Kevin Neil: <keeps stroking jimmy's cheek> hey...is your cold gone? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <licks his lips> hardly... i don't even notice it now because of other factors... 
Little Jimmy Urine: my fucking immune system is out of wack... 
Kevin Neil: <pouts> 
Little Jimmy Urine: i guess that's why they call it immune deificianty... forgot what the A and the S stand for... 
Kevin Neil: <nods> 
Kevin Neil: <still quakes through tears> i hope they let you come home soon... 
Kevin Neil: you don't belong here... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <thinks about that> 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(...maybe i do...) 
Kevin Neil: <still holds jimmy's face> i don't want to leave... 
Little Jimmy Urine: ...i don't want you to leave either... 
Little Jimmy Urine: i disn't want you to have to see me like this... 
Kevin Neil: <sniffs> i don't like to see you like this...but i am happy to see you... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <closes his sunken eyes> 
Little Jimmy Urine: god... i'm so pathetic
Kevin Neil: why do you say that, baby? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <opens his eyes> ...just look at me... or rather not. 
Kevin Neil: <lies his head softly on jimmy's chest, feeling the thump of his weak heart straining to keep him alive> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <wishes he could lift his hand to stroke kevin's hair> 
Kevin Neil: <closes his eyes, hearing every loud thump in his chest> 
Kevin Neil: <sighs, stroking softly on jimmy's chest as he rests his head on it> you're not pathetic 
Kevin Neil: <can see wayne in the corner of his eye> 
Wayne: <is watching the entire scene with great interest, still leaning on the door frame with his arms crossed> 
Little Jimmy Urine: if i ever get out of here... 
Little Jimmy Urine: kevin, i promise you that i'll do everything in my power to... 
Little Jimmy Urine: be a better person to you. 
Kevin Neil: <opens his eyes and looks up at him> 
Kevin Neil: <sits up and looks in his eyes> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <stares at kevins eyes trying to make a perfect image in his mind to recall upon later on when shit gets worse...> 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(because it always get's worse...) 
Kevin Neil: <continues to stare, with a warm smile> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <smiles weakly, hardy a smile at all....> 
Kevin Neil: <reaches and gently rubs on jimmy's hair as soft as he can> listen to me, baby...don't let these fucked up so called doctors and nurses get to you... 
Kevin Neil: because i'll always be here... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <wishes he could believe that> 
Wayne: <giggles under his breath> fucked up... 
Kevin Neil: <chuckles> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <licks his dry bloody lips... >
Kevin Neil: i'll be here, whether you can see me or not...<smiles> 
Wayne: jee-suz! 
Kevin Neil: <looks back at him> would you shut up? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <whispers> i hate him. 
Wayne: i have more of a right to be here then you. 
Kevin Neil: <glares> you can at least hold your comments until later, can't you? 
Wayne: i'm letting you break the 5 foot rule just cuz i like little urine. he's got spunk! 
Wayne: <laughs more> 
Kevin Neil: <shakes his head> 
Kevin Neil: <looks back at jimmy leaning in to his ear, so wayne wouldn't hear and say something> i'll always be there for you... 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(how? how can you? i need someone to hold onto right now... i wanna cry in your arms... but...) 
Kevin Neil: <kisses jimmy on the cheek> 
Little Jimmy Urine: m-my neck strap hurts... 
Kevin Neil: <looks at it> 
Little Jimmy Urine: why can't they just put me in a padded room or something? solitary confinement? 
Kevin Neil: <looks at wayne> 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(god... i fuckin had to piss myself... this is inhuman) 
Wayne: <shurgs> what? 
Kevin Neil: why is his neckstrap so tight? 
Wayne: he tried to escape. talked one of the other inmates into helping him. 
Wayne: <chuckles> and he tried to kill me with ...get this... a fork! 
Little Jimmy Urine: <looks away> 
Kevin Neil: <looks at the strap then back at wayne> it's practically choking him! 
Wayne: disipline. 
Kevin Neil: <growls> i don't care what it is, you can't possibly have the mind to torture people like that 
Wayne: <nods> 
Wayne: ya-huh. 
Kevin Neil: <continues to stare> well are you gonna loosen it, he can hardly swallow 
Wayne: what's he need to swallow for? you're never here. 
