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misplaced by closeness
Words don't contain subtlety tact eludes speech even in whispers
Pieces of my broken thoughts mumble through my teeth you learn I can't keep myself straight
Constant fight to know wants and let my energy be screamed out
You see my way before my eyes catch on and I don't trust you I can't keep myself straight
You're the first to hear me say it
And it's the last thing that she said that's got me thinking
It's the last thing that she said that changes everything
It's all I know It's everything
Just stay right here and...
What I want to come true
Will never be real
It's getting hard to see you
It's healthier to stay away from you now
She said you're the one she cant live without
And to those words I try to hold on
It's hard to know it time for me to go
Misplaced by closeness, thoughts of friendship
Fail to sate the thoughts I have of us
You know you said
That I'm beautiful but what's beauty to you and
You wrote to me, said you missed me
But is that the best that you can do?

credits
all website designs, written content and creative works on this site are copyritght to jen kristoff unless stated otherwise. this means, if you steal anything, it is a crime and is punishable by law. not to mention i will personally see your life is made into a living hell. to learn more about copyright, go to whatiscopyright.org.

layout
this is version three of misplaced by closness. it features the song "mercury rising" by from autumn to ashes. i got the idea for it, while flipping through an old journal of mine. i came across a page, with that song written on it, and a picture. also, at the time, i was looking at a site, and the owner is a photographer. well, he had pictures of old abandoned buildings, factories and schools. which is basically the setting of the song, only it's an apartment. anyways, that gave me the idea to make the layout. i found my image through a google image search. then used psp 7.0 and microsoft paint to edit the image. then coded it in notepad. i really like this one, so i hope it stays for a while.

past layouts
version one: anarchy
version two: "radio" by alkaline trio