...right now!
Little Jimmy Urine: ...daron...? 
Daron: hello, mr. urine 
Little Jimmy Urine: <swallows> 
Daron:<pulls out a notebook> 
Little Jimmy Urine: ...you're a lawyer? 
Daron: why are you so surprised? 
Little Jimmy Urine: ...um... 
Daron: you've never heard of a gay lawyer? 
Little Jimmy Urine: ...no... 
Wayne: <pulls up a chair) 
Daron: thank you. <sits in it> 
Daron: says here, you tried to kill yourself by... 
Daron: jumping off a building? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <squints> yeah... sucked cuz it didn't work out to well. 
Daron: i should say. i think i understand why... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <looks at daron with a worried expression> oh? 
Daron: <leans in to jimmy> i got my results back last night... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <swallows> 
Wayne: <laughs like a mad man, his voice echoing off the walls>  
Daron: <smiles> yeah, my girlfriend assigned me to your case... 
Daron: i think you know her... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <glares waiting> 
Daron: <pulls a pen from his pocket> she worked at the hospital you were at. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <eyes widen> the nice nurse? 
Daron: a sweety, isn't she? 
Little Jimmy Urine: you have a fucking girl friend!? 
Little Jimmy Urine: i thought you were gay!? 
Daron: what about you? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <thinks> 
Daron: <begins writing things in his little notebook> 
Daron: i do think that the case will be a hard one... proving you sane that is. 
Little Jimmy Urine: why's that? 
Daron: <glares at jimmy and lowers his voice> because i'm YOUR lawyer... 
Little Jimmy Urine: ... ... 
Wayne: hahahaha! 
Little Jimmy Urine: would you leave!? 
Daron: <leans in and grabs jimmy by the neck, wayne still laughing> 
Daron:<squeezes> you didn't tell me... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <choking> i... i was high- 
Daron: you ruined my life! 
Little Jimmy Urine: <gasping for air> my life is just as fucked as yours is!!! 
Daron: i will watch as you fall on the stand. 
Little Jimmy Urine: wayne! get him off of me! 
Daron: <lets go and stands up> you will be back here in no time. 
Daron: <stands to leave and turns> 
Daron: oh, by the way... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <glares> 
Daron: you sucked. 

Rikku: <holds kevin's hand as they exit the theater> that was a freaky movie. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> some scenes seemed a little familiar (hank wanting to kill jimmy...)  
Rikku: <laughs> i guess... <duh?> 
Kevin Neil: i'm still a little worried about jimmy....do you know where it is they're keeping him? 
Rikku: ...um... at the westfield asylum... 
Kevin Neil: do you think they can have visitors...i kinda miss him i haven't seen him in a long time 
Rikku: .... look! <tries to change the subject> they just opened a new starbucks! 
Kevin Neil: <looks> oh...yeah they have...good capachino... 
Rikku: <nods> yeah. i love starbucks... 
Kevin Neil: <shrugs> you wanna go get some coffee? i'll pay for it 
Rikku: sure! .o0(anything to get your mind off of what's his ass) 
Kevin Neil: <walks in the coffee shoppe> 
Rikku: <fixes her hair in the reflection an a stainless steel mug> 
Kevin Neil: <buys himslef a vanilla mocha with sprinkles er somethin> 
Rikku: <orders... something> 
Kevin Neil: <sits, sipping the buring hot drink> 
Kevin Neil: owch! <giggles pointing to the cup> its...hot 
Rikku: <sighs> 
Rikku: .o0(i wonder if daron has talked to james yet. man, wish i could have seen his face...) 
Kevin Neil: i want to thank you for taking me out, i needed the fresh air... 
Kevin Neil: jimmy and i don't even...fuck anymore... 
Rikku: any time. you looked like you needed some love. 
Rikku:... oh? he must be a real jerk. he acts like it. 
Kevin Neil: <looks in her eyes> no..he's not...he's just...<thinks...can't really finish in words so he waves his hands> 
Kevin Neil: i miss him though 
Kevin Neil: <sips more> 
Rikku:.o0(i don't) 
Kevin Neil: i hope he's alright...so...you involved with a guy? 
Rikku: me? <looks around> uh, no! no, not at all. being a nurse i never have the time to meet people... healthy people i should say. 
Kevin Neil: <nods, chuckling> 
Kevin Neil: that's too bad 
Rikku: yeah. .o0(i met daron when he came in for an aids test 2 years ago.) 
Kevin Neil: you never did answer me...if the asylum can have visitors... 
Rikku: <stares, blinking> um... maybe. i've never been there so i wouldn't know. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> he probably doesn't want to see me anyway 
Rikku: yeah! i bet he made lots of friends there already. the nurses are jolly folk. 
Kevin Neil: <stares at her> jolly? 
Rikku: oh, pardon. i'm fond of ye old english... 
Kevin Neil: <nods> oh... 
Rikku: <sips her drink> mmm, good viddles. 
Kevin Neil: <nods again, sipping more> 
Kevin Neil: do you think we can try and visit jimmy today? 
Rikku: are you sure? it will probably upset you. 
Kevin Neil: <turns his head away, then looks back> w-why? 
Rikku: the people that run the asylum don't take medical problems that seriously, they probably removed his metal head brace with the screw becasue it could double as a weapon if broken off.... 
