| Cold Shoulder Forced smiles, hidden tears, deep threads of pain when you push me away, shame and rage, an insult, you think I'm blind? Think I'm stupid, completely opposite yet completely the same, as my mother, still abusive, still hurtful, just.... Silent. Which hurts more? Blows or being ignored? laugh and joke, never really close, loss of understanding, tears stain behind closed doors, like rainy days unpredictable, how can you look into my eyes, so like your own, and deny me? Lie to me? Hide from me? My last hope is no hope at all, is silence your way of affection? or is it like i think? just avoidance? Daddy?... awnser me.. |