“The whole of Drumstag, all the instructors in our house, the only people not laughing were the 12 other girls in the dorms and Celestial Fisher…fucking prick.” Draco said in a cold voice filled with loathing. Harry and Ron raised their brows in surprise.

 

“I take it you like him as much as we do?” Harry asked softly a hard look in his eyes.

 

“Enough to go bye Weasley’s gag gifts and use them on the Son of a bitch for the rest of the year…Ginny thinks she got a crush on him too….and both of us are in agreement on one thing were Fisher is concerned…So I gotta ask you two as well…Do you get a feeling of familiarity when your around him as if you know the guy…All three of us feel that way…and it’s driving us crazy why. None of us ever met him before we stepped foot in this fortress.”

 

“Ya, we were just talking about that…Polyjuice or maybe glamour?” Harry asked looking at Draco quizzedly.

 

“Nope, we slipped something in his drink that would take the effects off and nothing happened. So it’s not that, unless it’s some dark magic that even I haven’t been taught.” Draco said as his eyes turned blank and his face to granite.                    

 

“What have you been taught if you don’t mind me asking?” Harry asked looking at Draco wondering what he was hiding.

 

“Besides the Unforgivable...every damn spell, enchantment and dark charm possible...nothing less was to be expected or tolerated...Is it true you spent most of the first 11 years locked in a closet? If you don’t mind me asking?" Draco asked in a calm voice devoid of emotion.

 

“Yes, Mione tell you...” he asked softly.

 

“Yes, where not as dissimilar as you think...you know what one thing I can appreciate from pain suffered is that it will eventually end...either by death or by the one yielding the pain... I’ve learned no matter how bad it is it can always be worse...but there are things worth dying for and once that lesson is learned....life will not seem as bleak or as dark...I should get going. Send me or Ginny an owl when you’ve made the decision as to who want who and what you’ll be getting the kids. Good Night.” Draco said in a quiet voice as he stood up and held out a hand. Harry took it immediately as did Ron. Draco walked out quietly threw on the cloak and walked light footed back to his dorm. Harry and Ron went to their dorms changed into their Pajamas and fell asleep instantly.