Kevin Neil: <stares> 
Rikku: his skull was shattered in three places when we got a hold of him, we had to use screws to hold it together... 
Kevin Neil: oh...<looks upset> 
Rikku: same with his right arm. so much scar tissue... 
Kevin Neil: poor baby...i'm so worried... 
Kevin Neil: <holds his lip> 
Rikku: i'm sure he's fine. 
Kevin Neil: <stares> yeah...m-maybe you're right 
Rikku: of course i am. i was his nurse. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> maybve i'm just overreacting...he's probably..doing fine 
Rikku: why do you care about him so much <lowers her voice> he treated you like...s-h-i-t. 
Kevin Neil: <thinks> i don't know...i feel like it's up to me to protect him...because i love im...i hate to see bad things happen to him 
Rikku: but he's so mean to you. 
Kevin Neil: <stares at her> well... 
Rikku: why do you put up with that? 
Kevin Neil: <shakes his head> i don't know...i just do because...i care 
Rikku: <slides her chair over to his and rubs on his arm> do you care about me? 
Kevin Neil: <looks in her eyes> i just met you...well sorta, we've met before... 
Rikku:... ... <slowy slides her chair back> 
Kevin Neil: i'm sorry...i really think you're a nice person 
Rikku:...it's okay... i understand... 
Kevin Neil: <sighs> 
Rikku: you'd rather love a person of the same gender who uses you then love a woman who likes you for who you are and what you try to do... 
Rikku: <slaps her hand over her mouth> 
Kevin Neil: <stares in her eyes> 
Rikku:omigod! i'm sorry! 
Rikku: i-i didn't mean it like that! 
Kevin Neil: <looks away> 
Rikku: oh, cripe! 
Kevin Neil: it's okay... 
Rikku: i.. i'm just horrible with men... i never know what to say... and when i find one i like... 
Rikku: i screw it up. 
Kevin Neil: <stares in her eyes again> no it's okay really... 
Rikku: gosh... i still feel bad though... 
Kevin Neil: maybe...you're right though... 
Rikku: i am? <smiles> 
Kevin Neil: <nods> maybe i do cling onto jimmy even though he treats me like crap...and that i deserve...better... 
Rikku: oh, totally! 
Kevin Neil: i mean...yeah jimmy sometimes...doesn't really think of me and i think he doesn't care...he fucked my ex for christ sake 
Rikku: oh my! that sick! i don't mean that your ex is sick, i mean that jimmy is a sick person for hurting you like that! 
Rikku: .o0(he fucked my man too...) 
Kevin Neil: <smiles at her> yeah... 
Kevin Neil: and at babylon the other night, there was someone, ya know...i...even though jimmy despises me, i still care about him and i'll be there when he needs me..vene if he does think i'm just...along for the ride 
Rikku: well, if you don't mind me saying so... 
Kevin Neil: <looks> 
Rikku: i think you sould dump is ass. 
Rikku: i mean butt! 
Rikku: pardon. 
Kevin Neil: <stares> do you...really think that? 
Rikku: <nods> oh heck ya. 
Kevin Neil: <shakes his head> no that's...unthinkable... 
Rikku:<gets frusterated> why? 
Kevin Neil: i'm sorry...you seem to be agitated with this 
Rikku: no, not at all <calming herself> 
Rikku: i just don't like seeing such a fine fine man like yourself go to waste. 
Kevin Neil: <stares for a moment> 
Kevin Neil: <chuckles> waste? 
Rikku: yeah, dedicating your precious life to such a hateful little man with no respect for someone who cares so much for him. you baught him flowers, and he didn't ever care. 
Kevin Neil: <nods, pouting his lip> 
Rikku: if a man bought me roses, i'd shower him with love .o0(damn you daron. i want flowers!)  
Kevin Neil: <laughs> yeah...well...even if i let jimmy go, i'd be so afraid that'd he'd be in trouble somewhere and i'm not there to protect him...him on the street again...i can't worry every night like i have been 
Rikku: why worry? 
Kevin Neil: <looks at the table, as if ashamed> 
Rikku:why care for him at all? 
Rikku: why do you feel the need to protect what wants to be in pain? 
Rikku: i think he enjoys being in pain and hurt, as well and hurting other. 
Kevin Neil: <stares> you seem to want us to break up quite desperatly 
Rikku: <is startled> what?...no! i mean... i don't want him to hurt anyone ever again! expecially you! everytime you come into the hospital, you are blaming yourself for his crap! 
Kevin Neil: i told him, ya know 'do you like the street better because you seem not to care about me...' and he said he cared... 
Rikku: he just does it for attention. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> some say it would be best for me...but... 
Kevin Neil: <thinks> 
Kevin Neil: <shrugs, seems to be starting to crack> 
Rikku: he even told me sarcastically once that his chinese name would be PAY ATEN CHUNG TO ME. 
Kevin Neil: <stares> 
 Rikku: you see what i mean? he lives for attention. 
Rikku: must no have gotten it as a child. 
Kevin Neil: but...then that's why he needs me...so i can give him what he needs...<stares at the table, a little ashamed at himslef now> 
Rikku: he enjoys pain. 
