If I Let You Go

IF I LET YOU GO

If I let you go from my heart could I sleep?
Would I feel the sun bringing warmth to my cheek?
Could I ever go back to not being with you?
Forgetting forever, until time was through?
If I let you go would I not feel the pain?
Could I laugh, sing and dance in the sun and the rain?
Would I ever forget my short time spent with thee?
Could I live out my life just thinking of me?
If I let you go would my life be a mess?
Would anyone think of me just any less?
Would I still go to Heaven if I didn't care?
And would God still greet me to meet you up there?
If I let you go and put you in the past,
I am sure you'd remind me that life does not last,
God promised a Heaven for all us to share
And prepared us a place where I will meet you there,
If I let you go would you still remember me?
When I enter the gates of your great nursery?
No, I cannot forget you, or just let you be,
For forever and always, I'll be your mummy.

by Dawn Glenton

To Mommy, Love Angel

I once was going to be born and this I couldn't wait,
I knew that everyone was expecting me, I would try not to be late.

But I really wasn't sure what was on the other side,
I tried to accept what was happening but I knew I couldn't hide.
I couldn't help but wonder who my parents were to be,
I knew for sure that no matter what, they would always love me.

So I thought about it for a while, but I knew I had to leave,
I went on to another place, it is so beautiful it's hard to believe.

I had a job to do, but it wasn't here on earth,
I am so sorry you had to miss it, the day of my birth.
I wanted so bad to stay and be at home with you,
But I knew that there was something up here that I had to do.

I am now a Guardian Angel and I hope that you are proud,
I watch over you and Daddy, I peek down through the clouds.
I hope you know how much I love you, and how hard it was to go
I miss you so much everyday, but I am sure you already know.

So please don't ever forget me, as I will do the same,
You know this wasn't your fault, there is no one to blame.
God needed me to be by his side and to take good care of you,
So there is no need to be sad now and no need to be blue.

If you ever get lonely, just look up at the sky,
Like if you had a thought of me or just needed to say hi.
I am so happy with the way things are even though it may not seem,
I talk to you in the night time, I touch you when you dream.
I want to see the same for you, give a smile for me today,
Because I know that we will meet again in some other sort of way.

I will be up here waiting for you, to open the gates real wide
And help you to come home to Heaven, to take a step inside.
I thank you for loving me so much, please believe that this is true,
And there is no one I could ever love more Mommy, as much as I love you.

~Author Unknown~

A PROMISE TO MY 14 HEAVENLY BABIES:

All of you remained only dreams
And there was so much we wanted to give you..
To teach you everything about Nature; sunbeams;
Show you the beauty, have you enjoy it too..
So wishful we were to share our love
With you, little ones, now in Heaven above..
But all of you were meant to be our dreams
And as we're going on, it only seems
That everything we so happily wanted to give,
Will remain on this earth, for us to live..
Though you will be always a big part of me,
We have to wait and I promise you will see
How, though you always are touching my heart,
We will have the chance to meet again
Never again having to part...

So for now, when the sun has gone to rest
And the moon is so bright and high:
The stars will appear above me in the sky
And you, my starry Angels, are sparkling the best...
I know you're watching over me
And that's so peaceful for me to know;
For in my thoughts I can clearly see
That you're having some fun right now.
I imagine how you're playing like siblings do
And when I'm listening in a silent place,
It happens I hear all those unique voices of you;
And I cannot help to wish so hard for your embrace
I love you so much, for you were, and still are mine;
So in difficult times, I would like to run away
To leave this world and see my babies shine..
But again, I promise you: I will be there,
For ever and always, on that golden Day...

Written for me by my dear friend, Lya