| Sweet November |
| Two years ago, I went and saw Sweet November myself. It's showing again on TNT tonight. Because of this movie, I bought the one and only one Enya's CD. I don't like her very much, but I like that "Only time" because of this movie. I was "hopeless" and "helpless" then, no much improvement today, but not as hopeless as then. It is a very sweet and somehow sad movie. I love a guy who can sing a full song without shying away or trying to find every possible excuse to chicken out. I love a guy who doesn't mind kissing me on the street. I love a guy who has me in his eyes, and I love a guy who will not let me go. I want to see four seasons - spring, summer, full and winter. I saw first snow in Baltimore last year when everybody else was in sleep. It was so peaceful, seeing snowflake fell from sky one after another one. It almost likes that summer, that black-out night at Tunghai campus, I heard the leaves fell from tree top, float in the thin air and then touch the ground... That spilt second was heaven, time was still, I was loved...By someone... I have no regret if I were to die tomorrow. I took he doubt his decision of not letting me go then, and I hate myself of being selfish for not having the guts to run away 6 months ago. I was sad when I was strained at Newark airport by myself two weeks ago. Heart was sinking, sinking and sinking...And touch down... I don't know if I am punishing him or myself. I guess we both have to pay. |