Kevin Neil: that's why he needs me...so i can try to help him the best i can i can't give up on him 
Rikku: i think what he needs is a good kick in the head. probably from you. then he'd pay attention to YOU for once. 
Rikku: <giggles> 
Kevin Neil: <looks at her finally> y-you think? <stares> no no! i would never hurt jimmy! <thinks about hitting him though, saying "stop this shit! quit hurting me"> 
Rikku: he's in his own world it seem. a self centered world. i think abuse is the only way to get him to wake up from his world and see that there are other people besides him. 
Kevin Neil: <stares> maybe...<thinks it over again "stop your shit jimmy!"> no...then i'd be like his dad... 
Kevin Neil: then he'd reeeally hate me 
Rikku: maybe not... i've read somewhere that when children are abused as children, i mean, REALLY abused physically and psychologically, that that becomes their only reality. they fear love and pleasure. they feel like they need the pain to live normally. anything else is alien. 
Kevin Neil: <stares> 
Kevin Neil: i would hate to do it though 
Rikku: well, if you 'love' him... you could deal with hurting him... or letting him go. 
Rikku: .o0(god i'm good. i'd fuck me) 
Kevin Neil: <voice trembles, lips quivers> but if i let him go...i'd be alone... 
Rikku: <reaches for kevin's hands> 
Rikku: no you wont. 
Kevin Neil: <hands start to shake> 
Kevin Neil: i don't know what to do 
Kevin Neil: i'm afraid he'll hate me worse if i hurt him 
Rikku: experiment. 
Kevin Neil: <stares at her> e-experiment? 
Rikku:...listen, you don't need that trash. 
Rikku: if he hates you anyway, you dont need him. 
Kevin Neil: <stares at her> b-but 
Rikku:<repeats herself> you don't need him. 
Kevin Neil: i-i 
Kevin Neil: <pulls hsi hands away> 
Rikku: <frowns> 
Rikku: what does it take!? 
Rikku: what does it take to get into your heart!? what did jimmy do that i didn't? 
Kevin Neil: <people in the shoppe start to stare> 
Kevin Neil: <stare at her> i-i'm sorry 
Rikku: no i'm sorry. sorry i ever tried. 
Rikku: <sits back in her chair looking away> 
Kevin Neil: <pouts> i don't mean to be....<thinks of the right word> 
Kevin Neil: <can't think of it> 
Rikku:<looks back at kevin> i really like you mr.neil. 
 Kevin Neil: <stares at her> y-you do? <looks to be in confused tranquility> 
Rikku: how can i get you to like me the way you like jimmy? 
Kevin Neil: <shakes his head> i...i don't know... 
Rikku: what does mr. james euringer have that i don't? .o0(besides the obvious...)
Kevin Neil: i don't know! <his head starts to scream at all the mixed signals> 
Rikku: i want to know... what your thinking
Kevin Neil: i... 
Kevin Neil: i don't know what jimmy gives me! 
Kevin Neil: <starts to cry> maybe it's nothing! 
Kevin Neil: he gives me shit! ya happy? 
Rikku:... you want me to give you... 'that', to make you happy!? 
Rikku: <stands up and slams her hands on the table> fine! i'll give you SHIT!!! 
Kevin Neil: <stares> 
Kevin Neil: <shocked> 
Rikku: if your so blind that you can't see that you have a sweet girl crazy about you at your finger tips.... you can't see that james is hurting you... i-i-i... 
Rikku:<makes a fist and hits herself in the forehead> god!! 
Kevin Neil: <still crying> i-i'm sorry...i didn't mean it that way...i didn't know you liked me that much... 
Rikku: i'm sorry too. i can't have a relationship with a man who is hooked on being hurt. i don't know how you can. 
Kevin Neil: <sniffs> 
Rikku:<pushes her chair in> i tried. 
Kevin Neil: <reaches for her> please... 
Rikku:<stares at him with a stern face> 
Kevin Neil: i really am sorry, i just...i'm so confused and hurt and angry, yet sad and...and... 
Rikku: i don't want to get tangled in your web of confusion. 
Kevin Neil: i have all these emotions just...just coming out now... 
Kevin Neil: <wipes his nose> 
Rikku:<gives up and runs over to kevin, grabs his chin and kisses him passionately on the lips> 
Kevin Neil: <looks shocked, but returns it> 
Rikku: <pulls him to a standing position pulling him closer into a hug, still locked to his lips> 
Kevin Neil: <wraps his arms around her waist, feeling a litte different> 
Rikku: <pulls away slowly, letting her tongue pull back into her mouth, looks up into his eyes> 
Kevin Neil: <stares back, then glances at the faces around the shop> 
Kevin Neil: can we...go? 
<people stand and cheer> 
Rikku: <smiles still with her arms around his shoudlers> sure. 
Kevin Neil: <smiles back, waving to the room, exiting> 

Little Jimmy Urine: <is having a nightmare, he twitches in his sleep> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <jon is there, he's holding a large object> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <jimmy turns to run but finds kevin standing in his way>
Little Jimmy Urine: <touches kevins face. it's cold> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <jon steps up behind jimmy and shoved him against the wall> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <kevin watches> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <jon speaks in deep words that are not audible> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <jon steps upto his face and kisses him, he finds that he can't breathe> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <kevin is laughing and yelling profanity> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <jon is a boy... kevin... is his dad> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <his eyes shoot open> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <wayne is sitting over him laughing and holding jimmy's nose> 
Wayne: sleep well?
