| Another Valentine. .. It's just like yesterday, last Valentine. I am still spending the day by myself, surrended by colleagues in the office and be left alone after work. Day after day, year after year... I have lost track when was last time I spent this day with someone. I have become, almost, numb. Reject the whole idea of spending this day as some special day besides birthday, with someone so called "special". What's so special about this day ? Can someone tell and clearly state the reasons ? Isn't it just another normal day ? Sunrise, sunset, get up, eat, and sleep ? I have no clue why I suddenly pull out that Jeff Chang's CD set. "Beginning --> Now. 2002 love songs ultimate selections". Perhaps I am still not completely as a living dead. I feel the ache, reminded by the lyrics. It's meant to be that I will not kiss my most loved ever again... What a living hell, torture day. 12 more hours, and then this day will end. Until another 365 days. Lock away this loneliness feeling... |