Wayne: <thinks hes a funny guy> 
Kevin Neil: <growls again> you're a dick! <turns back to jimmy> i'll do it myslef 
Kevin Neil: <starts fooling with the straps> 
Wayne: <lifts his hand and begins walking over> ah-ah! nope! 
Little Jimmy Urine: <lifts his chin to let kevin see better> 
Kevin Neil: <smiles at him> is that better? 
Wayne: <grabs kevin's shoulder and pulls him back gentley> that's a fellony! 
Little Jimmy Urine: kinda... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <has a rash where the strap has been rubbing> 
Kevin Neil: <grins, biting his teeth toward waynes nose> 
Kevin Neil: <looks back at jimmy> 
Wayne: <smiles> i bite back. HARD. 
Kevin Neil: <stares at him> just leave his neck loose...please... 
Kevin Neil: it's all i ask 
Wayne:<flicks jimmy's ear and heads back to his spot at the door> 
Kevin Neil: <sighs> 
Wayne: he'll lose the weight in time. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <sighs painfully> 
Kevin Neil: <holds jimmy's face in his hand> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <whispers> you have to get me out of here. 
Little Jimmy Urine: i don't want to die like this. 
Kevin Neil: <stares long and hard, leaning in to his ear> i don't know what to do... 
Little Jimmy Urine: oh, god! anything! 
Kevin Neil: <rubs the back of his neck> 
Little Jimmy Urine: hi-jack a plane and crash it into the fucking building for all i care! i want out! 
Wayne:<whistles> whooo. that is desperate. 
Kevin Neil: <eyes gloss up> 
Little Jimmy Urine: they don't give me medicine or anything! 
Kevin Neil: why? 
Kevin Neil: <looks at wayne> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <closes his eyes as he trys to swallow, his throat drying up> 
Wayne: <shrugs again> what do you people want from me!? 
Kevin Neil: how about some feelings? 
Wayne: <licks his front teeth and rolls his eyes up thinking> uh... no. i can't do that. 
Kevin Neil: i didn't think so 
Wayne: yeah, tough job bein' a nurse. 
Kevin Neil: <shakes his head, ignoring> 
Little Jimmy Urine: ...i need to move. 
Little Jimmy Urine: my muscles hurt. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> i know.... 
Kevin Neil: <in a whisper> i want to get you out so bad 
Kevin Neil: <thinks, looking around the room> 
Kevin Neil: shit... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <closes his eyes as he speaks the name of the devil> wayne? 
Wayne: yeeeees? 
Little Jimmy Urine: ...what can i give... no, bribe you with to let me in a better unit? 
Wayne: <walks up to the foot of the bed stroking his beard> hmmm.... bribe, huh? 
Kevin Neil: <listens> 
Wayne: money's good... no better. women. the nurses here are some sick ass shit. 
Wayne: a better job maybe? 
Kevin Neil: <crosses his legs> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <groans> nevermind! just get away! 
Wayne: <closes his eyes and shrugs> fine. 
Wayne: <head back to the door> 
Kevin Neil: <bites his lip> 
Kevin Neil: <rests a hand on jimmy's caved-in stomach, stroking it> you don't like your job? 
Kevin Neil: <to wayne, duh> 
Wayne: it does have it's kicks. 
Wayne: but the pay is crap 
Kevin Neil: <nods holding his lip> 
Kevin Neil: <eyes lighten up> you seem to like...prisons... 
Wayne: yep! i love the power! 
Wayne: <makes a fist> 
Kevin Neil:<smiles, nodding> i think the prison needs some help.. 
Kevin Neil: you seem...qualified 
Wayne: nah, i can't get in there. <lowers his voice mockingly> "police brutality" 
Kevin Neil: what is that? 
Wayne: police brutality? 
Kevin Neil: <nods> 
Wayne: beating prisoners and using "cruel and unusual punishment". 
Kevin Neil: and...you like to do that? 
Wayne: hell yeah. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <grunts> 
Kevin Neil: that's too bad...i don't know that many places...that allow that, except places like here...<thinks> 
Wayne: <nods> 
Kevin Neil: maybe this job really is perfect for you <shrugs> 
Wayne: this place is full of the criminally insane. the child molesters that got off on an insanity plead and the murderers that did odd stuff with the bodies. they deserve what i dish out. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> i guess...but...the pay sucks 
Wayne:<nods> yeah, but so does life. especially the lives of the inmates here. <laughs> 
Kevin Neil: <nods again> so in your opinion, no job is really better 
Wayne: i suppose. 
