15 de abril del 2001

Wow.

It's been how long since I've updated?

Well, let's see here. What's happened since the last time?

In order of ocurrence:
1. The Band: Lots of meetings, partying, kick-ass shows, online interview (go check it out at rockeros.com), a couple of job offers - for me - and lots of fun.
2. Me: Lots of meetings, partying, running around, smok...err umm never mind, fun, fun, fun, mosh pit dancing, a fall, a swollen foot, a visit to the ER, a fractured foot, a cast, crutches, time off work, bored, more boredom, watched Amores Perros (highly recommended though very long), back to work tomorrow.
3. Mom: Long talk about her making a firm decision with her life and not coming to live with me until she figured out what she wanted (making me feel like the mom ... again), AND her casual comment on the phone to me yesterday: "Oh, by the way, I'll be in the hospital on Thursday because they found a lump in my breast and they're going to do a biopsy to check it."

Yeah.

That's my mom. She just casually throws that out. What the hell? I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to throw up.

I don't know what to feel because I feel too many things at once. I know things will be okay but ... damn. Why didn't you call me to let me know sooner? Why did you hide that from me? You may not want to worry me but letting me know like this and changing the subject so we won't talk about it like it's not going to happen only makes me worry more. Why?!?!?!

Anyway, I'll keep my positive front up, be there for her as much as I can, and pray for the best. It's all I can do. Right? Right?

Yin yang. It never fails.

In other news: There is no other news.

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