I'm at Eytan's and he's on the phone with Terry. I couldn't hear any of the conversation, but I did hear, "Well, she's in the other room, but it's not like she can hear anything." Then he closed the door. I have no idea why things are still weird with the Terry thing. It's ridiculous, but there's nothing I can do. And there's nothing I'd really want to do anyway. It's not like he'll ever be a part of my life again. The only time it presents a problem is when it has to do with Virginia Tech football plans with Eytan.
I left my journal entry on a table at the office last night, but I figured I'd get in early before anyone would find it (not that it's private, I mean I upload all of them for the whole world to read). Anyway, Jeff (Purser) found it and read it. And he might be reading this now- hi Jeff.
To relax last night, I went out with George (do I really consider that relaxing?) to Souris for a drink. Eytan met us there later. George was trying to convince Eytan to start a stamp collection of gays on stamps (just what that boy needs, another hobby). Anyway, it just reinforced the fact that I don't care strongly enough about anything to start my own collection. Maybe one day...
Tomorrow night I see Sylvia (my time here is flying by). It still hasn't completely sunk in and probably won't until I pull into her parking lot. I actually thought about what to wear. The last few times I saw her, which I think was 7 or 8 years ago, I used to try to shock her with fishnets, mini-skirts, lots of black make-up, and funky hair dye. I still can't believe Paula used to do the same thing when she first met her. Of course I'm not going to do that now, but I still thought of doing something I know she won't approve of. Then I decided it's not worth it. Why bother?
Meil wants me to find a hotel for then in Phoenix for Thanksgiving since, after reading some of my journal entries, he doesn't want to stay in my apartment with Brie. I don't know how I feel about that. If he didn't read my journal, he'd be staying in my apartment and saving some money. Since he did read it, maybe I saved him some embarrassment. Maybe he needs those kinds of things in his life- things that make him a little uncomfortable. I don't know.
I was reading The Advocate a little while ago when Eytan was on the phone. They have some interesting articles, but they're so short! They get you interested and then they stop. Most aren't even a full page.