A Familiar Heart Chapter Twenty/Epilogue Scully curled around him, the close quarters of the single bed making a nice, cozy nest. She felt safe and not at all claustrophobic, even though she was wedged between him and the wall. Her hand slowly caressed his damp skin of his chest and her head nestled in the curve of his shoulder. The events of the day, of the past week, flitted through her mind and she smiled secretly to herself. From the moment she saw him back in Utah he stirred something within her, and the feelings he aroused were a most welcome change. She'd never be the same from this night on. What a way to start a new year. Suddenly, she found herself giggling. Mulder, half asleep, moved his head on the pillow, his lips brushing over her hair. "What?" "Bill," she chuckled. "I don't think he knew what hit him." Mulder stretched a bit beneath her, his chest puffing up. "He's not so bad." She laughed harder, Mulder's mental strutting typically male. "He's not," he insisted. "He never said a word to me, Scully. Not one word." "He was waiting to get you alone. And when he does, look out." "Oh, I'm so scared," Mulder drawled, his own sleepy fingers drawing circles on her back. "Scully?" "Yes?" "Think I can call you Dana now?" She pretended to give it thought, watching the moonlight slash through the blinds to illuminate the opposite wall. "Maybe." "Maybe?" "I kind of like to be called Scully. Especially by you." "Ah, but you won't be a Scully for very much longer, you know." "Mulder, from what I saw of Piedmont, there can't be more than a couple of hundred people living there. I certainly didn't see a church." She jerked, remembering her home with a guilty flash of responsibility. "I have to wire my parents from Salt Lake City, let them know where I am." "Nearest church is twenty miles down the road in Asheville." With his other hand, he grabbed the one strumming his chest, bringing it to his lips. "I didn't tell you? Besides being a damned good mechanic, Jerry operates the Western Union from his office. *And* he happens to be a Justice of the Peace." She lifted her head to meet his confident, happy gaze. For a moment, she pondered arguing about churches and parents and obligations. Then she thought better of it, raising an eyebrow with a smile. "Works for me. Besides, I have to pay your bill." Settling back down, she sighed, "Or maybe not. I didn't exactly bring my purse with me." "Scully, you're straight with me. Believe me. No further payment necessary." They drifted into silence, each exhausted from the day and more so, from the night. Scully, almost asleep, was jolted awake by a clamor from the club car, one that made her jump. "What's that?" Mulder slurred his words, sighing, "My guess... it's midnight. Happy New Year, Scully." "Happy New Year, Mulder," she whispered back, already falling back to sleep. "I'd give you a kiss, but umm... too tired." "Then I'll kiss you." Those beautiful lips wandered down until they touched skin, and he pressed a kiss to her brow. "Mmm, taste good... you wanna ride th'pony again, you wake me, 'k?" "Deal." She felt his kiss once again, then almost immediately heard a soft snore above her head. Happy New Year, indeed. It was guaranteed to be a good one, if the first minute was any indication of things to come. Before losing herself totally to dreams, she raised her head to look at his profile, seeing the man who, despite it all, was sent to her by forces unseen. A weird twist of fate brought them together, and she wondered if, after all, there were angels watching over them both. The odds against the two of them ever reaching this point were astronomical, and she looked up into the moonlight, whispering a prayer of thanks before lying down next to her love for some much needed sleep. ********** The two hazy figures stood on the small end of the caboose, watching the countryside fly by, the moon casting the hills and valleys in a serene white blanket of shimmering snow. "Nice night," Sam murmured, tucking his hands in the pockets of his coat. He wasn't cold; it was habit that he shivered, the scenery stirring him to memories of snowball fights and hot chocolate. He was form without real substance, but it didn't prevent him from remembering what it was to be human. Or to appreciate his expensive suit and coat; his combat fatigues were permanently retired, according to the man beside him. The vaporous man at his side was just as well- dressed, his black skin almost blending in with the night, only his pepper-gray beard visible as he spoke. "It's time to go, Sam." Sam hung his head, pretending to watch the tracks beneath him rush by. "I know, sir." He never called his superior anything but sir. He didn't even know his name, and doubted he ever would. It wasn't important. Feelings, emotions, even the pleasant exchange of earthly information like names ceased to matter in the world he was still getting used to. It wasn't a bad place, but it wasn't home. Sam felt as though he was caught between two worlds, and he supposed he was. He hadn't yet attained the ultimate goal, his superior reminded him time and again. This place wasn't like home, where hitting baseballs and playing the hero automatically lofted you to a position of adulation and superiority. Happiness and peace here had to be earned, and the jobs