Little Jimmy Urine: <screams> help!! get off of me!! 
Wayne: haha! idiot! 
Wayne: takes the fork from jimmy's chest and rests it on his forehead> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <shakes his head back and forth trying to get the moldy thing off, it's begining to smell> 
Little Jimmy Urine: leave me alone!!! 
Wayne: call for your mommy! 
Little Jimmy Urine: stop it! 
Wayne: come on, pussy boy. where's momma at? 
Little Jimmy Urine: stop! stop it! stop it! 
Wayne: <lifts jimmy's gown with on hand and touches him...> cry for mom. she'll make it all beter. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <crys out> stop it! stop it, daddy! stop it! i hate you! go away!!! 
Wayne: <stares> daddy? <busts out laughing> 
Wayne: <fondles him more> now that's what i'm talking about! 
Little Jimmy Urine: <pulls at his restraints> help! someone help me!!! 
Little Jimmy Urine: <other crazies start to scream through out the building. wayne laughs harder> 
Wayne:<jerks jimmy's cock really hard hurting him and pulls his hand out> pussy <he whispers as he gets up to leave> 
Little Jimmy Urine: fuck you! fuck you! 
Wayne: <turns back> really? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <is in tears of rage> fuck you! i hate you! i wanna kill you!! 
Wayne: <walks back pulling a rubber glove onto his hand> ok. if you insist... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <screams at the top of his lungs> 

Rikku: <hugs kevin's arm tight as they walk> 
Kevin Neil: <sighs, looking at the streets> i can't blieve i've spent so much time inside... 
Rikku: yeah. me too. 
Kevin Neil: i've lived here for 8 years, and suddenly....these streets look so unfamiliar 
Rikku: <sees a road sign that reads westfield and pulls kevin in the opposite direction> 
Kevin Neil: <flies back as she jerks> whoah! 
Rikku: ex-boyfriend over there. i-i don't want him to see me. 
Kevin Neil: <cocks a brow, looking> over where? 
Rikku:<tugs on kevin> don't draw attention... 
Kevin Neil: <stares at her, nodding> 
Rikku: <frantically scans the area for any other signs> 
Kevin Neil: <stares somemore> what are you doing? <chuckles> 
Rikku: nothing... just checking out the scenery... 
Kevin Neil: <nods, confused at that remark> 
Kevin Neil: no one...ever takes me out anymore 
Rikku: really? that's sad. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> 
Rikku: <sees westfield diner, gasps> 
Kevin Neil: w-what? 
Rikku: look at that plane! <points up> sure is flying low, huh? 
Kevin Neil: <looks up> huh? i-i don't see anything 
Rikku: it went behind a cloud... 
Kevin Neil: <looks back down a her, squinting with a smile> 
Kevin Neil: are you keeping me from seeing something? 
Rikku: what? ha! don't be silly. you said yourself that no one ever takes you out. i'm just trying to find the best places to visit before it gets too dark... 
Kevin Neil: <nods> oh that's kind of you 
Rikku: .o0(phew) 
Kevin Neil: <looks across the street, spying a park> say...you wanna walk through the park, my ex and i used to all the time 
Rikku: <scans the park> oh-eh-sure! 
Kevin Neil: <walks over to it, taking her along> 
Kevin Neil: <follows the path, stopping at bridge over a brook> 
Rikku: <holds tight to his arm> 
Kevin Neil: <looks down at the water, which was surrounded by bright red roses> my favorite spot...i'd make hank come to this spot with me... 
Rikku: aw, thats sweet. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> we'd always make out and straight people would stare at us, but that's why we did it, cause it was funnee! <giggles> 
Rikku: <giggles, looks across the river and sees the asylum. it was a big towering building that looked like a prison, barbed wire and all. no visible sign. she sighs in relief> 
Kevin Neil: <looks at his relection> you think i'm too...whiny? not really tough? 
Rikku: not at all. james is to whiny...o0(oops. stop reminding the poor bastard) 
Kevin Neil: <nods> yeah...maybe that's why i put up with him, though...i may be too..."weak" to really defend my feelings 
Kevin Neil: i alwyas think about what he feels 
Rikku: .o0(look what you started...) 
Rikku: <stares at the asylum wondering if daron is still there... it has been about 9 hours since his appointment.> 
Kevin Neil: i used to be kinda tough when hank was around... 
Kevin Neil: not hurt him...but... 
Kevin Neil: i was still defensive 
Rikku: <nods trying to look interested...> 
Kevin Neil: <continues to stare at his relection, resting his hand on his cheek> 
Rikku: well... now where to? 
Rikku: <looks at the sky> it's getting dark. 
Kevin Neil: <looks down at the roses...the words "a present..." float around over and over> hang on a sec 
Kevin Neil: <runs around the bridge and goes to pick a rose> 
Rikku: <watches> 
Kevin Neil: <runs back up to her> i know that you liked the roses i brought to jimmy...this doesn't really...amount to it, but..here <hands it to her with a smile> 
Kevin Neil: a present.... 
Rikku: omigod! <smiles hugely <someone get a crowbar! her smile is stuck!> i-i'm so touched! 
