Orphan
Ours was a love unhindered
By desires, necessities, and passions.
It was merely unconditional
And eternal from birth.
It leaves me numb to see that love deestroyed.
And by what? I tried my best,
I did it all for you.
Of course, that wasn't enough.
You know, I'm not a fucking god.
I am a person...
That's what I thought, at least.
Maybe your child cannot be human after all.
We render our own in this world.
That makes me a goddamned animal!
Why the hell do you put me through this shit?
Do you delight in my pain?
When did I become such a liability?
When did I become a piece of property?
Why do you treat me like a piece of shit?
Why am I nothing in your eyes
While you are everything in mine?
You've raped my soul
And taken all I'm worth
And I've always found forgiveness...
No more!
I'm dark and cold now;
I owe that all to you.
What power I had in love
I find doubled in hatred.
Never again will I be your pawn;
I'm breaking free from my cage.
At last you will see the horror you've spawned.
Sweet matriarch, dear patriarch,
I'm through with choosing sides,
And I've got 'cides for you!
My blood from yours, I'll take what's mine.
Let go of me!
Freedom drips from silent steel.
You've made me live this,
The fault is yours.
Never will I be so weak.
Feel me, just for once!
This power you've instilled in me...
Look at what you've done!
Damn you! Why do I still try?
You aren't worth my fucking time.
You never were, I should have realized.
It no longer matters.
I'm free.
Thanks for nothing...