An Unchanged Soul Chapter Eight Disclaimer, etc. in Headers Sam rolled over, away from the sunlight streaming through the bedroom window. He scrubbed at his unshaven cheeks, wincing like he'd tied one on the night before. But even the worst hangover he'd ever had hadn't felt like this. He had no headache, his stomach felt fine, but for some reason, he felt out of sorts. The feeling had stayed with him since he'd woken up in the hospital, a feeling of being uncomfortable in his own skin. He hated it and wished it away, knowing the thought would do no good. Time, he needed time, that was all. A fist pounded at the door. "Breakfast in five, Sam," his brother yelled. "Then we hit the road, so up and at 'em!" Sam moaned and buried his head under the pillow. He didn't feel like facing the world today, especially since visions of the faceless man still crowded his brain. He'd never been more scared in his life. Facing down bullets and crazed Japanese soldiers had never made him cower like that ghostly figure had. Should he tell Fox? Maybe the whole thing was just a product of his overwrought senses; it was possible he'd imagined the whole thing. After all, the guy had really been only a voice in the night, a shadow that looked like a man, but he couldn't be sure. Maybe the run-in with the car had knocked his brain sideways or something. It was bad enough he felt like every step he took was a monumental effort; it probably wasn't all that unusual his mind took a hike as well. After delivering his warning to the shadow man, he'd found himself alone. A quick search of the park revealed no trace of anyone else; much as he didn't want to admit it, maybe he had been seeing things. Hearing his own conscience chastise him for shoving his way into Fox's ideal family life. But that would change today. With no help from his brother, he vowed. No matter what Fox said or offered, he was going it alone today. His bones creaked as he threw off the covers and sat on the edge of the bed. When his bare feet touched the floor, he shivered. The cold was getting to him; it made him smile. Things were getting back to normal. His nightmare last night was just that - a dream. He stood and reached for his pants, feeling his balance settle. Again, he smiled. His body felt good. More comfortable with every passing hour. Amazing what a good night's sleep could do. It would be a snap to find a job, he thought with confidence. After all, no one had ever denied him anything in his life. Why should today be any different? ********** No, he wasn't willing to sell novelties on the street corner; he drew the line at making a total fool of himself that way. He was too big to be a shoe salesman - the women would faint at the size of his hands, even if he had a pretty face. He was too white to mop the floors at the elementary school around the corner - *that* one made him want to break the principal's nose for being such a prejudiced ass. He would have had the job hauling slabs of beef to the local markets, but he was too slow to come up with a convincing lie about previous employment. The last two years? Spent 'em... uh... driver's license? Sorry, must have lost it. Social security card? Damn - in the same wallet with the driver's license. Blah, blah, blah. He'd have been better off staying dead. He was as good as such, seeing as how he really had no way of proving who he was or where he'd been. With a sigh, he trudged up the sidewalk, dreading the smile Fox would bestow upon him - the one assuring him he'd help out as long as necessary. Damn it, he didn't want to mooch off his brother. And for the little while he'd seen Dana that morning, the silence had been so awkward around the breakfast table they could listen to the clock ticking between bites of oatmeal. Fox's attempts at conversation were admirable, but Sam knew the more he left Fox and Dana alone, the better. He'd finished his coffee in one gulp and set out to become part of the work force, asking Fox to take care of the one thing he was best at - getting him declared 'undead' in the eyes of the military. One thing Sam didn't want was to go back in the Army. He'd had enough of that. Too bad no one needed help. If there was one thing he'd discovered today, he wasn't the only war veteran out of work. The whole city was filled with men his age and older scouring the classifieds and standing in long lines at the employment agencies. War was good business; lots of men unable to work due to lack of education or opportunity found military service the place to earn money. Peace flooded the job market with those same men, still unemployable and hungry enough to nab every available job. Sam wondered if he could make enough with a ten percent commission selling daisies that squirted water. Another