| Parting I guess, he never realizes how sad he made her, every time he moves away without looking back... She just stands there, watching him moving further, watching his back, until the busy crowd hide him from her sight, until she can no longer find any shape that might look like him. Then, she moves on her way. She must have been so used to parting. There is no tear in her eyes, but sadness and emptiness. The parting, has become harder and harder every time. She asks herself countless times, why everyone she loves, everyone that loves her, has to leave. That must be the major reason why she doesn't believe the God. If God is so powerful like every his follower claim, he will not grant her sorrow instead of joy. She has no one to wipe her tears, then she becomes tearless. She doesn't even remember when was last time someone comforted her and told her "don't cry". Perhaps, it's because she has no tear, people don't know her thought, she is cold, just cold. She is too tired of those nonsense to defend herself. She has no one to defend for her. She says, label whatever you want, see if I care nor give it a damn. Let's picture her, a person, without face, emotion is hidden, you just don't know how sad, how helpless, how angry she is, you can't tell. You are just not equipped to understand her. When her love one is away, she has to pick up every piece herself, she has the sword in her hand at all time, the eyes are never close for she has to stay armed... And every parting, doesn't make thing easier. Every time, he turns his back and moves away, her heart, just aches... |