lovin' them
like whoa. this is written by me. so yeah. don't think about usin' this shiit.
cut. watch me bleed. she doesn't speak, but at the same time she's screaming. i hate the pain, but i can't live without it. i feel like i'm breathing underwater.
i am ashamed. these red gloved hands are staring back at me. blood covered hands and tear stained cheeks are all i have left. bound and broken, left in darkness with what i used to be.
last night i had a horrible dream... the worst part was, when i woke up... i realized i'm living a nightmare.
i'm trying to forget you but it's so hard. because everything about me reminds me of you.
my thoughts are becoming words, but all i can do is scream. so cover your ears because i don't think i can stop.
you'll always never be my star. again.
loveryboy, you make me sick.
i want to take your smile and keep it in my pocket to look at forever.