lovin' them
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they like to call me jen. short for jennifer. i'm at the ripe old age of thirteen. born on may 5th, 1990. i have brown hair, which i don't like that much. after a bad haircut a year ago... i'm still growing it back to the way it used to me. i don't like the color too much either. it's common. i've died my hair more times than i can count, but i'm realizing that my natural color is the only one that really "works." my eyes' natural color is green. but they change with the clothes i wear. sometimes the can be blue or grey. i'm 5'7, and shrinking. my weight is 134039485, give or take a few pounds. i'm pierced. fifteen times. thirteen times in my ears (6 in my right, 7 in my left). once in my left nostril. then once more in my lip. i have done a majority of my piercings myself, including several of my ears, and my nose. i don't have any tattoos. yet. i'm planning on getting two sets of cherries in my chest-area. (but not the way eve has it. ick.) and rather than getting a marolyn monroe piercing, i'm going to get it tattooed. i'm also planning on a star somewhere. but not quite sure where yet. you could say i'm athletic. even though i only play one sport. which is softball. i'm on my jr. high's team, number 36. i played basketball for seven years, but finally decided it's "not my thing." same goes for football. i played for two years. i dress in mostly in black. i guess. but not in that "i love satin" way. i wear jewelry. mostly a hemp necklace (which i made), ska check wristband (a gift from jay), and rings (stolen from my sister of course). so it's simple. no?
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this is the hardest part. because i try to be brutally honest, and this is all my opinion on myself. so it's going to make me sound like a bitch. because that's what i am, a bitch. i am very blunt. i don't like to sugar-coat things. and i hate it when people are like that with me. no "beating around the bush." just say what you fucking want to and get it over with. i'm also very opinionated. and i have no problem shareing how i feel with anyone. i am pretty shy when you first meet me. and i get nervous. but after a while, i warm up to people and have fun. i have anger problems. probly because i've been raised in a house where yelling/screaming/hitting was ok. and so that's how i am. i'm a violent person, so if someone makes me mad enough, they had better watch out. a lot of the time i can't be myself, because for the most part, i'm around people i don't like. so i just close myself up you could say, and just sit there out of the way and keep my mouth shut. i am recovering from depression that i have been going through for the last about nine months. thanks to an ex-boyfriend who i don't really need to get into right now. but most of you know who he is anyways. so yeah, that's me in a nutshell.
love life
i have a boyfriend. his name is jay, and he's thirteen. like me. he plays guitar in a band called "all things considered." i've known him since i started jr. high. really started to get to know him a couple months ago. when we were both in the same play together. we've been together since about april 15th. not long, but hell, you need to start somewhere. right? oh.. yes.
books
white oleander, cut, walk two moons, breathing underwater, amandine, this lullaby, you don't know me, speak, gingerbread, the "fear street" series, georgie, and much much more.