Breathe In A Muffled Scream This void in me seems to never fill I crawl back into my shadows as I inwardly die This pain, O wretched sting that kills How I long for the day you are no longer nigh The darkness consumes me, and my weary shattered heart I ponder upon my pathetic existence as I give up From this world I long to depart Perhaps I shall drink hemlock from a cup Please, oh Fates, oh God above I call unto thee in sorrow I know not any love I ask there be no tomorrow Let the earth fall into the sun I can't feel anything but pain Finish what you have begun You hold me in disdain Strike me dead as I walk Let me burn in hell In the shadows I stalk So long since I fell You know it's sad when even God leaves you Your twisted soul too foul But then what can you do Save to give up a mournful howl? I cry unto the echoes, the voids of what used to be I walk upon nothing, only air greeting me An expanse of blackness is all I can see Loneliness is my disease's fee Lost my heart along the way I hoped it would never beat again To no one it will obey I can see the scars from where it's been Stitches mark where they ripped it apart Scabs prove my misery, and pain I am left with a empty, and black heart Crippled from my bane Losing myself in the masks I wear I sold my soul just to survive Every action caused me to tear I exist, but do not thrive I mere shadow of what I once was I scream inside my head Their words are like a loud buzz I wish I were dead They scream to me their woes I act as if I care Every complaint like a heavy throw Breathing for me is rare Alone I tear myself apart I pick my unhealing wounds so they bleed I hate my every part My destruction is like speed Suffocated, and abandoned I decay I live on my hate just to make it through another day I am always forced to obey Drowing in misery I can't help but stay
