Crystal Tears I longed for your touch today I knew I couldn't have it I think I'll be okay But now life don't mean shit I wanted to give you me today I knew you still want it But I know you wouldn't stay So my lip I bit I wanted to scream at you all day I hate you for leaving me here My heart will not obey It will only cry acid tears I vainly rasped the phone a few minute ago I hoped maybe I'd gain the strength to call I have sunk to a new low So I can only sit here, and bawl I cried over you for a week I had lost hope that you'd return to me But I realize the chances are bleak And that will never be I hoped vainly that these wounds would heal I use my ablity to numb to hide the pain As these scabs I peel I begin to feel for you disdain Maybe one day you'll understand Why I can't be near you at all Around you my knees are like rubber bands For you I cannot again fall So I bid you adieu I hope you'll understand this pain I hold This I must do Before I become too cold A chill has rested upon my soul since last we talked I had hoped it would fade as do my memories of you Along my pool of reflection I have walked I am sorry I have failed you This wounds bleed as I recollect upon the past I wonder if there was any hope at all I remember memories away I had cast And into my pool I fall Clear blue water soaks in the red I had hoped I would be able to hold you one last time I would take back everything I said Just to hold you before the last chime But yesterday is gone at long last I speak to the waters to dissolve my memories of you I make you just my past I must start anew Healing, I walk upon the shores again I cry a crystal tear for you I remember where I've been And move on without you
