Entry for July 20, 2007
...my dreams have always fascinated me. I wish I could paint them. I wish I could interpret them. Let me share a few of my really weird dreams...
~my worst dreams~
....I started having this dream for about 5 months of my old dog Racer. I would suddendly realize I hadn't been in my home for months and that I left my dog in there without food & water. I would be afraid to go in and find him either dead, or the whole place ransacked and smelly. Then, one night I dream I was in the park near the Post Office, and Racer trots up to me. (I notice he's not malnourished but fat), and he says to me: 'you know, you really got to start feeding me', in this real deep husky voice. Now, the fact he spoke to me didn't surprise me, it was the fact of how fat he was. The next dream, my house catches on fire, Racer dies and I never dreamt of him again..
....I dream I'm near a creek,and I can see the water flowing. To the right is a large apartment building. Everything is in black and white. I'm standing, staring at the water, and I'm very afraid. I know something is wrong, something is about to happen. Tho I don't see it in my dream, I have a vision that a young, small long blonde-haired girl is floating down the creek and she is dead..
....I do notice my dreams sometimes are put together of events that happen throughout the day, or something I've watched on t.v. The one I had the other night was super super scarry, yet, it sounds funny when I talk about it.
....I have this dream I'm talking to Mike Rowe and I suddenly get this feeling something is amiss, that we're being infiltrated by something evil. I can't see them, but, in another dimension, people are scattered about in hats and trenchcoats, and I know they are bad and indestructable. Well, Mike gets blown out of my dream by one of these guys, and I huddle in a corner of a building thinking 'this can't be happening'..paralyzed with fear, I see 'them' almost floating by, and someone is saying, 'mind the gap'...and I know I'm in the safe place and I think I'm in it, when one of these guys comes to me and says to stand in the doorway, with my hands outstretched...and I'm afraid, and I listen to him, thinking this is 'the gap', and when I'm there, I cannot move, and one of these guys comes towards my face with a drill coming out of his arm, and starts to drill into my forehead, and I can hear it, and feel it, all of the pain, and I'm thinking, how can this be happening? Then they put this drill in my mouth, and it clamps my jaw open, and I can feel them drilling inside of my mouth, and the pain....and I awake....
wow, ok, I promise my next post will be fun.
