Back in Business... Kevin Neil: okee... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: what'a doin? Jimmy Urine: being pretty. Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: you look pretty... Jimmy Urine: .o0 (i don't paint my nails that much...) Jimmy Urine: a'thank ye. Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: .o0(that's new) Kevin Neil: i was getting kinda sick of coke Jimmy Urine: me too. Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: wanna go to babylon tonight? i kinda wanna get out... .o0(even though i have a curfew of 1:00) Kevin Neil: .o0(do i really want to go back after what happened??) Kevin Neil: well...i-i...guess so Jimmy Urine: great! i'll get some- make -up on... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: i don't know why i keep all these things... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: huh.... wow... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: oh.... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: let's be a lady tonight.... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: do i make a great drag queen or what? Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: .o0 (i think i like this bitch thing...) Kevin Neil: you can step out first, babe, i gotta lock up. Jimmy Urine: alrighty then. Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: (At Babylon, night time) Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Man: hey baby..... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: uh... i'll be in there in a second, babe... Jimmy Urine: primise. Kevin Neil: okay.... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: alright...but you promised so remember. Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: hey. what the fuck are you doing here? Jimmy Urine: Jon: you are just the man i wanted to see. Jimmy Urine: Jon: what have you been upto besides jumping tab and picking up hookers? Jimmy Urine: i was not picking up hookers! Jon: oh? then who was that scrawney thing with the ice scraper? Jimmy Urine: he tried to mug me! Jon: i have a few new friends for you to meet. Jimmy Urine: f-friends? Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: (pretty haired guy) hello... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: uhm...hi... Kevin Neil: your hair is beautiful... Kevin Neil: Pretty Haired Guy: thank you...my name is alex, what's yours? Kevin Neil: uh.... i'm...kevin...i think Alex: Alex: so...you here with anyone? Kevin Neil: Alex: ohh...damn! i thought i was gonna get some ass! Kevin Neil: Alex: what's so funny? Kevin Neil: why do you want me? i'm...uh...just...a guy Alex: you're HOT! Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: thanks... Alex: look at all these guys checking you out...you're lucky Kevin Neil: far fom it actually Alex: well...come and find me if you change your mind, i'm kinda lonely... Kevin Neil: Jon: Jimmy Urine: Jon: jimmy, i'd like you to meet my newsts member to the lil family, this is jay. Jimmy Urine: i'm not in your 'family!' Jay: hey. Jay: Jimmy Urine: gez, you're pretty tall for a hooker... Jay: who the fuck are you? Jon: this is your older brother jimmy. Jimmy Urine: hey! i'm not THAT old!! Jon: don't you ever talk back to me! Jimmy Urine: Jon: jay is new to this street. he's pretty good though, i must say. Jay: that was just a test trial... Jon: i love my bitches. and bitches love me. Jimmy Urine: Jon: this is trent. he's a newbe pimp. he just got himself a couple whores and i'm teaching him the ropes. Trent: Jimmy Urine: jon... why are you showing me these people- Jon: this is one of trent's whores. this is twiggy. Twiggy: i remember you. i had you once. Jimmy Urine: y-you did? Twiggy: yeah, back at the bakersfield plaza. remember? Jimmy Urine: um... the fountain? Twiggy: yeah. the dried out fountain. it wasn't dry when we got done. Jimmy Urine: Jon: you need to start earning your worth, child. Jimmy Urine: w-what? my worth!? Trent: t-yeah, he must not have that much to earn... Jay: Jimmy Urine: i don't work for you anymore! Jon: is that so? what gives you that idea? Kevin Neil: jimmy will probably never come for me....o0(in more than one way) Skinny Dude: your hot! Kevin Neil: yes....so i've been told Skinny Dude: oh my god...kevin?! is that you? oh my god it's me jack, remember me? Kevin Neil: sorry...i don't remember you..but don't feel bad! i smoke a lot of pot and it's been years... Jack: you tought me everything i know! you're right it was years ago...lemme try and refresh your memory...hotel...guy who likes beer...i met your boyfriend hank! Kevin Neil: holy shit! i do remember..... Jack: remember i said i would never sleep with a man who wasn't going to stick around in a relationship? gosh kevin, the winds of change have blown me over... Kevin Neil: y-yeah...i've changed a lot too Kevin Neil: it's great to see a familiar face, it's kinda lonely Jack: well...where's your b/f...hank Kevin Neil: h-he... Kevin Neil: he's gone... Jack: oh...i'm sorry.... Jack: did he leave you? Kevin Neil: yee-ah...he did... Jimmy Urine: i h-have a life now... Jon: that's fuckin cute, there jamie boy. Thin man with long blonde and black hair: what's the fucking