Gabriel Chapter Six Disclaimer, etc. in Headers Outside Denver, Colorado September 17, 2001 10:14 a.m. He couldn't have been dazed for more than a few moments, as he heard the rustle of leaves come closer. The sun blared into Gabriel's swollen eyes and he gasped, lowering his head against the bright pain. "Easy, man," came the murmur beside him, as the huge arms sat him upright. "Hold on - lemme cut you out o' these." As soon as his hands were free, Gabriel reached up to tenderly examine his itchy face, asking Jesse in a rush, "Is it dead?" Jesse cut the rope around Gabriel's ankles in one neat slice and looked up from his crouch, puzzlement clouding his face. "Is what dead?" Gabriel didn't have time to explain; he got up and swayed in place, adrenaline waning in a heartbeat. "Shit." "Yo, man, take it easy," Jesse said, holding him up with both hands. "I don't see no one around but you, Gabe. What the hell you doin' tied up in the back of that truck, anyway?" "Better question is - what the hell are you doing following us?" Though thankful Jesse had freed him, Gabriel was pissed at the way his friend had put himself in danger by coming after him. Jesse was still in danger, as was Gabriel. He grabbed the knife from Jesse's hand and moved toward the overturned vehicle, giving his rescuer a stern warning. "Stay back." Against Jesse's muttered curse of protest, Gabriel staggered to the truck, knife held out. "God damn it, Gabe -" "Stay back!" he hissed, waving Jesse away. To his relief, the man didn't follow him, though Jesse's salty language trailed after him, echoing in the close confines of the forest. He crept up to the broken driver's side window and peeked in. Nothing but some torn clothes, half-melted by the now harmless green blood. Heaving a sigh, he closed his eyes for a moment. Yes, it was dead. But it took its destination and *her* whereabouts with it to hell. Shit. He hadn't meant to kill it, only incapacitate it temporarily until he could slip from the truck. Sure, it would have followed him - but at least he would have had time to come up with a plan of action. Now he was once again without direction. A thought suddenly came to him - no, he wasn't. The road they'd been on winded up into the mountains; the *only* road, as far as he could see. He scrambled up the incline, hearing Jesse behind him. Only to be greeted by the skittish whinny of a huge horse, its chestnut coat gleaming in the sunshine with beads of sweat. "Whoa," he murmured, holding up his hands. His ticket out of here, he knew. "Fuck, man," Jesse growled beside him. "Don't go scaring off our ride back. I don't feel like walkin'." Gabriel slid the knife into his belt and reached for the reins of the animal, soothing murmurs interspersed between his question to Jesse. "Where the hell did you get the horse?" "I stole it from outside the Silver Moon." Jesse's teeth flashed in a satisfied smile. "When you didn't come back to the room after ten minutes, I left Layla with a big smile on her face and snuck into the hall. Just in time to see this big, ugly sucker draggin' your ass down the back stairs." A rare shine of embarrassment made him chuckle. "Fuckin' thing threw me three times. Took me forever to catch up with you." "You didn't have to come after me," Gabriel muttered. "Sure I did," the man answered, as if Gabriel were nuts for thinking otherwise. "We gotta get back to the camp, Gabe. Train's leavin' at noon and we gotta be on it." Hating what he was about to do to Jesse, his gaze skirted the woods around him and he said, "I'm not going back." The road before him beckoned and he stared at the way it disappeared around the next bend. "You're not going back?" Jesse was incredulous. "Man, what the fuck you talkin' about? You comin' back with me." He took a step forward. Gabriel brought the knife up and slowly drew the horse away. "Back off," he warned, giving Jesse a narrowed stare. Though his eyes still felt like shit, he could see well enough to defend himself, if necessary. Not that he wanted it to come down to that, but he was determined to continue. "I'm going up that road and you're not going to stop me." "Aw, man - don't do this. They're gonna come after you," Jesse pleaded, hands raised as Gabriel kept moving away with the horse. "Is she worth all this trouble?" Clenching his jaw, he ignored the question as he lifted himself onto the horse's back. It danced a bit in the rocky dirt, but didn't bolt. Gabriel wasn't a horseman by any means, but he silently thanked his long-gone mother for forcing him to hobnob with the rich and at least learn how to handle a country club horse his fourteenth summer back on the Vineyard. Like riding a bike, he knew, taking firm hold of the reins as he turned back to Jesse, who stood some yards