that can never be true
nothing's possible
between me and you
an empty heart
a soul of cold stone
one moment together
and the rest all alone
no trust, no respect
just torture and lies
endless nights alone
drowning in my cries
your eyes, they carry
nothing but evil
something so crazy
and something so lethal
they bring me back
each and every time
no matter the bruises
and the pain inside
i'm torn apart
and ripped at the seams
between you and my love
and my life-long dreams
all my goals
were swept away
with your seductive eyes
and charming ways
my life is now
nothing but a mess
each day i see you
and feel your deadly caress
i still remember
what you did to me that day
the day you beat me bloody
and took our child away
each day is harder
for me to handle awake
then you fill my body
to a reality, numbing state
the passion, the heat
that i always show
is nothing more than a fear
a fear of you, you know?
you poison my body
with a tremoring high
giving me choice
other than to stay at your side
the tears, the blood
will forever now stay
as a constant reminder
of these torturous days
but i cannot help
from feeling your lips on mine
they still make me feel weak
and feel frozen in time
i still wanna be your lover
and your best friend
before i can't take it
and make my life an end
so please stop the hurt
the deception, the lies
the other way out for me
is only suicide