| Unconscious Divorce What the hell are you doing to me? You don't understand, you don't want to know It seems to me that you're constricting me I can't speak up, I just want you to go It's no longer easy, now absence of joy Give it up, quite it a long time ago I stopped listening, but you treat me as your toy But here we are, still stuck here, why, I don't know You loved me, I followed suit, you still continue But I am tired out Long ago, last time I wanted to know you I can't understand, why you win with a pout For some time now, I have wondered I never knew, but now I think I'm gay I realised this when I showered Cold was the water, and there I wished to stay But really, I'm not actually gay The reason is one and only, and that is you You cling to me and dance around all day This might seem strange, but I'd wish you'd hate me too Why won't you hear me? I shouted it out, loud enough What do you want me to be? But you sit there and laugh Boredom easily sets in I drown my times with bottles of whiskey While you watch me and try to breathe me in Slowly, slowly does it now, I slur, but now I really see You are just like I am But you just can't give up You would wish to control me, by pushing me in a pram But while you inhale me, I sink further into the cup My vision is blurred now And now I don't understand Why you take me in like this, and wrap me like a bow Your tenderness as you held my hand It seems strange how I repel of my own But you attract with rivers of will I want to live with you know, but first I must atone For at stages, I wanted to kill But as I finally drift into slumber I realise our mutual love My feelings no longer lumber And our life, is now a dove |