day like today and he might just have to risk a punch in the nose from the recipient of his street corner product demonstration. So what if every little brat that walked by hanging on Mom's skirts pointed and made faces at him? So what if the job required he wear the fake nose and bushy-browed glasses? A man had to do what a man had to do. Which meant he had at least a couple more days of mooching. Tomorrow was Sunday, and he was destined to spend it under the watchful eye of his brother. Beginning with dinner tonight at some place called Mike's. Fox had made him promise to meet them there at six, giving him thorough instructions on where to go. Best food in town, he'd said. Coldest beer in three states. Atmosphere - you'll love it, he delivered with a wink. Trust me. Right now, Sam thought, he could use a beer. He stared at the crowd through the darkened window then looked up. Funny, but he remembered this bar, though the name was unfamiliar. "Mike's." The pleasant hum of a Sinatra tune lured him in. ********** "Two drafts and another whiskey straight up, Da." "Comin' right up, darlin'." Mike Scully gave his daughter a smile as he built a pint under the cold- sweated tap. "Good crowd tonight. Makes me giddy, it does." Emma blew a puff of air at the wisps of curls escaping from her braid as she set the tray full of empty glasses on the bar. "Makes you giddy, does it?" she replied. "Makes my feet hurt." "Aidan and Joseph will be back by Christmas, Emma," her father said, his smile fading to a pitiful pout. His two eldest sons were off on holiday in Ireland with their wives. He couldn't tell them no when they'd asked for time off from the business; they put their lives into the bar, just as he had. It would be theirs someday. It wasn't their fault Tommy ended up on crutches after a spill down the church steps, limiting his part-time work in the tavern. The son with the bum leg hopped up to butt in. "I'm not an invalid, you know." He had the look of Mike himself, ruddy and fat-cheeked. "I'm doing pretty good back here, aren't I?" "That you are, son," Mike answered. "Good thing you found yourself a girlfriend unafraid of an honest day's work." He nodded at the brunette waiting tables with nearly the efficiency of Emma; Jenny was a good match for his next-to-youngest boy. Even though both faced a few more years of college, they were already blindly in love and anticipating the marriage to come down the road. Mike hoped they weren't anticipating their union *that* much - he'd tried to make his children responsible to their lives and the church by remaining chaste until marriage. He didn't know if all his preaching worked, but so far, none of them had walked down the aisle with a shotgun at their back. With a conniving, 'follow my lead' wink at his youngest, he purred, "Of course, I can always ask your Aunt Martha to help out you and Emma if it's too much for you." "Yeah," Tommy said, as if the idea ought to be patented. "Great idea, Da!" Emma's head snapped up, and Mike noticed the slight shadows of fatigue under her eyes. Didn't dim her quick rebuttal, however. "No!" Martha was his late wife's sister, a dingbat of the first order. She was sweet, but easily distracted. His profits would evaporate under Aunt Martha's haphazard way of dealing with customers, but he hadn't realized how trying these few weeks could be for his only daughter. "I'm just a bit tired from working that double shift Thursday." She smiled, leaning over the bar to take the glass from his hand as she gave her laughing brother a glare. "If I can't handle a few rowdy patrons, then how am I ever going to handle me own children?" Mike's eyes teared up at the lilting tone and brilliant smile. Emma was so like her mother, a real beauty, inside and out. He knew she didn't think so, having inherited the red curls and pale, freckled skin. She thought her late mother plain and earthy, but she'd never admit to it. Having grown up practically glued to her favorite seat in that movie house down the block, she idolized the tall, slim glamour girls she saw every Saturday. Before her mother had passed, she'd spent many an afternoon poring over the slick magazines, sighing at dreams of beauty. He could never seem to make her understand that she *was* beautiful. And she no longer had to give up thoughts of a family of her own to take care of him. Her easy banter about children held an edge of wistful longing, as if she didn't really expect it to ever happen. Being a nurse was all good and fine, but Mike wanted more for his Emma. His one little girl, the jewel of his eye. "You'll never get those children if you don't get out more." She matched his grumble, reaching for the last of her order. "I'll never get out more if you keep givin' my brothers