Rikku: no one has ever given me a flower before! well, except my daddy on valantine's day... 
Kevin Neil: well...someone is now 
Rikku: <smells it> it's so beautiful... like your eyes. 
Kevin Neil: <stares at her, smiling, then turns his head, blushing> 
Kevin Neil: <wraps his arms around his back> 
Rikku: <steps forward and places her hands on his chest> 
Kevin Neil: <stares down at her> 
Rikku: <lifts her head and closes her eyes> 
Rikku: <gentley places her lips against his> 
Kevin Neil: <returns the kiss> 
Rikku: <steps forward to hold him tight, her breasts pressing against his chest> 
Kevin Neil: <can feel them squish together on his chest, leaning his head forward and his arms around her> 
Rikku: <pulls him back so her back was against the rail of the bridge> 
Kevin Neil: <presses his body up against her> 
Rikku: <lifts her right leg wraping it around behind kevin and pressing her pelvis against his feeling his bulge> 
Kevin Neil: <groans with his mouthful> o0(i'm doing this with a girl...it's not bad!) 
Rikku:.o0(my god! i made a queer hard!) 
Rikku: .o0(he's an... okay kisser. nothing like daron, though.) <slides her hands up his shirt in the back> 
Kevin Neil: <thrusts his lower body up against her> 
Rikku: <gasps, gripping her nails into his back like jimmy used to> 
Kevin Neil: <winces feeling the nails> 
Rikku: <dry humps throwing her head back as he kisses her neck, she sees the asylum again.> .o0(...daron! i'm doing it! i told you i could!) 
Kevin Neil: <pulls his lips away for a moment> can i ask you a serious question? 
Rikku: <lists her head> uh? eh-yeah. go ahead 
Kevin Neil: i've uh..well i haven't been withmany females...and i was wondering...why d like me so much? 
Rikku: <stares into his eyes> why? ...because you're honest. and trusting. 
Rikku: .o0(thank god for that.) 
Kevin Neil: <nods> 
Kevin Neil: that seems logical i think 
Kevin Neil: you know i actually have an apartment....misquitos are biting me! <giggles, smacking at them> 
Kevin Neil: <scratches> 
Rikku: <smiles> okay. 
Rikku: <cuts a glance back at the asylum for one last look> .o0(and i hit a homer!) 
Rikku: .o0(bye james euringer!) 
Kevin Neil: i left my car at the hospital...can e go to it 
Rikku: sure! 
Kevin Neil: <they walk back to the hospital and he gets in his car> 
Kevin Neil: <unlocks the doors> 
Rikku: <gets in> 
Kevin Neil: <starts the car and drives in the direction his apartment is (the direction of the asylum)> 
Rikku: <stares out the window thinking of what they're gonna do when they get to his place> 
Kevin Neil: <pulls into his lot and parks getting out and opening rikku's door> 
Rikku:<gets out and smiles at him> 
Kevin Neil: <smiles back and leads her into the building> 
Kevin Neil: <to the elevator> 

Little Jimmy Urine: <has his eyes rolled back into his head> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <the deafening sounds of the paitents screaming pounding on his shattered skull> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <he was so hungry that he felt like his whole stomach has just caved in on itself> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <his crotch as ass hole were sore and probably bleeding> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <his body twitched... so lonely... the insanity was begining to kick in> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <he dreaded the footsteps outside the door yet at the same time longed for them> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <the room was barron of any pictures or anything except white walls> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <he would try to move but found it to hurt even more.> 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(i'm gonna die here...) 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(how glamerous) 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(how... ironic) 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(how perfect for my fucking lifestyle) 
Little Jimmy Urine: <his lips cracked when he tried to move them to call out but nothing came> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <he was so partched that his muscles ached to even breathe> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <for some reason he wanted wayne to come back and taunt him with food... he'd eat it this time. he ask for seconds.> 
Little Jimmy Urine: .o0(i'd even let him... touch me again if it ment i could eat...) 

Rikku: <steps out of the elevator taking kevin's hand again> 
Kevin Neil: <walks down the hall to his door> 
Kevin Neil: <unlocks it> it's really huge inside, don't be surprised 
Rikku: cool! 
Kevin Neil: <walks in, pulling her with him, shutting the door> 
Kevin Neil: <looks around the empty apartment, suddeny feeling...gloomy> 
Rikku: <giggles like a tramp> 
Rikku: be gentle, i'm new at this. 
Rikku: .o0(hahahaha!) 
Kevin Neil: <sees the mcdonalds STILL sitting there form however long ago it was...jimmy eating fries...looks> wha? 
Kevin Neil: new? 
Rikku: <nods> 
Kevin Neil: <thinks> didn't you say you had an ex? 
Rikku: yeah, but we never did anything. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> well, okay... 
Kevin Neil: <throws the food away finally!> 
Kevin Neil: <walks up to her> so...what do you wanna do? 
Rikku: anything. 
Kevin Neil: <looks around, then at the radio> do you like to dance? 
Rikku: ...dance? 
Kevin Neil: <stares> ...no? 
Rikku: i-i guess i could. 
Kevin Neil: <shrugs> if you don't wanna...<looks in his room, kinda hoping he wouldn't be in there soon> 
Rikku: .o0(i keep forgetting he's a fag...) 