away, sputtering with frustration. "Gabe, you can't -" "Sorry to make you walk back, Jesse," he said, with a snap of his wrist tossing the knife into the dirt at Jesse's feet. The horse turned at the press of his knee and he rode away, flinging over his shoulder, "You should be able to make the noon train if you start now. So long." Jesse's voice followed him up the trail. "You motherfucker! Don't you leave me like this!" Gabriel felt awful for Jesse's long walk back to town, but he wasn't about to stop, the horse picking up speed at his urging. He took one last look over his shoulder as he rounded the curve in the road. Jesse was still muttering, though he'd turned in the opposite direction. Good. He was going back. That off his mind, Gabriel surged forward, not knowing where the road would end... but damned determined to find out. Undisclosed location The Smoky Mountains July 20, 2001 1:57 p.m. The room was alive with activity and Mulder could feel their energy bounce off the walls. So close now... just a couple more days, then he'd be out and on his way. The guys were looking over the papers with a fine-toothed comb as Mulder paced, his hair swinging out behind him like an avenging angel. "Quit wearing a hole in the floor, Mulder," Frohike murmured, not looking up from his magnifying glass. "Sit down before you run into something." "What the hell would I run into?" he asked, his jaw clenched as he kept making a circle around the table. "Oh, you'd find something," Frohike answered with a wry huff. "I've never seen a man more susceptible to injury. Not that you're clumsy, just... face it, you attract trouble." That was the understatement of the year. Mulder finally gave in to the bit of truth in Frohike's words and sat at the table, though his fingers drummed against it like sharp taps of a hammer. "So - think we can all set out tomorrow?" He was understandably anxious and it wasn't like him to bow to another's decision-making, especially Frohike's. But the little man had grown into a leader and Mulder had let him take over the role, at first too worn out physically to protest. Then, as time went by, he found that lifting the burden of command from his shoulders was a good thing for him mentally as well. It freed him to concentrate, to make his mind ready for what was bound to be a difficult journey. What if they never found her? Could he stand to give up one day? No. As long as he had breath and the wits to survive, he'd never stop looking. "Yeah," Frohike said, shoving the paper to Langly, who waited patiently to peruse it a second time. "Maybe late tomorrow, but I figure we each have a good two days or so of walking and hitching to get to a company depot." They were all setting out in different directions; according to the company bulletins posted on the Internet, there were sign-up depots scattered in the major metropolitan areas. Men who wanted to work were asked to show up at the train depot each morning. You got picked, you got on a train. Mulder had picked St. Louis - the Gateway to the West. He'd didn't quite know why at the time, though something was telling him deep inside to follow the sun. Good a place as any to start, he figured. "Remember... try to stay off the main roads. If you can get a safe ride, do it, but don't put yourself in danger, understand?" Frohike warned, looking straight at Mulder. Byers and Langly grunted their agreement and Mulder nodded, though he knew he'd take any chance at all to plunge ahead. "Looks like we have papers, gentlemen," Byers broke in with a smile, looking up from the last of them. Mulder still couldn't get used to Byers without a beard. And that long hair? God, did he himself look that ridiculous? It was like straw, sticking out in all directions, the strands waving at each other. Frohike had shaved his head to a fine, stiff crewcut that matched the gray stubble on his face. His vitality now was something to behold; gone were the loose jowls of fat and dull, mousy eyes behind thick glasses. He'd gone out about a month ago and stayed gone for a week while they wondered and worried. Then he'd simply walked in one sunny day, sans glasses. He'd found a traveling doctor, he'd said. One who'd fitted him with a pair of contact lenses from his wagon of medical goods. Traded his glasses for them, he smiled. Along with the only issue of Celebrity Skin he had left in his possession; Mulder had laughed, knowing Frohike guarded that with his life, carrying it around everywhere. Frohike, despite his newfound confidence, was still a geek at heart. Willing to try anything to charm the ladies, though he did so on the pretense of ridding himself of an identifying piece of goods. That wasn't fair, Mulder told himself. Frohike was doing the best he could - hell, they were *all* doing