month-long holidays." But her bright blue eyes twinkled, and Mike knew she'd backed away from a potentially sticky situation. Loading the last of her order on the tray, she reached over and squeezed his hand. "I love you, Da," she said. "And I wouldn't want to be anywhere else but here with you right now. There's plenty of time for other things." Mike watched her weave through the crowd with a proud smile; despite her small stature, she muscled her way around the patrons, some of whom dwarfed her. Her 'make way!' carried over Sinatra's crooning - she was a Scully, all right. All fire and determination. Shaking his head with indulgence, he caught the wave of a man sitting with a slinky blonde at the end of the bar. Things were certainly hopping tonight, which surprised him. People were getting into the holiday spirit earlier every year, even if their pocketbooks were feeling more of a pinch. Thank goodness they still set aside the dough to have a night out now and then, or he'd be in serious trouble. A breath of cooler air touched his face as he filled the glasses of the couple with bourbon. Without looking up, he boomed, "And what can I get you this fine evening?", catching the newcomer's slide into the last stool. Mike grinned; that made for a full bar. Emma wouldn't care for it, but he looked at an empty seat like a priest looked at an empty pew... the collection plate wasn't going to get filled that way. Besides, he liked the company. Most of his patrons were neighborhood friends or distant family; since the death of his beloved Fiona, he took comfort in familiar faces. "Umm... I'm meeting someone for dinner." The newcomer craned his neck to look over the crowd, then grumbled, "Who isn't here." With an apologetic lift of his eyebrows, he faced Mike. "Is it okay if I just sit here?" Mike stared at the profile hunched over the bar. So this was the prodigal son, eh? He'd been on the lookout for him since Fox had phoned a half hour ago, saying they'd be running late. Keep an eye out for Sam, he asked, concern running in a tight thread through his voice. He didn't know why Fox was so worried; the lad looked beefy enough to take on any kind of trouble. "You're a Mulder, aren't you?" Mike asked, extending a hand. "Sam Mulder." His face relaxed into a tentative smile. "And you are -?" "Mike. I own the place." Nice handshake, he thought. Full of strength, though the palms could use a few callouses. But Mulder had implied Sam had been sick in his absence, so Mike cut him some slack on that issue. "Your brother called a little while back and said they'd be late. Meantime, can I can you something to wet your whistle?" Sam released his hand to dig in his coat pocket. "Uh..." he said, looking at the quarter with dismay, "what can I get for two bits?" "A fistful of Pepsi, if you be a temperate man with an unnatural likin' for soda. Those run five cents apiece," Mike rattled off with a mock shudder as he placed a bar napkin in front of the young man. "Or you can have a beer or two, or three." His newest patron glanced up from his perusal of the lonely coin. "Or three? Sign up there says ten cent beer." Mike gave him a smile as he leaned on one elbow. "You look like a man who could use a pint or two. Or three. Sometimes me cash register skips one - imagine that. Drives the accountant crazy, it does." The lonely face cracked into a grin. "I'll bet it does. I'll take a pint, then." "Ah, a man after me own heart. Comin' right up." Mike moved away to fill the order, watching Mulder's brother from the corner of his eye. He was a handsome lad, more brawny than Dana's husband. He wore a nice blue suit under his overcoat that suffered a bit from wrinkling; from his coat pocket, he pulled a newspaper. Mike watched him scratch through the ads one by one with a stubby pencil, circling only one or two. So that was the way of it. Emma had told him Fox's brother showed up unexpectedly Thanksgiving night. Mike was surprised to find out Fox even had a brother; he thought the family had pretty much died out with his parents' passing. Or so he recalled hearing at the funeral - hadn't the brother died in the war? He tried to get more information out of Emma, but quickly gave up. All Emma would say was things were complicated, and he figured with Dana's troublesome pregnancy, he had no business prying further. Emma had assured him the brother was a carbon copy of Fox, albeit a bit on the arrogant side. From what he could see as the man looked at the paper with ever-increasing glumness, he didn't look all that arrogant. He looked like a man in need of a bit of good fortune. Mike leaned over to whisper in Tommy's ear, "Grab Pee Wee over there to help you for a bit, son." He nodded at his cousin, who sat at the bar like an errant elf, his