Rikku: <glances at the room when he does> 
Kevin Neil: <snaps his glance away> uh... 
Rikku: <bows her head and looks up at him smiling like a naughty girl> 
Kevin Neil: <shakes his head> no...<smiles, kinda teasing> 
Rikku:<nods>...yes? 
Rikku: <takes a step forward> 
Kevin Neil: n-no...<giggles> 
Rikku: <steps on jimmy's blood, sweat, piss, cum stained skirt from a few weeks ago> 
Rikku: <stares at the skirt> ...you live with... a woman? 
Rikku: <sees the black panties too> 
Kevin Neil: <looks down> what? oh...no that's jammie's 
Rikku: <frowns> ...oh 
Kevin Neil: <picks them up> i should actually throw them in the wash! <sniffs em, then wrinkles his nose> bleach! nasty! <throws em in a hamper> 
Rikku: don't you mean throw them in the trash? 
Kevin Neil: <looks back at her> what do you mean? 
Rikku: he's not coming back, you know. 
Kevin Neil: <stares long and hard, seeming not to respond> 
Kevin Neil: is he going somewhere? 
Rikku: he attacked me. he's not sane. they'd have to find him sane in a court of law to let him go. 
Kevin Neil: <blinks> 
Rikku: <smiles to herself> that's probably not going to happen. .o0(thanks to mah man!) 
Kevin Neil: <shakes his head> i'll help him the best i can... 
Kevin Neil: <shuts the hamper> 
Rikku: you'd better pray that he has a GOOD lawyer. one that understands... <smiles evilly> 
Kevin Neil: <nods> god i hope so! 
Kevin Neil: poor baby needs one 
Rikku: <laughs quietly, oh! the irony!!!> 
Kevin Neil: <cleans the floor up a bit> sorry my place is so dirty, i never clean much... 
Rikku:<sighs> it's okay... <is getting restless> 
Kevin Neil: <dusts his hands off> there...aw beddur <chuckles> 

Little Jimmy Urine: <the door creaks and jimmy turns his head> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <a fat shadow looms there> 
Little Jimmy Urine: wayne? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <the door opens all the way and a fat man with messy orange hair stumbles in like a roach> 
Insanity:  this the place? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <tries to lift his head> what? 
Insanity: is this where they cut people? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <gets nervious> you're not a doctor... 
Insanity: <moves across the room feeling the walls> 
Little Jimmy Urine: what are you doing in here!? get out! 
Insanity: name's steve. i eat mice. 
Little Jimmy Urine: okay, steve. GET OUT! 
Steve: <shuffles over to jimmy> 
Steve: <touches the buckle on jimmy's wrists> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <eyes lighten up> 
Little Jimmy Urine: yeah! yeah! come on steve! take them off! 
Steve: okay. 
Steve: <pulls at the buckle until it undoes itself and jimmy's right hand his freed) 
Little Jimmy Urine: oh thank god! 
Steve: <reaches to jimmy's forehead and takes the fork> you gonna eat that? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <his hand shoots up and snatches it from steve> 
Little Jimmy Urine: YES!!!! 
Steve: meanie! 
Little Jimmy Urine: <holds the fork upto his mouth chewing the rubbery meat off of it> 
Steve: <watches, his lip quivering> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <puts the fork between his teeth and uses his free hand to pull blindly at the strap on his neck> 
Little Jimmy Urine: okay, steve-o. we're gonna make a break. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <sits up after getting the neck strap off> this is gonna be good. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <tugs at his left arm brace> see this fork? <says between his teeth> 
Little Jimmy Urine: my weapon. 
Little Jimmy Urine: this is gonna go right into wayne's face- 
Wayne: oh, really? 
Little Jimmy Urine: ahh!!!
 Steve: ahhh! evil! kill! 
Wayne: <is standing in the doorway with his arms crossed> 
Wayne: steve, back to bed. tell nurse betty to strap you back in and she'll give you a cookie 
Steve: yey! <runs off> 
Wayne: <walks back up to the bed smiling> ...cute. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <still has his left arm, waist and both legs strapped> 
Wayne: <pinches jimmy's cheek talking in a mooshy tone> yer jus seeooo ceeeute wif yer lil hijinks. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <glares> 
Little Jimmy Urine: if i had the strength i'd... 
Wayne: you'd what? 
Wayne: poke me with that fork? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <lips quivers, lookd very angry, his face pale and defined from hunger> 
Wayne: <presses his hand against jimmy's chest and shoves him back down onto the bad harshly> 
Wayne: <climbs up ontop of him strapping him back down jimmy fighting> 
Wayne: you'll never get better if you keep straining yourelf... 
Wayne: <places his hand over jimmy's face pressing it into the sheetless matress and pulling the strap tighter> 
Wayne: <climbs down.> now behave or i'm gonna have to spank ya next time. <takes the fork> was it good? i made it JUST FOR YOU. 
Little Jimmy Urine: ...fuck... 
Wayne: <rubs his fists on his cheeks acting like a dork> wah wah! my plans have been foiled again... wah wah! 
Wayne: <voice gets deeper> cry a fucking river. 
Wayne: <leaves> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <really does begin to cry... but it hurts so much trying to...> 

Rikku: <is sitting on the couch boardly> 
Kevin Neil: <looks at cd cases> 
Kevin Neil: i really loved that meg ryan movie about the computer 
Rikku: you've got mail..? 