Kevin Neil: <touches his lip, thinking again> 
Wayne: being a male jiggalo for a day might be cool... 
Wayne: <points and laughs at jimmy> 
Kevin Neil: <looks at him, squinting> 
Kevin Neil: w-were you serious? 
Wayne: i'm just pickin' on the sad sack. 
Kevin Neil: <shakes his head, rolling his eyes> 
Kevin Neil: <stands up, moving from jimmy> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <listens cuz that's all he can do> 
Kevin Neil: how much would like for giving jimmy a better..."room" ...money wise.
Wayne: <scratches his brow> hmm. 
Kevin Neil: <stares> 
Wayne: <suddenly smiles evilly> seventy-five thousand. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <eyes widen> 
Kevin Neil: <eyes widen> all that? 
Kevin Neil: what would you spend it on? 
Wayne: putting him in a padded room would take all the fun out of my day. i love standing here guarding his stupid ass. 
Wayne: a car... a house... a woman... 
Wayne: a dog. 
Kevin Neil: <waves his hands> okay okay 
Kevin Neil: he'll get fed? 
Wayne:<looks over at jimmy while picking at his lip> 
Wayne: um... 
Kevin Neil: <stares> 
Wayne: <walks over to jimmy placing his finger on jimmy's eye lids and pulling it up playfully> sure.......... 
Kevin Neil: <walks up to him, moving his hand>
Kevin Neil: you said 75? 
Wayne: <crosses his arms> yes, ma'am. is it a deal then? 
Kevin Neil: <nods> yes 
Wayne: <smiles> money talks. 
Kevin Neil: i'm paying you so you better get him out of these straps as soon as possible 
Wayne: <holds out his hand and wiggles his fingers> money first, then move. 
Kevin Neil: and get him some fucking food 
Kevin Neil: <stares> i have to go to the bank 
Little Jimmy Urine: <is shocked and ashamed> 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(he's gonna be in so much debt...) 
Kevin Neil: <looks back at jimmy's lifting his trenchcoat, leaning in to kiss him> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <can't hold back his smile of excitment> 
Kevin Neil: <rubs on his hair gently> i'll be back 
Kevin Neil: <looks at wayne> you treat him nice when i'm gone... 
Wayne: <rubs his hands together> i'll start the paper work, "jamison euringer has been cooperating and is being requested to move to the padded floor" hehe! 
Kevin Neil: <nods> 
Kevin Neil: <goes to the bank to withdraw yet another painful balance from the large account. there's still plenty left, but the sums he removes are huge> 
Kevin Neil: <goes back to the asylum with all that money with him> 
Wayne: hold still, you faggot. this IS what you wanted. <is holding jimmy against the bed who in now unstrapped and is placing handcuffs on him> 
Kevin Neil: treat him gentle... 
Wayne: <looks over his shoulder> these are the rules. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <is wobbly on his feet> 
Kevin Neil: i know...just try not to be too rough 
Wayne: <jerks jimmy to the door and nods to kevin> follow. bring cash. <drags jimmy down the hall stumbling> 
Kevin Neil: <follows him> 
Wayne: <gets into a filthy lift and takes it to the next floor, down some dark halls and upto a door with a tiny window, opens the door to the padded room> in ya go. this is your new 'habitat'... <tosses jimmy in> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <lands on the padded floor> 
Wayne:<leans over jimmy and removes the cuffs> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <lays there on his side breathing the fresher air> 
Kevin Neil: <smiles at him> 
Wayne: <steps back up to kevin> money. now! 
Kevin Neil: <hands it over in a wad wrapped with a rubber nad> here...make sure he's fed.... 
Kevin Neil: i mean it 
Wayne: <drools over the cash> sweeeeet... 
Kevin Neil: you understand? i'm not kidding! 
Kevin Neil: i want him properly taken care of!