pointed ears wiggling under his hat brim. "But Da, Pee Wee *helps* himself to a sip or two of our finest Scotch when he helps out back here." "Doesn't hurt a bit, Tommy boy. You'll learn that good customers are more valuable than a bit of pilfered Scotch." He turned his back on Tommy's grimace, chuckling. Good thing Aidan and Joseph followed their father's tenets when it came to pleasing customers, just as it was a good thing Tommy had a more business-minded head on his shoulders. They'd make a good team when he made his trip to the hereafter; until then, no one disputed Mike's authority. With a flourish, he placed the pint before Sam. "There you are, lad. Drink up." He watched as Sam savored the cold beer with a look of sheer bliss. "Thanks." Mike jerked his chin at the newspaper. "Looking for work, are ya?" "Yeah. Not much around, though." Sam curled his lips into a tight grimace. "Fox says he's bringing a friend of his along tonight. Someone who could give me a job." "Then what's the problem?" "I kind of wanted to find one on my own. But there's not much call for someone like me." Mike could understand that; his pride matched anyone's, and something told him this man had more pride than ten men. "Fox was right; this is the coldest beer I can ever remember in town. Why haven't I ever heard of this place before?" "Depends on how long you've been gone, son." "Almost fifteen years. I left for college at eighteen, then played a bit of semi-pro baseball in New York." That accounted for the sheer size of the guy, and went a long way toward explaining his lack of job prospects. "A baseball player, were you? Any good?" "Passable. Everyone said I'd make it big one day." "What happened?" "I enlisted right after Pearl Harbor and after the war..." He trailed off, as if the subject was a distasteful one. Mike tactfully avoided that tangent. "Ah, then you must have known the place as Bully's back in the day. Of course, you wouldn't have been old enough to partake of the beer fifteen years ago." "True. But I remember my Dad coming here now and then - and how Mom used to send me and Fox in to get him when he'd stayed away a bit too long." Mike glanced over Sam's shoulder at the skinny boy who poked his head in the front door. "Some things never change," he laughed, then addressed the kid. "Tell your ma I'll send your da right out, Jackie." The boy hesitated. "Go on now with ya, lad," Mike boomed, a mock sternness to his face. Sam laughed along with him as the boy startled away like a jack rabbit. "If I remember right, he's mighty disappointed he couldn't come in and look around. I know I was. You're right, Mike. Some things never change." The sadness was all but gone from Sam's face, as if the memory was a pleasant one. Mike wanted to keep the good feeling going. "Let me get Harry out there before Mildred herself comes in or we'll never live down the hair-pulling and whining." "Mildred gets a bit emotional, I take it." "No, Harry does. Especially when he's got a half- full pint he has to kiss goodbye." Mike took Sam's empty glass with a laugh. "I'll get you another on the way back." "Thanks, Mike." "Emma!" His daughter looked up from the corner of the big room and caught his eye. "Yes, Da?" "Grab Harry there and tell him Mildred's waitin' on him outside, would ya?" Mike filled Sam's glass as Emma answered with a smile and a wave. When Mike returned with the filled glass, Sam sat as still as a statue, a lazy grin across his face. He turned to find the source of Sam's sudden happiness, and felt the lad's gaze firmly in place on his daughter. Well, whaddya know, he thought, catching sight of Sam's pleased as punch perusal of Emma. The Lord works in mysterious ways, his beloved Fiona had always said. Maybe the lad was just what his daughter needed. With a job, of course. The man already had one thing in his favor, as far as Mike was concerned - he was related to Fox Mulder. A better man had never walked through Mike's door. With a small smile of his own, he leaned against the bar. "Fetching little thing, isn't she?" Sam looked up with an eager hope. "She works here?" "Fills in now and then," Mike drawled, the pieces of the puzzle coming together. Emma's reluctance to discuss the newly arrived brother, Fox's insistence that Mike make Sam stay put... from the look on the man's face, he was mighty glad to see Emma. Now, if Emma spit fire when she caught sight of the man, he'd have his answer. "I take it you've met?" "We've met." Sam took a healthy gulp of his beer and relaxed, looking totally pleased with the turn of events. "She's a regular tempest in a teapot, that one," Mike prompted, idly wiping a dish cloth over an imaginary spot on the bar. "Wouldn't you say?" Sam chuckled, shaking his head. "That would be an