their best. For her. For the one constant in their miserable little lives, the one ray of sunshine left in a decimated, desolate world. "A few final touches," Frohike drawled, "then we're all set." He looked pointedly at Langly. As they all did, waiting for the argument to come. Which wasn't but a second's pause away. "C'mon, guys - I can tuck it under a cap." Gulping, he sat up straighter in his chair and shoved his glasses up his nose. "It's not that distinctive, really." Mulder could have laughed out loud at the panic on Langly's face. Instead, he threw a glance at Frohike, urging him on with a knit of his brow as if to say, put your foot down. "You know the plan, Ringo. Short becomes long and long becomes short." Frohike's voice was adamant but soothing, as he stood. He mirrored Mulder's look, arching a brow for help. Mulder rose as well; so did Byers, who sauntered over to the cabinet on the far wall with a whistle. Langly sputtered, though he was obviously too scared to move. "I can dye it! Black - we gotta have something around here -" His protest was cut short as Frohike grabbed his arms, pinning him to the chair as he pulled Langly's wrists behind him. "It'll be over before you know it," he whispered. Mulder crouched before Langly, grabbing hold of his flailing legs. "Look at it this way, Ringo," he said with a rueful smile, "if I could trade places with you, I would." He hated his long hair and hoped for the day it would all be cut off. Preferably by a pair of slim, white hands. At the first snip of the scissors in Byers' hands, Langly wailed, "My manhood..." "Shut up, you wuss," Frohike growled. Mulder's eyes met Frohike's over Langly's crestfallen face. Frohike smiled and gave Mulder a wink. "You wanna find Scully, don't you?" he directed at Langly. Frohike was enjoying this way too much, Mulder could see. A sniffle and then, "Yeah." Frohike gave his arms a shake. "Then be a man. You don't see Mulder complaining about all that hair, do you?" The golden locks kept falling into Langly's lap and he raised teary eyes to Mulder, though he answered Frohike. "That's because she doesn't give a shit how *he* looks. I have a reputation to uphold with the chicks." They were all silent for a moment or two as that statement echoed in the room. Then Frohike chuckled and Byers joined in, followed by Mulder. Before long, laughter filled the air around them, including Langly's. Suddenly struck by how ridiculous they all looked, how *unfamiliar*, it occurred to them all that this plan just might work. As Langly sobered, he lifted his head and nodded for Byers to continue, leveling Mulder with a fierce stare, his voice snide, but brave. "You better hold on to her this time, doofus... 'cause this is the *last* time this hair's coming off, got it?" Mulder smiled. "I'll do my best... Samson." The name looked fine on Langly's new papers. The Rocky Mountains September 17, 2001 6:45 p.m. Gabriel was exhausted and he knew the horse was just about pushed to its limits. Sunset had not crept up on him - it had roared in a few minutes ago, as darkness slammed onto the road. The narrow trail had gotten increasingly more treacherous and overgrown, with the forest growing dense and wild on both sides. Hours had passed and by his estimate, he'd gone maybe twenty miles deeper into the mountains. It was slow-going and frustration gnawed at his gut; slight panic enveloped him as he realized he may not find what he was looking for after all. Not tonight, anyway. The unforgiving line of trees to either side of him seemed to press on him, mocking his purpose. But he shook it off and sighed in the midst of the rising buzz of insects. The horse hung his head and Gabriel decided it was time for a rest, or the animal would simply die under him. He heard a trickle of water nearby and as the moon rose, he could see a spring to the left. He slowly dropped himself to the ground and led the animal to the water, where he fell to his knees beside it. It tasted good, clear and cold as it soothed his parched throat. A few splashes to his still swollen eyes felt even better, almost refreshing. Again, he lowered his head to drink greedily then sat back as the horse kept nuzzling the water a few feet downstream. With a small groan, he laid back against the undergrowth and listened to the night sounds float on the breeze. He drew his jacket closer, shivering against the cool ground beneath him. But he welcomed the soft, natural mattress of leaves and closed his eyes. A few minutes sleep was all he needed, then he'd start again. Undisclosed location The Smoky Mountains July 21, 2001 8:57 p.m. "Traveling at night should be safer and easier," Frohike said, as they checked themselves one last time. "Try to keep out of the populated areas, but don't stray