Kevin Neil: <points> that's it! 
Kevin Neil: you've got mail... 
Kevin Neil: <nods, remembering> 
Rikku: never saw it. .o0(god, what a loser. maybe i should just let jimmy freak out and kill him...) 
Kevin Neil: <looks at her> something wrong? 
Rikku: <sighs> ...no. 
Kevin Neil: i don't know why...but i have this...funky feeling..can't really explain it 
Kevin Neil: <thumbs through his cd's> 
Rikku: <looks at her watch> 
Rikku: it's kinda late... i should be heading home... 
Kevin Neil: <nods> right... 
Rikku: <stands> 
Kevin Neil: you want me to drive you? since...we came in my car? 
Rikku: sure. 
Kevin Neil: <returns to his car, taking her along> 
Rikku:<gets in and closes her eyes and yawns> 
Kevin Neil: u seem as if you were expecting something from me... 
Kevin Neil: <shut shis door> 
Rikku: huh? oh, pbbt! no. nothing. 
Kevin Neil: <nods, starting the car> you have to tell me how to get there 
Rikku: my car is at the hospital 
Kevin Neil: <nods> right...<drives to the hospital> 
Rikku: <kisses him on the cheek> thanks again... i'll see you again some time, i guess. 
Rikku: <gets out> 
Kevin Neil: <nods> of course 
Kevin Neil: thanks again 
Rikku:<closes the door and rolls her eyes and she walks away> 
Kevin Neil: <thinks hard before driving back home> 
Kevin Neil: <wonders what the hell that was all about> 
Kevin Neil: <returns home and parks, going inside and flopping down on the water mattress> i wish i knew where that asylum is...i should have asked! 
Little Jimmy Urine: (map) 
Little Jimmy Urine: (lol) 
Little Jimmy Urine: (this voice of god!!) 
Little Jimmy Urine: <his back hurts more then ever> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <the bar in his spine wasn't helping> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <misses the waterbed> 
Kevin Neil: (i keep forgetting) 
Little Jimmy Urine: <his kidneys hurt, throbbed in his back due to lack of fluids> 

Kevin Neil: <waltzes in the living room searching for his phonebook> 
Kevin Neil: <flips through it, looking for an informational number he can call> 
Kevin Neil: <spots the number of the asylum> oh!! <with joy that he found it> 
Kevin Neil: <points to the number, holding his finger on it>

 Little Jimmy Urine: <can't figure out what day it is, what time it is... or even if the sun was out or not...> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <begins to drool on himself> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <the strap is so tight that he can't swallow> 

Kevin Neil: <dials and it rings> 
Kevin Neil: <waits> 
Lady on the phone:  westfield correctional, can i help you? 
Kevin Neil: hi! my name is kevin neil, do have a paitient by the name of "james euringer"? 
Lady: i'm sorry i can't give out that kind of information without proof of kinship. 
Kevin Neil: <scoffs and rolls his eyes silently> 
Kevin Neil: well...are you allowed to have vistors? 
Lady: it depends on what part of the ward the paitent resides. 
Kevin Neil: <rolls his eyes again> 
Lady: paitents in critical are not allowed access to the outside in anyway. 
Lady: on the other hand, general admitants are. 
Kevin Neil: <wonders what she just said> okay...<pretenjding he understood> 
Kevin Neil: uhm...what would qualify for proof of kinship? o0(i'm not really a blood member of his family, but still "kin" i guess) 
Lady: a parent or guardian, or a blood relative or spouse by marrage. 
Kevin Neil: <jaw drops, in a whisper> fucker! 
Lady: excuse me? 
Kevin Neil: oh..nothing... 
Kevin Neil: uhm... 
Lady:...? 
Kevin Neil: <runs to the drawers, throwing stuff> i'm his guardian... 
Lady: alright, and the paitent's name and age, please? 
Kevin Neil: james euringer 
Kevin Neil: 25 years 
Kevin Neil: <finds the contract> 
Kevin Neil: <tucks it in his pocket> 
Lady: <looks at her list> twenty-five!? .o0(still living with this parents? sheesh. no wonder he's here...) 
Kevin Neil: yes.. 
Lady: yes, he is listed to be in general admitance.
Kevin Neil: oh good...he can have visitors? 
Lady: yes, sir. but there are precautions exercised. 
Kevin Neil: i understand 
Lady: you must stay at least five feet from the paitent at all times. 
Kevin Neil: <nods> okay 
Lady: is that all? 
Kevin Neil: <phone is starting to hurt his ear> uhm...no i'll be there in a few 
Lady: thank you for calling the westfield correction- 
Kevin Neil: sure...whatever 
Kevin Neil: <hangs up> 
Kevin Neil: <bolts like lightneing out ot his car> 

At the Asylum~
Wayne: james euringer you say? 
Kevin Neil: <nods, panting> yeah 
Wayne: i don't know no james euringer... i know a urine, though. 
Kevin Neil: th-that's him.... 
Wayne: <tunrs> follow me. 
Kevin Neil: <follows> 
Wayne: <giggles, voices screaming through the halls, some light flickering or out, walks up to a door and slams his fist on it hard> 
Wayne: wake up, urine! 