understatement." So that was the way of it; now all he had to do was get those two together and watch the sparks fly. But his plan was put on temporary hold when he saw Fox and Dana walk in the door, followed by Melissa and Melvin. Now he knew where Fox intended to come up with the job for this brother of his. From what he knew of Melvin Frohike, the man was a good sort. But would this ex-baseball player be happy in the middle of a bunch of stuffy suits? "Looks like your party's here, son." Sam's face fell a bit, and Mike didn't hesitate to reassure him, as he leaned closer to whisper with a knowing grin, "You go on and meet 'em. I'll send Jenny over in a minute to take your order, okay?" "Jenny?" Sam's face fell, as he chanced another wistful look at Emma. "Tommy's girl. She works that side of the room, lad." "Oh." "Don't you worry, lad... you stick around a bit and I'll wager you'll end up with the waitress you really want." At that, Sam brightened, standing. "Thanks, Mike." He laid the quarter on the bar, then watched in amazement as Mike slid it back to him. "You can just owe me, Sam." Sam took a last glance at Emma. "I think I already owe you, Mike," he said, already turning to meet the folks depositing their coats in the small alcove by the door. "Or two, or three," Mike murmured, out of Sam's hearing range. This one would be a pleasure; he could hear the wedding bells already. Now, to just make it impossible for his daughter to balk... "Maybe we can make it four before the night's over." ********** "So, this idiot tells me that something called Pixy Stix and - get this - *troll* dolls will one day make millions, and I should get in while I can." Sam followed the conversation reluctantly. After brief introductions (Dana's leggy sister was definitely wasted on that little man), they'd spotted a table by the window and made a beeline for it, this 'Frohike' person - what *was* it with last names? - chattering to Fox non-stop about his day at the office. From the looks of his expensive suit and gold watch, the man was worth some money. But Sam had only been around him for an hour, tops - and already he was bored stiff with all the talk of business. How did Fox put up with this? "Troll dolls, huh?" His brother finished up his steak, his attention still half-focused on his friend in a show of good manners. "Troll dolls." Frohike did the same with the T- bone in front of him, making short work of the remaining steak. "I kid you not." Sam picked at his meal, definitely feeling like a fifth wheel. The ladies talked softly as they sat beside each other; he, on the other hand, sat between Fox and Frohike, expected to join in now and then. And he did, though he felt lost in all the talk about importing goods from Asia - supposedly the next big manufacturing boom was to take place overseas, and Frohike had the inside track. Sam offered little or no response, other than an occasional yes or no when asked a question. His mind was elsewhere as he searched the bar for Emma, his ear only picking up bits of the conversation at hand. "I don't see why you shouldn't invest, Frohike," Fox was saying. "After all, you could save a bit of money with some shortcuts." "Oh, yeah? How so?" "You wouldn't have to hire models for the dolls. Just put on a pair of pointed ears and get rid of the suit." At that, Sam turned to Fox, who sat with a wicked grin. Frohike sputtered, but quickly dissolved into good-natured laughter. "I get it. No more work talk." He took Melissa's hand and smiled before giving Sam a wink. "Not until after dessert, anyway." Sam flushed, a bit non-plussed at the friendly banter between the friends and the implication that Mr. Melvin Frohike was destined to be his savior as far as a job was concerned. He didn't like being maneuvered by anyone, but he supposed Fox had his heart in the right place. Thankfully, the sudden silence was broken by a welcome voice. "Anything else, ladies and gents?" A round of cheerful hellos greeted Emma, along with casual inquiries about dessert choices. She smiled, passing a glance over each one of them until she got to Sam. The smile faded as his own widened; he thought *he* was feeling uncomfortable. His discomfort with the set-up for a job was nothing compared to hers at finding him there. Quickly, she pulled out her notepad and got down to the business of serving them dessert. "Where's Jenny?" Dana asked. "Off to put one of the customers in a cab. He had a bit much tonight. Why Da lets some folks in this place sometimes is beyond me." The bite in her voice had nothing to do with a certain customer's overindulgence, Sam was certain. Especially in light of the fact her displeased tone was directed Sam's way. It didn't matter what words came out of her mouth, their sting was