too far off the beaten path - lots of hungry people out there." Mulder nodded, knowing the world was more dangerous now than any concrete jungle had ever been. As he folded his forged papers and put them in his pocket, he took one last look at his friends. Byers - Fitzgerald now, at his insistence he keep some part of himself intact - fidgeted with his worn coveralls as if it was a painful cloak of horsehair. Somehow, he didn't look lost in the unfamiliar clothes; to Mulder, Byers looked as he always had when faced with a challenge... frightened, but unwilling to let it show. Admiration welled up in Mulder for them all as he watched them transform from wannabes to warriors. From Langly's unconscious rubbing of his shorn scalp to Frohike's donning of his fingerless gloves, the little nuances of their personalities meshed into a cohesive show of force. It gave Mulder pause and he wondered if they could possibly survive without each other. They'd been together for so long, just like he and Scully... and he knew what life was like without her. The guys worked best as a unit, that was plain to see. Was he doing the wrong thing by letting them separate for his cause? Sure, it was because of Frohike's orders, but Mulder knew he could have walked out of here a month ago and they'd have been unable to stop him. Of course, they'd have followed anyway. So maybe it was best they'd planned it this way - they'd had time to strengthen their cccombined resolve. "I'm reporting to the company office in Arkansas right away," Frohike said, reiterating the location of their home base, so to speak. A week before, he'd gone to the nearest depot and offered his services to the company as a master of computers and technology, hoping for just such an assignment. Mulder could have hit him when he found out where Frohike had gone, thinking his friend was sure to get into trouble. But Frohike returned with a big smile and a job in Little Rock - he'd convinced the company's recruiters he had business to settle before he could join up. To their surprise, the company had agreed, letting him report a week later - they were desperate for men with intelligence... and self-confidence, Frohike had laughed. Yeah, Frohike had that in spades, Mulder thought, as he listened to the guy's bark. "As soon as you get settled, find a computer. Check into the newsgroup at least once a week. When we have a solid lead, we'll meet, okay? And I mean a *solid* lead, Mulder - got that?" "What if I get lonesome?" He winked at Frohike and was rewarded with a huff. "You still got your right hand, don't you?" As soon as the words left his mouth, Frohike paled. "I'm sorry, man - I didn't mean to -" Mulder brought his right hand up and flexed the trembling fingers. "Don't sweat it, Melvin." He didn't want Frohike to feel guilty for a slip of the tongue, but neither did he feel like pursuing the subject. Instead, he brought his head up with a small smile, extending his hand in a effort to hold it steady. "Well guys, this is it. See ya around." With murmurs of goodbye, Langly and Byers shook his hand and disappeared out the door. They were traveling together as far as Cincinnati, where they would take off into opposite directions. Frohike motioned for Mulder to go as well and he did, following the long tunnel cut into the rock to the surface. He heard the slam of the steel door behind him and as he stepped into the clear night air, he paused, waiting for Frohike to come up behind him. In a few seconds, Frohike had joined him. They were also traveling together the first leg of their journey, but that was only to the depot where Frohike had signed up. Mulder thought it best he continue to St. Louis before putting his papers to the test and Frohike had agreed. "Help me out with this, Mulder," Frohike said, pulling on the camouflage netting after he shut the wooden door to the tunnel. Mulder complied and, after they'd draped the blanket of leaves and brush over the doorway, they picked up the wooden slat that barred the door and slipped it into place. "Condemned" reflected back at them in the pale moonlight. The bunker now had all the characteristics of a mine long abandoned; it was rather sad to be leaving it behind and Mulder knew that the guys were more disturbed by it than he was. It was comfortable to them - a hole filled with all the necessities... computers, food, and computers. But there was no way they could ever come back here once they'd found Scully. Rendevous, if and when it came, was already set in a place far from here. Where friends awaited and life was good, they understood. In the wilds of Canada with Walter Skinner, where they could all live out their lives in peace. The archived data from the computers had been transferred yesterday, including Scully's