LOVE IF YOU ARE THE LOVER

Your words were sweet and precise
Those perfectly chosen words
With that perfected smile
Worked like gold
And pulled at my heart.
I couldn�t help but cry.
It had to be your beauty.

But then you passed.
Then we sunk.
Then we drowned.

You. Broke. Me.
Almost killed me.
Then you bore my fear
And pierced my heart.
And you said you would never hurt me.
Lie from the perfect liar.

I can cry.
I can love and hate just as equally.
I can break you like you broke me.
I can be your worst nightmare
Or your best dream.
I can forgive this mishap
I can want
And I can admit what you won�t and that is that�

�I want you.
I want you here. Now.
Even after my break down.
I can still say those three words
And mean it
But I�m not na�ve.
And if the play is mine
I�ll make my move to move you
To have you say those three perfect words
And mean it

I�ll be love if you be the Lover..
DEVISTATION

To be free,
Under siege from stress and that�s my only thought,
To be free.

Time stands still on my modern thoughts
Love crashes on my bedside
Words unspoken haunt my mind
There�s too much inside�

These ghost wind ties around me. Choke Me.
These troubled thoughts don�t need me.
The thought of tomorrow terrifies me.
I sleep like a rock.

I�m back to yesterday
I�m supposed to, have to, need to�
But I don�t want to.
Instead let me, I will, I have to�
Free me.

Find me on the other side of where I have been
You can find me smiling at my latest win
I�m tragically found inside a poem.
Inside a rhyme.
I�m perfection inside my mind.

And my only thought happens to be:

I. Am. Free.
TEARS

Breakable and rare
So many tearing down my cheek
One at a time
Dripping
and
ripping with pain and
Carving a place in my heart
Staining your name in place.

You're so painful, my dear
You are so heartbreakingly rare
You are my downfall--
Falling down my cheek.

Drips of crystal
Preciously made for you and by you
What was it that you said,
I'm sure it didn't matter, dear.
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