Man, I wasn't gonna update today, because I feel super tired. This has been kinda a rough week for me. I feel like I could sleep for 20 years. I dont know whats been up, just felt overall under-the-weather. But I had to make an update, because this mess is swimming around in my head.
I think I'm falling in Love...
Aint that sick? I figured I was through with all that mess for a cool minute, especially with the barrage of ex-boyfriends that have been making my life a mini-soap opera of hell for the past couple of weeks. But I think its hitting me again. I'm not gonna go into details of where I met him, or what his name is or any of that, because he knows and thats all that matters. But it just hit me this morning, at 7:00 that I think I'm headed back down that way. I actually stayed on the phone with dude until 12:00 a.m. Now thats hella retarded, considering I have to be up and out the house by like 4:30 a.m. But I was really sitting on the phone, choppin it up like I was back in 9th grade or something. And it felt a little too good. I've been playing things cool for the past couple of days, but damn. When the brothas last name starts scrolling across my mind while I'm trying to go to sleep, I think its time to sound the alarm. So I guess I gotta prepare my fam first, let them load up their artillery... especially Junior. Because I feel like I'm gonna be bringing him around, so they might as well get that family psycho-protective thang crackin again... they've been on vacation since I've been in process of kicking dudes to the curb with a vengeance. But looks like theres one thats not gonna get my size 7 K-Swiss up his ass, LOL...
For real, I cant believe this though. Its super deep, because I'm sitting here, its after 7 a.m. and I'm not doing any work. I'm not even trying to do any work. I'm trying not to grin, because I'm sitting in front of a giant plate glass sliding door and everyone outside of my lab can see me grinning like I'm hella slow. I need some help, some prayer or something. Because I'm super trippin out over here. I'm glad today is Friday, because I dont think I'm gonna be too productive at all for the next couple of days. I gotta settle down and get my mind right. I cant believe this. Whoa. Man let me at least pretend to do some work up in here. I'll be back eventually. Keep Hope Alive until I get back, LOL.