notes on the vaccine. Sent through a secure satellite connection to Skinner - all they needed now was Scully. Her notes had been very precise and useful, but the lack of qualified personnel hampered the vaccine's perfection. With the vaccine, they'd never have to worry about invasion again. With her, they'd find a qualified savior. That wasn't why Mulder wanted her back, though. And everyone knew it. Vaccine be damned - he wanted to put his arms around her and let himself dissolve into the safety of her embrace. "Come on, let's go," he murmured, turning toward the future. Frohike didn't follow and Mulder halted after a few steps, the question on his face as he turned back. "Uh... I didn't want to give you this in front of the other two, Mulder." He reached into the zippered pocket of his jacket. "What?" Mulder was impatient. "Everything's in order, right?" "Yeah, this is just a little present from me to you." Frohike handed the paper to him. As Mulder unfolded the paper, the moon emerged from behind the high clouds and he caught his breath at the face in his hands. It was her. Scully. Julia. Whoever - it was her. "Where did you get this?" "Found it in the data dump yesterday - must've picked it up from the Administration's network. Figured you'd want it." Frohike shrugged, a sheepish grin fading. "Or not. I'll take it back -" "No." Mulder knew he looked like he'd had the wind kicked out of him; did Frohike think he wouldn't want a photo of her? Even if she didn't look the same? He didn't give a shit what she looked like. Raising hot eyes to Frohike he whispered, "Thanks." Frohike stepped forward, lowering his voice to firmness of steel. "No matter what she's done, she's still Scully. You understand that, don't you?" Mulder bit his lip and nodded, unable to speak. "And if you *ever* hurt her, in any way, ever again... you'll answer to me. Got it?" A sharp poke at Mulder's chest punctuated the warning. Mulder fell into step beside him, gently folding the paper and putting in the pocket of his shirt. "Frohike?" "Yeah?" "I'd never hurt her. Not intentionally. You know that, don't you?" "Yeah, buddy," he sighed. "But sometimes it doesn't work out that way. Sometimes nothing works out the way you want it to." The Rocky Mountains September 17, 2001 7:45 p.m. Gabriel awoke with a start and sat up, leaves scattering at his abrupt movement. His horse stood nearby, picking at the grass with lazy nudges. Other than the horse's shuffling, there was only the sound of the wind in the trees. But a nagging uneasiness made him move and he stood, shushing the horse with a hand to its neck. He fumbled for the photo in his pocket, as if he half expected it to be missing. But no, it was there, and he pulled it out, fisting it as if seeking strength from the smooth, calm face. The partial moon cast the colors in gray, just like the night. Just like the feeling he had that the gray was hiding the red approach of danger. He had to get moving. Something wasn't right, but you couldn't tell it from the stillness... "Shit," he muttered, finally figuring out what the animals of the forest had already. Something - or someone - was out there lurking. Quickly but quietly, he got on the horse and started up the road again, scanning the trees for danger. He went slowly at first, then gave the horse a nudge. Before long, he was at a nice gallop, leaving the bad feeling far behind. There was nothing to be afraid of; he was just nervous. Why shouldn't he be? He set his sights on the next rise and surged forward. As he made it to the top of the hill, the horse suddenly shied, almost throwing him. "Whoa," he said, as a smattering of bats came out of the trees. They were gone as quickly as they'd come, frightening the horse more than him, though his heart thudded in his chest. It became even more frantic at the glow in the distance. It didn't frighten him, though... he'd gotten to the point where a light in the sky was rather ho-hum. No, this wasn't a tractor beam, or a star ship... not even a little piece of metal that had blossomed into a bright, traveling sun. This was better than any of those... on a par with the old 'hoaxster with a garbage can lid and a flashlight'. Why? Because it was very much of this world. Faint, but there - at the summit of the incline, he supposed. Probably a couple of miles further up the road, nestled into the mountainside like a beacon. A dwelling, a building of some sort. Definitely big, as he adjusted his sight to take in the pinpricks of other lights scattered here and there, like candles in windows. He'd found it. He looked at the photo again and smiled. Suddenly, he was flat on his back, his horse scampering away into the night. The piece of paper flew from his fingers and he tried to catch it, but it was gone. "Son