Kevin Neil: <stomach tightens> 
Wayne: go on in, he up. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <screams> you fuck! 
Kevin Neil: <steps in> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <kicks at his restraints> 
Wayne: <stands in the door way with his arms crossed> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <pants angerly glaring at the ceiling> 
Kevin Neil: <looks at him, then jimmy> 
Kevin Neil: jimmy? 
Little Jimmy Urine: ... ... 
Little Jimmy Urine: oh, god. the voices. 
Kevin Neil: baby, it's me 
Little Jimmy Urine: <tries to turn his head to look but can't> 
Little Jimmy Urine: ...kevin...? for real!? 
Kevin Neil: yeah...<comforting voice> yes i'm here 
Little Jimmy Urine: omigod... omigod... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <is overwhelmed> 
Kevin Neil: baby, i'm so sorry this happened to you 
Little Jimmy Urine: oh shit, let me see you! 
Kevin Neil: <walks a little closer> 
Wayne: <shakes his head> five feet. 
Kevin Neil: <looks back> 
Little Jimmy Urine: shut up, you ass!! 
Wayne: hey! i could have your 'lover' toted out of here so fast it'll make your head spin. 
Kevin Neil: <stares at wayne> stop 
Little Jimmy Urine: oh god, kevin. you have no idea what they did to me... 
Kevin Neil: <walks closer, doesn;t care about the ruloes> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <dark circles under his eyes as they scan along the ceiling> 
Kevin Neil: <whines> baby, look at you! 
Kevin Neil: oh god what did they do to you? 
Little Jimmy Urine: <his stomach so thin and sickly...> 
Kevin Neil: <sits down next to his bed> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <struggles to talk with the neck band> everything... 
Little Jimmy Urine: oh god! i'm fucking starving... 
Kevin Neil: <looks at wayne> you aren't feeding him?!?! 
Wayne: i tried. he refused. 
Kevin Neil: <looks back at jimmy> 
Little Jimmy Urine: no! i'll eat! i'll eat anything!!! 
Kevin Neil: <looks back at wayne> give him something... 
Wayne: not feeding hours. 
Kevin Neil: <growls> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <tries to cry but is so parched he can't> 
Kevin Neil: <leans in and kisses jimmy> 
Wayne: hey now! if he bites your nose off like hannibal, i ain't taking the blame! 
Little Jimmy Urine: <can hardly kiss back, his lips so dry and split> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <whispers> he touched me... 
Little Jimmy Urine: he-he's not a nurse... this isn't a hospital.... 
Kevin Neil: <looks at wayne> what?! 
Wayne: <crosses his muscular arms> 
Kevin Neil: <looks back at jimmy, touching his cheek> i'm so sorry.... 
Little Jimmy Urine: i didn't hurt the nice nurse... 
Little Jimmy Urine: i swear it... 
Kevin Neil: <thinks back at how weird that chick was acting, then nods> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <heaves weakly like a dying animal> 
Kevin Neil: do you remember what happened? 
Little Jimmy Urine: ...i... was getting a sponge bath... she was talking to me and put a rag over my mouth and nose. 
Little Jimmy Urine: it-it smelled like... chemicals. 
Kevin Neil: <eyes widen> 
Little Jimmy Urine: i didn't touch her! 
Kevin Neil: you won't believe this...but she was...coming on to me... 
Kevin Neil: <strokes jimmy's cheek> i believe you... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <feels so good to kevin's touch> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <trys to smile> 
Kevin Neil: <sees jimmy's incredibly thin bodily structure> 
Kevin Neil: <wants to cry> 
Kevin Neil: oh god, look at you 
Little Jimmy Urine: i'd hug you if i could... 
Kevin Neil: <leans in to wrap his arms around him> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <feels kevin's cheek touch his, so warm and soft> 
Kevin Neil: <turns his head to kiss jimmy on the cheek> 
Wayne: bra-fucking-o <claps his hands> now that was touching. 
Little Jimmy Urine: <ignores> 
Little Jimmy Urine: i thought you would never come. 
Kevin Neil: <closes his eyes> it feels like i've been searching forever... 
Kevin Neil: i never thought of looking in a phone book 
Little Jimmy Urine: <chest heaves as he tries to cry> 
Little Jimmy Urine: i was so scared... 
Kevin Neil: i was so worried about you.... 
Kevin Neil: <touches his forehead against jimmy's> 
Little Jimmy Urine: <winces> 
Kevin Neil: <pulls back> i'm sorry... 
Little Jimmy Urine: it's okay... 
Little Jimmy Urine: i-i wanna go home now. 
Kevin Neil: <nods, starting to cry softly> i know, baby...i want you to come home.... 
Little Jimmy Urine: <closes his eye imagining> i want to go home and lay on the nice soft bed with pillows and sheets. i'd eat a huge meal there and sleep in silence... 
Little Jimmy Urine: and i'd want... you to be there to hold me while i sleep... 
Kevin Neil: <smiles, wiping tears away> 
Kevin Neil: <touches jimmy's cheek again> me too 
Wayne: <rolls his eyes> 
Little Jimmy Urine: i missed you so much... 
Little Jimmy Urine: i'm so sorry. 
Kevin Neil: <through tears> it's okay... 
Kevin Neil: i missed you too.