My Rose



My love is a deep red
rose
Blossoming once, now burning to
close
I can only hold so much
love
For my friends, family, and the one
above
I thought I could open my heart to
you
But I was too scared and you weren't
true
You didn't earn the petal you
hold
You turned the air too fast~ too
cold
There's a place in your garden I am not able to
fill
I don't need you now, I know I never
will
For if I had chosen to let you take
hold
My rose would've died because of the
cold.

Kristina Dullum, 1999
revised Oct 2002
Payton�s Angel


I still can see you standing there

In a wedding dress you�ll never wear

With your laughing eyes, soft hair of gold

And a beautiful smile that would never grow old



How could we know that somewhere in the light

Heaven�s gates had opened for you that night

The newest of the angels, God�s own child

You�d leave us a legacy of laughter and smiles



One minute you were there, laughing until you cried

The next you were gone, we found out that you�d died

In the blink of an eye, and a crash that left us stunned

Your time here was over, and in heaven it had just begun



You were an unsung hero, someone who saved lives

How I wish I could save you now, but you�ve left us behind

We�d give anything to rescue you, to give you back your life

The chance to be a mother, a friend and someday a wife



You were a beloved mother and a the best of friends,

I know you will greet us once more, this isn�t the end

But I�m on my knees, God, I�m only a man

I hurt, I am bitter, I can�t grasp this plan



So in silent tears tonight I�ll kneel, to pray once again 

For understanding and courage for all of your friends

For all who knew you and all of those that you loved

As you watch us tonight from your place up above



I know that each night as Payton lies down to sleep

You�ll be right next to her, singing, even when she weeps

I know that you�re eternal, that you�ll always be there

As she develops your smile, your laugh and your hair



We�ll tell her how much you loved her, we won�t let her wonder

How she loved to hear you sing, how much she loved her mother

We�ll tell her it isn�t over; she�ll know that her mother still sings

That her mother is beautiful as ever, and that now she has wings



We may never understand why it was your time to go

But I am thankful for the one thing that I do know

You�ll hold her and guide her even though she can�t see

That Payton�s Angel is beside her and always will be.

Chad Boxx 2004
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