of a -" "Shut up." Harsh, black hands grabbed him from the ground as another's pinned his arms behind his back. Hot, coffee-dark breath bled through the knit-covered face before him. "Private property, asshole." The slam to the side of his head made him see stars, but he managed to focus again in a second or two. His first thought - the company had sent the territorial police after him. But that couldn't be; he was only a few hours gone and they didn't mobilize that fast. He figured he'd have at least a day's head start on them, if they even bothered in this wilderness. No, these were commandos of some sort. Dressed from head to toe in black, their faces and heads covered until only their eyes shone in the night with feral menace. There were two he could see - the one in front of him and the one hhe knew was holding him from behind. There was at least one more, as the one in front nodded to the side and said, "Go after the horse. Take it up to the Ranch - *quietly*." The Ranch. Now Gabriel knew that *was* a fortress he'd seen in the distance. Guarded by some pretty fancy firepower, as he noted the automatic weapons each man clutched. "Hey guys, I'm a bit lost -" His words were cut off by the gun butt to his stomach. "Shut the fuck up." The gun came up again, this time barrel first, pressing against his temple. "No, man," came the hiss from behind Gabriel. "No gunfire, remember?" His voice became sarcastic. "Can't disturb the princess." What? Gabriel's ears were roaring from the pain. What had the goon said? "I got a better idea. We could make like he deserted the company - save the territorial police some trouble, eh?" "Yeah, but make it quick. Damn, what's the use of carrying these guns if we can't use 'em?" In moments, Gabriel was being dragged into the woods. As they went deeper into the darkness, he regained some of his strength and began to fight the hold, elbowing the man behind him. "You motherfucker!" he heard in his ear, followed by the sickening *pop* of something tearing in his left shoulder. Gabriel screamed, a low, hoarse bellow of pain that echoed in the trees. With his right arm at half-strength and his left now useless, he sagged against the ground, his body giving up the fight for a dizzying moment. Next thing he knew, he was hanging from a tree, the rope around his neck slowly cutting off his air. He groped with his right hand at the vise and heard laughter above his wheezing. "No use fighting it, man. Say bye-bye." Their laughter faded into the woods as he struggled. God, he couldn't breathe; the rope hadn't broken his neck, not yet. But it was only a matter of moments before it would choke him to death. All else went from his mind except for one thought: he was going to fail. He was never going to see her again. He went limp as he fell into unconsciousness. The Rocky Mountains September 17, 2001 8:00 p.m. "Easy." The whisper penetrated his ears as he gasped for breath. "Gently, Matthew, gently." Fingers pulled at the rope around Gabriel's neck. "Breathe... breathe... it's okay." Gabriel sucked in a ragged, painful breath, and his throat felt like it was on fire. Strong arms cradled him and he tried to open his eyes, but found the effort was too much. "Miss?" Another voice, this one rumbling under his back. Deeper, louder, but not by much. "We need to get out of here." With that, Gabriel felt himself begin to move. He was being carried, that much he knew. Screaming pain radiated from his shoulder and he jerked against the hold. Movement ceased for a moment and he felt his legs settle against the ground. Rough fingers clamped around his shoulder and he spasmed again, trying to avoid the pain. "I don't think it's dislocated, Miss. But it's been injured - he doesn't want me touching it." His whole body seemed to be one big mass of pain and he struggled to get his eyes open. When he did, he knew he shouldn't have, as the trees spun around him. "Oh, no," came the mutter above him. "Miss, he's puking." The voice that answered was muffled, but close. "Put him on his side, quickly." Gabriel felt what little was in his stomach come right up as the soothing voice continued. "Don't worry. You're okay." God, he thought. He must be in heaven, because that voice sounded so familiar, so beloved. It was impossible, though - what the hell would she be doing out here? Yeah, he knew she was close, but he couldn't be *that* lucky. "Okay, let's go." Gabriel knew they were on the move again and he decided that it wasn't her - he was beginning to become feverish with pain, that was all. He could feel his body light up with painful fire as his skin burned. But whoever it was, they weren't going to hurt him. That much he knew. He let himself go again, this time knowing he'd be back. The Rocky Mountains September 