me

You can't understand me
I won't let you
You can try & end up more confused
I'm complicated
My gears aren't like any you know so you can't fix them
And that is what you want to do
Fix me
Make me more like you
But have you lived my life?
Dreamt my dreams?
Felt my love or pain?
They're not like yours either
Enjoy me how I am or let me go
Don't try to dissect me
I work much better with all my parts
Don't put me on your couch
I'll talk when I'm ready
And my words aren't what you think they are
Don't look through my eyes to interpret my thoughts
If I truly want you to see them
I'll invite you in
Just accept what of me I show you
You may be thankful for what you don't understand

Felicia Diane Larson