Miracle is loved and missed by
Mommy, Uncle Barry, Aunt Karrie,
Aunt Didem and Aunt Joy
Well my tiny little MIRACLE,
I came home from the hospital today without you. I fought to keep you for 5 days. You didn�t stay with me long. I know it was a hard fight for you and you were so tiny that your little heart just gave up. Even though I feel angry that you are not here with me, I want you to know that Mommy could never be angry at a sweet little face like yours. You were fighting hard and I could feel that. So, I believe my little girl wanted to see her Mommy before she went home to rest. But like I�ve said before, you are my love and my love you will always be. No matter where you are. I need to use your fighting spirit right now in my life but it�s hard. I want you here with me so I can touch your little face and hold you little hand again. I know God will let me see you again one day but just not right now. I gave you lots of kisses to take with you. Those kisses were so you would know that Mommy is with you in spirit and I love you so very, very much. You are so special to me still, and that is why I named you my little MIRACLE. My heart is aching for the loss of you. I never imagined you heart could break so much. I am wearing the ribbon the nurses wrapped through your outfit around my wrist so I can feel like you are physically with me always. I know your spirit is with me but it is your physical loss I cannot stand right now. I don�t know how I am going to make it without you forever. I can�t stand it minute to minute. My little girl, my sweet, sweet, little girl. I miss you and I love you so much. You have stolen my heart with your quick passing through this world. My heart will never be the same.
Love and Kisses
Mommy
MIRACLE,
Mommy is writing this a few days early because she is missing you so much today. You were supposed to be on your way into the world in a few days (November 17, 2003). I will spend that day and all of the rest of my days here on this earth without you. I miss you so much sweetheart. I do not know what life will be like for me without you. There were so many things we were supposed to do together. I wanted to show you the world and teach you so much. I know you would have been a smart little girl because I would not have it any other way. I know you see that I cry so much and you don't want me to cry but I just miss you baby girl. I wish you could be here with me more than anything in this entire world. My heart has broken in a way that it will never mend. The day you died, it felt as if my soul had left my body as well...leaving behind an empty lifeless shell. I know you want me to go on and live life. I promise you that I will. Just give me time to accept it. I will make you proud to have me as your Mommy. I am already so proud to have such a beautiful angel for a daughter. You will live on through me forever.
I love you
Mommy
A Letter To Mommy
Letters to Miracle
Letter From Aunt Joy
Letter From Aunt Didem
Letter From Aunt Karrie
Letter From Uncle Bo
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~Thank you~
 
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