Contra feeling

Why
When we live our lives
Are we so depressed
Life is a gift
Life is a waste of precious time

Why
When we smile
Do we close our eyes
Do we shed tears of joy
Smiling is healthy
Smiling is a paradox I can't understand

Why
When we cry
Do we show our weakness
Do we form our mouth
Into a grin of pain
Crying is good
Crying is an embarassment I can't afford

Why
When we feel
Do we feel our own pain
Our own joy, our own hate
Don't we feel the pain of others
Burning hate, screaming voice
Feelings are normal
Feelings drive me insane

Why do we live
Why do we smile
Why do we cry
Why do we feel

Do we deserve it?
Nightfall

Have you ever had that feeling
Of bewilderness and awe
Some strange feeling you can get
When you see what I just saw

Have you ever watched the night
Fall over the land below
If it fills you up with fright
This is something you should know

Nightfall is a perfect thing
All lays down and comes to rest
The peaceful sounds that it may bring
Living in nightfall I likr best

Shining stars and silver moon
Life is beautiful at night
Silent whispers, dawn coming soom
In the nightfall all is right

Watch the dark fall over you
Like a silver spreaded sheet
Thinking of things I would do
In the nightfall when we meet

So you see, nothing to fear
When the sun and light are gone
Sitting down, I drop a tear
In the nightfall, all alone
The point of no return

Swirling mists
Dusty roads
No return
No way home

I feel lost
My feelings burn
Must pay the cost
Of no return

I walk the path
And wonder why
I've given up
Without a try

No longer loved
No longer free
This tearing pain
Comes up in me

I want to give
What I have inside
I want to live
Instead I hide

My torn up mind
My blistered soul
All's left behind
No place to go

I know I live
But do I earn
To go to that place
Of no return
Wish away

I'm all alone
In a dark cold room
Want to go home
Want to be true

What is reality
If you can't see
What is morality
If you can't be

Why was I born
In this twisted place
My feelings are torn
Wish I could fade

Away from this world
Flying out high
Away from it all
Like a bird in the sky

Why am I here
Where I don't want to be
Life that I fear
I can't be me

Still all alone
I start to think
Soon I'll be gone
Away from this shit
Hosted by www.Geocities.ws

1