meant for him. "What are you doing here tonight, Emma?" Dana asked. "Where's Aidan and Roberta? And Joseph and Claire?" "Off to Ireland for holiday," she answered shortly, not looking up from her scratch pad. "I'm just helping out until they get back." "They took the kids out of school?" "The kids are staying with the in-laws." She finally looked up, though she avoided Sam like the plague. "I figure everyone wants a coffee and a slice of apple pie? No coffee for you Dana, of course. Might take a bit, we're kind of busy tonight." It was obvious Emma hurried along the small talk, anxious to be away from him. Had he spooked her that much with his overtures? "Sure," Fox replied. "No hurry, Emma." "And how's me favorite customers?" Sam glanced away from Emma for a moment to find Mike at her side, beaming at the group as he laid an arm around Emma. Instead of stiffening, she relaxed into his embrace. What the hell was going on? "Good, Uncle Mike. How's Tommy?" Dana asked. Uncle Mike? What the - no wonder the guy had been a friendly sort! He was Scully through and through. Sam could have kicked himself for not noticing the resemblance, as Mike shared the same fair complexion and red hair. "Getting around pretty good on those crutches, but we're in a bit of a spot for help." "We are not," Emma said quickly, elbowing her father. But Mike ignored her, giving her a healthy hug. "Now, girl - don't be telling me you're not getting a bit tired. I know better." He looked at Fox with a perplexed frown. "Wish I had an extra pair of hands this Christmas season. It would make it a whole lot easier on us all." That was his cue; Sam felt the gentle nudge from Mike all the way to his bones. "I can help out, Mike." "No, you can't!" "Hush, girl," Mike said, giving her a little shove to the bar, "and get that pie. Go on, now, do as I say." "But -" "Emma!" His tone brooked no disobedience, and Emma sulked away, giving Sam a look that could kill were it filled with sharp objects. "You were sayin', Sam?" "I need a job, Mike." "Know how to tend bar?" "Sam, Frohike here -" Fox tried to interrupt, but Sam ignored him, answering the answer to his prayers in the form of Mike Scully. It was in bad taste to say he'd learned at his father's knee, so he hedged the subject. "Some." "What say we start you out at fifty cents an hour? What you don't know, you can learn from Tommy." Sam stood, taking Mike's hand over the bemused looks of his dinner party companions. "Deal. When can I start?" "How about right now? Go see Tommy behind the bar." Grateful to have the respite from Fox and Dana and their guests, Sam nearly tripped over his chair in his haste to leave. He murmured a quick 'nice meeting you' to Frohike and Melissa, and an even quicker 'see you later' to Fox and Dana before joining Mike, who took him in hand. As they walked away, Sam addressed Mike in a whisper. "Thanks, Mike. That Frohike guy is just..." "A bit stuffy, I know. Oh, he'd have given you a job somewhere in his office, like the good man he is. But you strike me as the kind of man who hates wearing a suit and tie." "I'm more comfortable in a baseball uniform," he admitted. He tugged at his tie, quickly whipping it off to tuck it in his coat pocket. His coat came off next and he rolled up his sleeves. "You said something about tending bar?" Mike laughed, giving him a hearty pat on the back. "You did more than come in here as a wee lad to summon your Da home, didn't you?" "I know my way around a barroom, Mike, that's true." One of the reasons he'd never made it to the majors too quickly was his propensity for the night life, and he knew it. Back then, he figured he had plenty of time. Little did he know. "As long as you don't turn out a bum, do I make myself clear?" Though his eyes were still gleaming with a smile, Mike's voice was stern. "As glass." Sam stopped, making the older man stop as well as he caught sight of Emma filling her tray with pints of beer. "Mike, I'm not one for taking charity, I want you to know that." "Oh, it's not charity, lad. I'm gonna work your ass off." "I expect nothing less. That's two I owe you, Mike." Mike followed Sam's line of sight, giving him a firm look. "That's *three* you owe me, Sam. You work for me now, lad. Don't disappoint me." "I won't." Sam watched Mike move ahead, his gaze sliding with unerring ease back to Emma. With all the rotten luck he'd had since returning home, maybe he'd finally caught a lucky break. Emma met his stare with a furious flash of her blue eyes before turning her nose up and purposely taking the long route back to his brother's table with their coffee and pie. Then again, maybe he hadn't. Boy, did he have his work cut out for him - and that work had nothing to do with serving whiskey sours. End Chapter Eight