 

~~~~~~~******~~~~~~~~

 

“Now can anyone tell me where the origins of the Imperial Curse came from?” Celestial fisher asked in an inquiring voice. 35 out of 36 hands rose. The hand that didn’t rise belonged to Hermione Black. Ron, Ginny, Harry and Draco turned to look at her in all with questions in their eyes. The other 31 people showed complete shock. It was she Fisher called one.

 

“Mrs. Black do you have an answer?” Fisher asked in curious voice. Over the past month he along with most of the staff and even her friends had noticed, her studies were almost non existent as was her answering questions in class, doing more then what was assigned and several other things. Whether it was stress, grief or strains no one was sure, but he had a good guess as to what it was the only problem being how to help.

 

“Don’t you think I would have raised my hand if I did have an answer to the question?” She asked in a soft tired voice. She looked down and finished whatever she was writing.

 

“Did you read the assigned text last night?” Fisher asked in a soft voice. She lifted her head and nodded her head once, before looking back down at the foot long parchment dangling over the desk. He pulled out his wand but before he could say the spell to bring the parchment to him she waved her left hand over it and it disappeared. She looked up her voice calm, hard and cool  as night wind, her smooth porcelain face almost stone like, her eyes hard, dead eyes like that of a steel as she looked at the celestial before her.

 

“I’m not going to tell you this right now for any other reason other then, I just don’t see a point to do things anymore. There is not a book I can’t read in less then 5 minutes not matter contexts or thickness or language. There’s not a test I haven’t taken that I haven’t passed with top marks, There’s not a spell I can’t perform to perfection. I don’t need to study. I don’t need lectures on things I most likely or already know. What the real reason I’m here…for protection…for amusement…I can think of a million other things to do rather then waste my time in a dark class room, listening to a teacher teach me things I already know. So if you don’t mind I think I’m going to catch up on some more sleep.” Mione said as she waved her hand and her books and material flew back into her bag. She sung it around her shoulder and stood up. As she stood Fisher pointed his wand at her but before the spell hit she raised her hand and caught it and closed her hand before looking at him and whispering another and flinging it back at him and watching him fall to the floor before she disapperated with a crack. The class stood in shock before Mione returned with another crack beside him and very softly muttered “Finite” and disapperated again with a crack. Fisher raised himself off the floor and with a crack disapperated too. He looked around the tower top and spotted her sitting on the edge in between two large gray/white stones. She had managed to curl herself to that her feet were up behind her and head and arms rested on one of the stones. With reflexes like a cat she was one her feet facing him.

 

“Can you please leave I’d like to be alone now and I’m sorry for freezing you…it won’t happen again sir…” she said as she turned around and climbed back on her spot.

 

“I’m part veela, I’ll immune you to it if being around me is that bothersome for you?” He said as he came behind her and placed a hand on her shoulder. He felt her stiffen at his touch but kept his hard there, realizing what he thought might be true was as she didn’t respond.

 

“That’s why you feel like you do, so let me cast this spell and it should dissolve those feelings for good alright.” He said as he pulled out his wand and said quietly “Finite Lovesia” she felt a warmth spread threw her then very quickly the feeling was gone. She turned around and looked at him and for once that feeling of lust was gone she smiled gently, but not before he leaned down and kissed her softly on the lips causing a feeling of reawakening in herself then as quickly disappearing with a crack.

 

The next several weeks passed quietly. She could stand to be around him and look at him without the feelings of lust but all the same she didn’t have the nerve to ask him about the kiss and she knew she could tell no one not even Ginny or Draco. Mione spent a lot of time on the grounds or on top of the tower. She was starting to change…Her stomach was small but hard and firm, she felt the babies kick and let almost anyone  feel along with her, She wondered what they would look like. Would they have her hair or eyes, or Sirius’s nose or mouth. Would they be smart, could she really take good care of them by herself, while these thoughts plagued her mind, life and the people around her where changing too though she could seem oblivious to it.  

 

It was October 30 that the four sat in Hogwarts common room. Several surprised by Ginny and Draco’s appearance, but all the same greeted them warmly.

 

“It’s almost like she in a trance…like she here but not really…It’s like she shut herself off from the rest of the world. All she does is eat, sleep, bath and write, but she won’t let me see what she writing and every time I ask she says it’s a secret, but when she done she’ll tell me. I don’t know what to do…” Ginny said in a worrisome voice.

 

“It’s not spell as I’d feel it too, but there’s something she going threw, I feel it every time I’m near her… Like an obsession or almost a quest…like unanswered questions that need to be answered…I think she knows what she is…who she is… But she won’t talk about it.” Draco said in a quiet voice.

 

“Did you ever get those books we talked about…the 5 she couldn’t read?” asked Harry.

 

“Ya, you want a look. Accio Lovesia Bookata”  Draco said as he pointed his wand at the open window, within seconds 5 book came flying threw and landed on the coffee table in front of them. Harry grabbed the first book on the stack and began to read. Ron grabbed another as did Draco and Ginny. His eyes moved slowly over the first page.

 

The book of realms part one

 

By Madeline Meredith Montgomery- Slytherin

 

Dedicated to my one true love Godric Gerald Gryffindore

 

Chapter 1: The Scrolls of Alderson

 

The 10 sacred scrolls of Alderson were created to contain the life force of all beings and beast. These scrolls are guarded by a magic unknown to Wizarding kind till the one true heir of The Source was born.

 

 

Harry read on for several minutes. Finally stopping an hour later after reading the enitre 120 page book. He looked up at his friend. Ginny the first to speak.

 

“We take it you can read it.” She asked in a soft voice with a look of happiness.

 

“Yes, I think it’s parseltongue. It’s the first part of I don’t know how many, The Book of Realms by Madeline Slytherin...Do you know who that is. It must have been around the time Hogwarts was made as she dedicated the book to Gryffindore. Was she realated to Salazar Slytherin?” Harry asked as he picked up another book and placed it on his lap.

 

“His daughter...his first heir...He killed her when she wouldn’t go with him after he left the school...or so it was thought... She was really powerful...more so then Salazar himself. She could do magic that use to amaze people. History said she was killed a week before Salazar was to leave Hogwarts but her body was never found. It was rumored  Godric hide her, but there was no basis of fact to the rumors... So what’s the book about?” Draco asked steadly.

 

About the scrolls of Alderson...whatever that is...How to find them. Where to locate them, how to use them... They’re scattered across the world. This book only tell of the first 2 and about something called Realm One...The Living Realm...I thinking is a guide book as to find out how to beat death and to find the source of all magic... I don’t even know what to think. Voldemort would sell his soul for these. I wonder if he knows about them?” Harry asked to no one in perticular.

 

“Hope not...” said Ginny quietly.

 

“I think he does...” said Draco at the same time.

 

“Well either way one of you can tell Mione about the books now. Just elave them here and I’ll read the rest...try to see if you can get her to talk...or tell her that Harry would want you to talk about it. Ok... Find out what she knows alright... As for who has who I’ll be godfather to Elizabeth and I registered myself  for about ¼ of the gifts Breast pump included....” Harry said with a grin as Draco laughed and Ginny and Ron joined into.

 

“I’m taking Ryan and getting the another ¼ of the gifts...and I figured I’d get the nursing bra’s. She requested.” Ron said with a devilish smirk causing all 4 of them to fall to the side with laughter.

 

They sat and talked for a while longer before Ginny and Draco said their goodnights. That night not one but 5 people shared a dream they were not likely to soon forget.

 

 

THE ONE-   Jennifer Lopez

 

            Taking away

            The fact that I care about you

            It's just your way, so sweet

            Everything seems right around you

            Did you know

            That you have this calming way about you

            In your touch

            And I wanna know if I could be your girl

 

            Chorus

            The one who puts her arms around you

            The one who lays her head beside you (Your girl)

            The one who listens when you need it

            When no one else sees, I can see it (Your girl)

            The one who knows when something's wrong

            The one who knows your favorite song (Your girl)

            The one who all your family loves

            The one you place no one above

 

            Verse 2

            I'm happy to say

            In a lot of ways you've changed me

            Makes me smile

            When you said you were glad the day you found me

            I'm wishing away

            Any harm that might ever find you

            Heaven knows

            I really feel, I'll always be your girl

 

            Chorus

 

            Break

            Your girl, your girl (Your girl, your girl...)

 

            I just wanna be the one that's true to you

            I just wanna be the one that's makes you smile

            I just wanna be (your girl, your  girl...)

            The one who holds you down

            Your girl...

 

            Chorus

 

            I'll always be...

 

            Vamp out Chorus

            The one that's true to you, and down for ya

            The one that makes you smile and laughs witcha

            The one who holds you down, I'm there for ya

            The one, the one...

            The one, the one...

 

            Chorus Repeat

            The one that's true to you

            The one that makes you smile

            The one that holds you down

 

            The one, the one (The one, the one)

 

            The one that's true to you

            The one that makes you smile

            The one that holds you down

 

            The one, the one

            The one, the one

 

            I can be anything you need...

 

 

 

 

 

 

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