to be done were a test of courage and love. He was finished with Dana and Fox, but he didn't want to leave. His brother was brother to him no longer, not on a physical plane. But he still felt close kinship and wanted Fox to be happy. And Dana... God, he still remembered the ache he felt the one and only time he'd held her in his arms, knowing it could never be. Love had come to him one breath too late. "She was never for you, Sam," his companion said softly. "You have to let go." "I have," he replied, smiling. Suddenly, after watching over her for months, he finally felt the truth. Even if he'd had the chance, he knew he would have lost her to Fox. His brother was the better man for Dana; the past week had proven that. "She's where she was meant to be." "True." The man next to him paused, looking about. "Won't be long, we'll be coming up on Kansas City. We'll get off there." Sam looked at him with surprise. "Kansas City?" Everything in this new world had a purpose, and their destination signaled a new direction for him. "Why Kansas City?" "You were a good soldier, Sam. But you were an even better baseball player. You had heart, and there's someone who needs your courage now. A baseball player. Good kid." Despite the fact he was no longer supposed to feel it, Sam sagged a bit with sadness. Kansas City was an eternity from New York. "What's he play? Second base?" Maybe there was hope, after all. He loved to play second base. He could still feel the thrill of turning a 4-6-3 double play. Even if he wasn't supposed to sense things, the lingering smell of leather and horsehide tickled his nose. "Shortstop. Great player, but he needs a bit of coaxing. He won't find his new home a welcome place." "Why not?" Something about the whole business tweaked his inner alarms. 'Sir' was not telling him everything. "He plays - played for the Kansas City Monarchs, Sam." Sam's eyes narrowed; now he understood. "The Negro Leagues?" His superior faced him with a similar, bristling look. "I shouldn't have to ask - but do you have a problem with that?" "No!" Sam wasn't a racist, had never been. He disdained the rules that made black men play baseball in segregated leagues, when he'd seen many who were equal to, if not better than, any white player. "Do you mind if I ask why he needs my help?" "He just signed a contract with a Major League team." Sam snorted, shaking his head. "He's gonna need more than my help. He'll need body armor." "Sam..." Sir warned, his voice speaking of growing impatience. "I know, I know," Sam replied with a grin. "I go where the boss sends me." With a jerk of his chin, he plunged ahead. "So - what's the story with this guy?" "He's reporting to their minor league team early next - *this* year. Happy New Year, by the way." "Same to you, Sir." Sam gave him a brilliant smile, pleased this once-stoic man had a warmer side, even if he rarely showed it. Sir cleared his throat and continued, "From what I hear, he won't be there long. Maybe a year, tops. The Montreal Royals." "Montreal?" Sam sputtered, feeling as if the rug had been pulled out from under him. "But - but that's -" "Brooklyn's triple A club, yes." Sam groaned inwardly. The Dodgers. So close, yet so far away from the Yankees. "No way will he ever beat out PeeWee Reese," he grumbled stubbornly, feeling his chance for Yankee greatness slip from his fingers. "He'll come in at first base, from what I understand. In my opinion, he'd make a great second baseman." Sam snorted, giving his sometime friend a sly glance. "You sure know how to get to a guy, don't you?" "Cheer up, Sam. With this kid, the Dodgers will give the Yankees a run for their money. Believe me." "That'll be the day," he muttered. Shrugging, he feigned interest, knowing it was no use arguing. He was being sent where the boss wanted, and no amount of resistance on his part would do any good. "What's his name?" "Jack Roosevelt Robinson." "Great." He was leaving one resolved mess to head straight into another. Except this one promised to be more trouble than getting two lonely people together. "The kid better be good." "He is, Sam. With your heart and protection, he could be one of the best who ever played." His friend gave him a nudge. "Dana likes the Dodgers, Sam. Make her smile." "Hey, no fair. You used that one last time." "Last time, I told you Dana needed someone to love, someone who'd love her back. *You* were the one who suggested Fox. Good choice, I might add." He knew 'Sir' was kissing up to him, but Sam smiled, anyway. "Okay. But if this kid turns out to be no good, don't blame me." "And if he turns out to be an All-Star?" "Then you owe me the Yankees next time." "Deal." Sir held out his hand, and Sam took it. As they crossed the Mississippi River, the two faded away, their laughter drifting off like snowflakes into the night. The End Many thanks to Sybil, for beta above and beyond the call of duty. This business of posting a chapter a day was more of a strain on her than me. Also, my thanks to Clarissa, for info on Annapolis. You rock, girl! And thanks to the Havenites for daily poking. Never could have done this without you all! Hope you enjoyed my guilty pleasure fic. It was the first and last, I think. But I had so much fun writing it, so who knows? Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Mishy :)