| UNTITLED DEPRESSION HOLLOW AND EMPTY DO I FEEL IN THIS WORLD SO GRIM AND TRUE A FORTUNE AWARDS WITH ESCAPE FROM THIS TORTURE KNOWN AS LIFE NEVER WILL THIS FEELING END BLANK FACES SPIT INTO MY SOUL FOR I AM POSSESSED WITH THE LONGING FOR MORE THAN THIS STRIFE TONES OF GREY WONDER MY BODY WHILE MY SKIN BEGINS TO PEEL MY HEART BEATS SLOWER STILL AS DEATH GRABS ME HARD AND UNWIELDY FOREVER DO I LONG FOR THE END OF THIS PAIN REALISM HARSH IN ITS LIE ALL I WANT TO DO IS DIE FOR LIFE ROLLS ON UNWANTED LIKE A HORROR MOVIE, THE DARKNESS REMAINS THE STALKER IN MY SOUL FLEES TO THE YARD OF BLANK GRAVES TO PICK ONE A PRIZE, BUT ONLY IN MYTH THE INFLUENCES OF THE COMMERCIALISED DEMONS PINCH MY INNARDS SQUEAL BREAK FREE FROM THIS HATRED BUT WITHOUT ME LEAVE ME TO ROT ON THIS EARTH SO CURSED AND ABUSED TORTURE MY SOUL TO DEATH AND RESURRECT FOR MORE RELATIVE OF HOPE, BUT DISTANT MY BODY IS JERKED FROM THE REALITY I YEARN FOR TO THIS I VOMMIT DAILY I WISH TO LEAVE BUT FATE IS SEALED I AM UNFORTUNATE FOREVER CAST IN THIS MASK OF MISFORTUNE DRINKING FROM THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH A PLEASURE? A SIN? A GUILTY TRICK BUT NEVER SATISFIED IS THIS THE END? A FOREVER LASTING HALLUCINOGEN? TO SHATTERED LIFE EVERLASTING I SEEK SOLITUDE AND LONLINESS BUT WITHOUT PURPOSE I DIE A THOUSAND DEATHS JUST TO LIVE AGAIN A PRPPHECY OF PAIN AND AGONY I WISH TO CRUMBLE TO A HEAP AND FOLLOW THE HERD INTO SLEEP BUT MY MASTER, MY LORD DISALLOWS SUCH PLEASURE FOR I AM A TORMENTED SOUL DRIFTING FROM PLACE TO STONE PAIN TO AGONY TO TORTURE SO BRUTAL AND SADISTED NEVEREND WILL THE PAIN BE MY CURSED SOUL LIVES ON BUT DRAGS ME WITH IT THROUGH THE MUD TO THE PIT OF HELL AND DISPAIR AND THEN BACK AGAIN TO LIVE THROUGH HELL FOR LIFE EVERLASTING |