17, 2001 8:45 p.m. Murmurs drifted into his ears and he fought the waves that dragged him down, slowly turning his head to the warmth at his right. He licked his parched lips and slowly cracked open his eyes, trying to focus on the figures that danced before the fire light. One tall and obviously tense, its stance hovering over the smaller, cloaked wraith at his side. "We've got the shoulder set, Miss," the man was saying. "I don't think it's a good idea for you to spend the night here tonight. Whoever did this to him could still be in the woods. It'd be safer if we spent the night at the Ranch." The Ranch? Gabriel jerked at that, struggling against his confinement. In the next instant, he realized he wasn't confined. In fact, he was naked. Stretched out upon a bed so soft he seemed to melt into the mattress. His left arm was bound to his body; immobilized by strips of material. Several blankets weighed him down, but they felt so good, as he shivered with fever. He opened his mouth to ask for water, but found he couldn't speak. "He needs someone to look after him, Matthew," the little one said. "At least until his fever breaks." "I'm taking you home, Miss - no arguments. Then I'll come back and stay with him for a while, okay? You can come back in the morning." Water, he needed water. God damn it, why weren't they looking at him? He dragged his right hand out from under the covers and tried to get their attention. All he succeeded in doing was knocking down the water pitcher on the night stand. The two figures stopped their arguing and turned to stare at him, their faces shadowed. Yeah, it's me, he wanted to shout. Get me some fucking water! The little one whispered something to the one called Matthew, who moved forward to get the pitcher. He slipped out of sight and Gabriel hoped he was going for water. "Are you thirsty?" The voice came from beneath the hood of the cloak, the mouth speaking hidden by its black folds. Gabriel nodded and he closed his eyes as the glass came closer. The bed sagged by his side and he drank, coughing at the slide of the water down his damaged throat. "Slowly." He couldn't drink anymore; he let his head fall back as his eyes opened. The rumble of joy started from deep within him... his chest heaved, his eyes burned, his hand shook as it brushed the soft velvet at his hip. "Okay?" Her smile was gentle, her profile lit with gold from the fire light, and her eyes - he caught his meager breath at the startling blue he'd only seen in his dreams these many months. And he was helpless to stop it. Her brow creased as her smile faded. "Shh... don't cry..." Her hand - her cool, soft fingers - brushed his forehead and temple. "Yoou're okay, you're going to be all right." God, it was her. Jesus, Joseph and all the angels... he'd found her. She'd found *him*. Leaning closer, she searched his face, her whisper meant for his ears alone. "Are you the one?" The one? What was she talking about? God, yes, he was the one... anything, anyone she wanted him to be. A fresh onslaught of tears blurred his vision. She pressed forward, desperation lighting her eyes. "Are you?" "Miss?" She turned from him and he latched on to her wrist. No, damn it. She couldn't leave - she might never come back. Or worse... maybe he was delirious and she wasn't really there at all. All this talk of being the 'one', wavering pictures of black cloaks and huge hands... maybe it was just a dream. Giving a tug, he forced her to look back, his tears clouding his vision. Stay, he wanted to cry out. Scully! "Sleep now," she was saying over the panicked thump of his heart. "I'll come back tomorrow." But he refused to let her go, using his last remaining bit of strength to hold on. He struggled to sit up and she sucked in a breath, fright erasing her concern. "Matthew..." "God damn it, Scully - it's me!" His lips moved, but no sound came out. The words were stuck somewhere in his chest and it was too painful to force them through his vocal cords. He began to hyperventilate, though his grip remained strong. "Matthew!" She stood, yanking at his hold, fear making tears come to her eyes. No, no... it's me, Scully... no... "Let go," came the growl above him. A hand wrapped around his arm and another pushed at his chest. "I don't want to hurt you." But Gabriel didn't care - she was leaving him again. God, after all this time, she was only there for a minute. It was cruel. It was God punishing him for all he'd done - a God he hadn't believed in until now. A vengeful God who laughed at him, letting him see her one last time only to take her away. Sobs made him gasp for air and he felt her slender arm slip from his fingers as he fell back, the lack of oxygen finally catching up with him as his eyes rolled back in his head. End Chapter Six