Wayne:<steps out into the hall> yeah yeah. you've got ten minutes. <closes the door leaving them in there alone> 
Kevin Neil: <smiles at him> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <slowly rolls over onto his back> 
Kevin Neil: <again> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <raises his hands out to kevin beconing him> 
Kevin Neil: <dropping down to him wrapping his arms around him> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <holds kevin tightly... as tight as he can> 
Kevin Neil: <rubs the back of jimmy's head> 
Kevin Neil: <kisses his cheek> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <just lays there weakly indulging himself with kevin's touch> 
Kevin Neil: how are you? 
Kevin Neil: are you okay? 
Little Jimmy Urine: a lot better... 
Kevin Neil: i'm glad... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <closes his eyes taking a deep breath> 
Kevin Neil: <kisses jimmy's neck, sitting up and holding his hands> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <tries to sit up, his dirty gown tangling around him> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <leans forward and simply falls into kevin's arms> 
Kevin Neil: <hugs him tight> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <rests his head on kevin's chest> 
Kevin Neil: <sits and strokes his hair> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <nuzzles into his sweet smelling shirt> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <wishes he could just fall asleep in kevin's arms> 
Kevin Neil: <sits there, continuing to stroke jimmy's hair, wishing he wouldn't have to let him go> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <grips tightly onto kevin's shirt with his fingers> 
Kevin Neil: <kisses him on the head> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <opens his eyes, still no tears possible, stares at kevins shirt next to his cheek> 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(...why did i do this to him...?) 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(i can't believe that he is here...) 
Kevin Neil: <rubs on his back sotly> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <whispers his a cracky voice> ...i love...you 
Kevin Neil: <looks down at him, smiling, tears already visible> i love you too 
Little Jimmy Urine: i wanna go home... <weakly spoken like a scared child> 
Kevin Neil: <nods, holding him close> i know, baby... 
Kevin Neil: you'll be home soon 
Little Jimmy Urine: <closes his eyes tightly, squeezing kevin's shirt> 
Kevin Neil: <strokes on his back in comfort> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <licks his lips and lifts his head to look into kevin's trusting eyes> 
Kevin Neil: <smiles at him> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <reaches forward and places his hand behind his head and pulls him close, jimmy places his chin on kevin's shoulder> 
Kevin Neil: <continues to hold him, as if this were there last time together> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <pulls back and kisses him on the lips> 
Kevin Neil: <kisses him back> 
Wayne: <opens the door> you love birds done in here?- <sees them kissing> eh! <holds his hand up infront of his face and turns away> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <ignores wayne and pulls kevin closer> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <kissing him like it was his last wish> 
Kevin Neil: <returns it with just the same effort> 
Wayne: <recovers and steps in to interviene> okay, break it up... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <throws his arms up around kevin's shoulders gripping him hard> 
Kevin Neil: <holds him tight> 
Wayne: don't make me get the crowbar. 
Wayne: we DO have one you know! 
Wayne: goddamn! come on! 
Kevin Neil: <looks in jimmy's eyes> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <has is eyes still closed> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <slowly pulls away opening them gradually> 
Kevin Neil: <nudges his nose up against jimmy's> you'll be home soon 
Little Jimmy Urine: <doesn't reply> 
Wayne: yeah, keep his hopes up. 
Wayne: <snaps his fingers> up. 
Kevin Neil: <ignores> 
Wayne: come on, up up up! 
Kevin Neil: <stands> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <stays sitting staring up at kevin> 
Kevin Neil: i love you jimmy 
Little Jimmy Urine: i love you too, kevin... 
Little Jimmy Urine: th-thanks... 
Wayne: <grunts loudly> 
Kevin Neil: <smiles> that's why i'm here 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(like my guardian angel...) 
Kevin Neil: <turns, biting in wayne's face again> 
Wayne: <suddenly snaps and actually bites kevin's shoulder> 
Little Jimmy Urine: ah! 
Kevin Neil: hey! 
Wayne: told ya!! 
Kevin Neil: meanie.. 
Kevin Neil: <smiles back at jimmy again then walks away> 
Wayne: <laughs like a psychotic> 
Kevin Neil: <can hear wayne> 
Wayne: i belong here, as i said.
Little Jimmy Urine: <smiles to himself and slowly lowers his head> 
Wayne: sissy... <to jimmy> <closes the door> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <rubs the rash on his neck>