riot? Trent: Man: Jon: that's amir. he's been working the club. he's trents other hoe. Jimmy Urine: um... sure... well, i'll be leaving now... Jimmy Urine: Jon: so soon? Jon: but you just met everyone. Trent: yeah. why not stay for 'dinner'? Twiggy: Jack: i'm here if you need a friend> Kevin Neil: where is he? Jack: huh? who? Kevin Neil: m-my...jimmy... Jack: your jimmy? Kevin Neil: i mean....my b/f... Jack: oh you have a new one? for how long? Kevin Neil: i don't keep track...it's been awhile though Jack: that's coo Jack: hey, i'm gonna go dance...look me up sometime so we can chat, buddy Jack: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: .o0(he'll be here, just wait for him) Jimmy Urine: jon... i'm done with you. okay? Jon: i doubt that. Trent: you two head out, i'm gonna get something to drink. Twiggy: Trent: Jon: you two also. jimmy, show him the way around. Jimmy Urine: no! i'm not whoring myse- Jay: come on, 'bro'. Jimmy Urine: jon... Jon: you had your vacation time and your sick time. now back to work! Jimmy Urine: i'm not your fucking whore! i own myself n- Jon: don't even start! Jon: you need to be re-educated! Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Bartender: hey, you alright? Kevin Neil: Bartender: here, on the house! Kevin Neil: thank you... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: dammit.... Jon: change in plans. Jon: you prove your loyalty and i'll give you at 10% bonus. you watch this rat. Jay: Jon: you don't fail me. you'll be out on your ass so fast... Jay: Trent: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Jon: Jon: you tried to be free again and as usual you fell flat on your fucking ass!!! Jon: Jay: Trent: Jimmy Urine: Jon: Jon: you're gonna have to work a whole lot harder to get a catch with a mug like that! Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: might as well...i don't think jimmy's gonna show Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: .o0(they're all mentally undressing me...) Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jon: remember what i said. Jimmy Urine: Jay: Jon: ya see? that's how you break them in. or re-break them in my case... Trent: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: .o0(this feeling of confidence is quite rewarding) Jimmy Urine: Jay: he speaks highly of you. Jimmy Urine: w-what do you mean? Jay: you are one of his favorites. you obay. Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: .o0(i should be a stripper..i love the attention, it makes me feel....) Kevin Neil: .o0(....wanted) Jimmy Urine: obay? Jay: yeah. you're weak and easy he said. Jimmy Urine: well... why do you take shit from him? you're so much bigger then he is... Jay: it's not size that counts... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jay: now listen. i don't feel like looking like you tonight, okay? Jimmy Urine: Jay: you stay inside until i come and get you. all your pick-ups you can take to the back rooms or couches. Jimmy Urine: Jay: if you disapear on me... Jay: ...i'll... be... Jimmy Urine: Jay: Jimmy Urine: Jay: you know what jon does... Jay: Kevin Neil: Alex: woo hoo!! Jack: kevin, you sexy bitch!! Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jack: hey.... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: .o0 (i gotta find kevin...) Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: .o0(i wonder if jimmy's back yet) Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Man: hey, how much? Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Some Guys: hey! what was that for?! Other Guys: take it back off, hottie! Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: where is he?! Jimmy Urine: d-daron? Daron: oh, fuck! not you!! Jimmy Urine: daron! wait! i need- Daron: stay away from me!! Jimmy Urine: ...help... Daron: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: jimmy!!! Jimmy Urine: .o0 (jesus! this is turning out to be one big nightmare!) Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: hey! Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: there you are..... Kevin Neil: what happened to you? Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: uh... he... i was... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: .o0 (he'll never believe me...) Kevin Neil: are you alright? Jimmy Urine: .o0 ("yeah, uh, kevin. i'm a whore again. it's do or dye for my old pimp jon.) Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: hon? Daron: Jimmy Urine: i have to... Jimmy Urine: um... Jimmy Urine: shit! Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: nevermind. i... fell. Kevin Neil: oh.. okay. Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: you're okay? Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: ... ... y-yeah. Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: maybe we should go home... Jimmy Urine: no!! i mean... i can't! i mean.... we still can have some fun....eh... Kevin Neil: oh...okay..... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: what is it? Jimmy Urine: uh, can you excuse me for a second.. i... um... see an old friend... Kevin Neil: jimmy, what's going on? Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: jay! Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: jeeeeeyyyyyy!!! Jay: Daron: Jimmy Urine: Jay: would you excuse me for a moment? Daron: y-yeah, go right ahead. Jay: what the fuck do you want!? i was making a catch! Jack: was that your jimmy? Kevin Neil: Jack: why doesn't he dance with you? Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: y-you can't use him. Jay: what? why the hell not? Jimmy Urine: cuz... he... he... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Daron: Jimmy Urine: he has aids... Jay: your point? Jimmy Urine: shit... no, um... he.... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: just please! pick someone else! for me? Jay: is he your regular? Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: is...he my.... Jimmy Urine: yeah! that's right! my regular! Daron: Jay: why didn't you say so? Jimmy Urine: um... Jay: weirdo. Jay: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: .o0 (do they even see each other? i-i'd better not go near...) Jimmy Urine: Daron: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Daron: whoops. Bartender: hey! take it easy! Kevin Neil: opps is right... Daron: Daron: Kevin Neil: d-...daron is that you? Daron: ... Jimmy Urine: Amir: jimmy! hey! Kevin Neil: oh...you looked familiar Kevin Neil: sorry. Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Daron: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: what is it? Amir: .o0(god i'm drunk...that guy looked a lot like..) Daron: it was all a coincidance. Kevin Neil: Daron: Daron: i didn't mean to see you again. Kevin Neil: oh...it is you..... Daron: Kevin Neil: well...you look good.... Kevin Neil: .o0(liar) Amir: the one with the black hair, see him? next to the muslum dude... Jimmy Urine: he's armenian... you should know .o0(you’re both middle eastern...) Amir: you know him? Jimmy Urine: Amir: well, not him anyway. the one with the black hair and tight shirt. Daron: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Daron: how did jimmy take it... what i told you to tell him? Kevin Neil: he uh...was a little upset....but i was hoping we'd forget all about it Daron: i was hoping he would. Kevin Neil: yeah...me too Jimmy Urine: what about him? Amir: i was checking him out to. i think he'll reel in. lemme have a go at it. Jimmy Urine: what? no! he wouldn't- Amir: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Daron: i kinda wanted to hook-up with you again after i got off of parole... but... it doesn't seem likley. Kevin Neil: Amir: .o0 (jaws music...) Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: .o0 (they're... talking?) Kevin Neil: it would be nice to hang out...but i'm trying to patch things up with jamie Kevin Neil: it's already tough doing that Kevin Neil: Daron: no, it's alright. a lot of stuff happened that... fucked up any plans of... anything. Kevin Neil: Daron: i'm sorry for intruding... Kevin Neil: no...it's alright... Kevin Neil: nice to see you again...friend... Kevin Neil: .o0(god i'm drunk) Daron: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: .o0 (can't! eyeliner... will.... run!) Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: .o0(beer...is...good) Amir: Kevin Neil: .o0(ew) Kevin Neil: Amir: Amir: hey. Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: uhm....hi Amir: so, you okay? Kevin Neil: okay? Amir: you look bothered. Kevin Neil: oh...well i had a few things from my recent past bite me in the ass... Kevin Neil: but...uh...yeah i'm fine Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Amir: Amir: you look like you could need a little love. Kevin Neil: Amir: anything you want. a massage? Kevin Neil: hmm... Amir: i'm cheap. but that doesn't make me a cheap whore. i'm just here to help you relax if you need it. Amir: my people are good when it comes to massages. Kevin Neil: uh....no thanks...i'm uh.... not...single Jimmy Urine: Amir: oh! that's okay! sex doesn't have to be on the menu. Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: do you know how many people ask me out in here? Amir: if you just want someone to hold... to cuddle with... Kevin Neil: Amir: i'm not asking you out. i'm asking you to relax. Kevin Neil: .o0(to cuddle with...jimmy doesn't cuddle with me very much..if...at all...) Amir: you've obviously been hurt by someone close to you. i can see it in your eyes. Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: i'm...sensitive... Kevin Neil: and a little melancholy...okay a lot melancholy Amir: i can tell if you want to talk about it... Kevin Neil: i don't know if talk can help it.... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: hell i don't know what will help him realize... Amir: what do you think would help? Kevin Neil: i don't know...i...give him a lot of love... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: but he doesn't respond to that... Kevin Neil: some would say he walks all over me Kevin Neil: Amir: would you let me help you get your mind off it for one night? Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: i don't think anything could take my mind off of him Amir: may i try...? i'd like to know that i have at least one purpose on this planet... Kevin Neil: .o0(even though i need it bad) Amir: any man who lightens the burdon of another is never useless. Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: i wouldn't want to...hurt him Amir: i'm clean... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: hey... Daron: Daron: ...hey. Amir: listen. you need it, and you need it bad. one night. just one. Kevin Neil: he takes me for granted...and i put up with it...i have for a long time Kevin Neil: Amir: i'll only charge 50, cuz you're cute. Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: trust me...i know all too well Jimmy Urine: d-do you still hate me? Daron: Jimmy Urine: daron... Kevin Neil: i wonder where he is.... Amir: you are lost arn't you? Kevin Neil: i guess you couls say that Kevin Neil: i have a lot on my mind Daron: Jimmy Urine: daron! please! i didn't mean to! and... and... Kevin Neil: god...i hear his voice in my head... Jimmy Urine: come on! please talk to me i never ment to hurt you! i don't want to lose you over this!! Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: that's fabulous! Daron: Jimmy Urine: dar... Jimmy Urine: Daron: Daron: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Amir:...are you alright? Kevin Neil: sorry.... Kevin Neil: i'm fine.. Daron: Kevin Neil: Amir: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: huh.... Amir: is that the guy? Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: huh? Jimmy Urine: Amir: the guy you love so much. if it is you'd better go catch him. Amir: Kevin Neil: hell no! Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: he's a friend...i think.... Daron: Kevin Neil: Amir: blown off!! eh! Daron: Kevin Neil: hey... Kevin Neil: you alright? Daron: Kevin Neil: daron.... Daron: Daron: kevin...? i'm... Kevin Neil: you okay? Daron: i'm... Daron: if i said i'm fine then that would be a lie... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: what the-? Kevin Neil: i think jimmy's ignoring me Daron: ...he must have learned it from me... i'm trying to ignore him... Daron: it's hard... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: yeah.... Kevin Neil: well...are you leaving? Daron: yeah... there seems to be nothing left for me here... Kevin Neil: well....okay...i'll see you later then Kevin Neil: Daron: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: .o0 (twenty... fifty... a hundred... okay...) Kevin Neil: hey, you Jimmy Urine: huh!? Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: uhm.... Jimmy Urine: oh, hey... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: i was starting to worry- Amir: he's a hard one to snag! try your luck on the tall blonde at the bar... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: you know him? Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: n-no. i mean, yes! i mean... Kevin Neil: isn't he...a whore? Jimmy Urine: he's just a... Jimmy Urine: uh... Jimmy Urine: w-whore? Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: i-i-i-i suppose so... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: what's that for, babe? Jimmy Urine: to pay jo-... i mean. not to pay. to buy. to buy... um... to buy... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: not sex! no sex! never sex! you know... amir's a hooker... but not... i mean. i'm not... i'm... oh, shit... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: maybe i should take you home... Jimmy Urine: i can't! Kevin Neil: why? Jimmy Urine: ... uh... h-he told me i couldn't leave until he was done with me and i... i mean, no! that sounds bad! i mean... i can't leave! jay needs me... needs me to stay! Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: ...he... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: hon...just tell me...straight up...are you prostituting? Jimmy Urine: ... ...i... i... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: he told me... i... i... i... Jimmy Urine: ..yes.. Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: why? Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: .o0 (what would jon tell me to say?) Jimmy Urine: ...because... i'm... Jimmy Urine: a whore.... Kevin Neil: jimmy... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: i don't want to stand around here and watch my boyfriend slut around! Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: i don't want to deal with that! Kevin Neil: if you want to be a prostitute...then go ahead...please try to come home tonight Kevin Neil: i was gonna make dinner....but... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: i have t-to... Kevin Neil: you don't have to do what you don't want to... Kevin Neil: you said yourself that you have willpower...use it Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: i love you, and i don't want to see you like this... Kevin Neil: you have a mind of your own, jimmy.... Kevin Neil: and i don't want to see it go to waste...to this Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: you mean more to me than my life and that's why i'm going to try extra hard...no matter what...to get you to realize how good i really am.... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: i'm going home now...i can't stay here and watch you pick up guys... Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: only the light off his cig is visable> Kevin Neil: Daron: Daron: .o0 (talk to him... no don't...) Daron: .o0(idiot. talk to him. no moron, don't.) Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: ah...ABBA here we go Daron: .o0 (he hates you... he let you stay with him) Daron: .o0 (he hates you... he saved you from wayne) Kevin Neil: maybe pure moods would help me feel better... Kevin Neil: nah... Daron: fuck. Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: "you can dance...you can jive" Daron: .o0 (just leave. forget it...) Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Daron: Daron: Daron: Daron: Daron: shit... Daron: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: mmm spghetti....o0(wish jamie was here...it's kinda lonely) Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Daron: .o0 (jesus... don't come off too desperate... but, fuck! i need someone to talk to!...i need friends.) Daron: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: i'm so hungwy... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: i-i got $100! Jay: sweet. take him. i have two waiting up stairs. Jimmy Urine: oh, god... Man: hey, i have $500 and i expect to get what i paid for... Jimmy Urine: OMIGOD!! Man: oh shit... Jimmy Urine: you! you're not... you told me you wern't... Man: fuck you, urine! you say anything to anyone! Jimmy Urine: oh, god... Wayne: i swear i'll hurt you! Jimmy Urine: Wayne: Jimmy Urine: oh my god... Jimmy Urine: wayne!! Wayne: Jimmy Urine: wayne! don't leave! come back! Jimmy Urine: Daron: Daron: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: jimmy? Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Daron: k-kevin... Kevin Neil: oh...hi daron... Kevin Neil: Daron: hey.. Kevin Neil: come in Daron: where's jimmy? Kevin Neil: he uh...isn't here.... Daron: really? oh... Kevin Neil: Daron: i just came to see if... Kevin Neil: Daron: do you want to start over? i mean, we've had some horrible shit happen to us half a year ago and... Kevin Neil: Daron: i guess what i'm really trying to say is that i need some one. Daron: i need people to be with... Kevin Neil: uhm...i really don't....want you and jimmy together... ever.... Daron: i... understand... Kevin Neil: i don't need this shit to happen all over again! Kevin Neil: hell i'm losing him anyway Kevin Neil: but this time it isn't to you Daron: i don't want jimmy in that way... he's the one who has to learn to control himself... Kevin Neil: .o0(fuck!) dammit daron...sorry.... Daron: it's alright, man. Kevin Neil: now i feel like a jackass Daron: it's okay. Kevin Neil: i'm trying not to lose jimmy...he's really all i have now... Kevin Neil: Daron: he was all i had at one point too... i completely understand. i'm trying to move on... but i feel so alone... Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: stop! i want to talk to you! Wayne: back off! Jimmy Urine: i-it's nothing to be ashamed of! Wayne: fuck you! you have no idea what i go through every day of my fucking life! Wayne: that smile! those jokes! all just a cover up!! Jimmy Urine: wayne... it's okay... Wayne: i hate you so much... Kevin Neil: it's hard to tame jimmy...but i'm trying hard to...like teaching a wild animal to calm down and be domestic.. Daron: i know. i was like jimmy once too... Kevin Neil: and now he's.... Kevin Neil: daron...i don' believe in sharing people....i can't so it it's impossible.. Daron: Kevin Neil: i can't give up my only love...to someone else... Kevin Neil: because then i'd be alone again Kevin Neil: fuck! i'm so sorry i don't wanna bitch Daron: y-you don't think i don't realize that? Daron: i made the sacrafice that you're not willing to take... Kevin Neil: Daron: I'M the one who's now alone... Kevin Neil: you want me to give jimmy up to you? Daron: ...n-no... Kevin Neil: well...i just want him to be happy, that's really all that matters to me... Kevin Neil: he can choose for himself Kevin Neil: Daron: he... he's like the pray that just... continues to tempt me! i can't help it! i dig my nails into my wrist everytime i see him trying to keep myself from just giving in... Kevin Neil: do you like spighetti? there's plenty here....it was supposed to be for me and jimmy, but... Kevin Neil: Daron: uh-eh sure. Daron: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Jimmy Urine: why do you deny it? or are you curious? Wayne: Jimmy Urine: wayne! Wayne: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: jesus fucking christ!!! that fucking hurt!!! Wayne: Jimmy Urine: wayne talk to me! Jimmy Urine: i'm not here to make fun of you! Wayne: why not? Jimmy Urine: ...because. i know what it's like to be ashamed of what you are. Wayne: Jimmy Urine: when did this happen? was it becasue of me and kevin? Wayne: would you get out of the way!? Jimmy Urine: WAYNE!!! was it!? Wayne: Jimmy Urine: Wayne: goddamn it, urine! get out! Jimmy Urine: no! not until you answer my question! Wayne: Jimmy Urine: was it? Wayne: no. Wayne: now get out. Jimmy Urine: what happened? Wayne: get out! Jimmy Urine: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: he doesn't treat you well, does he? Kevin Neil: dammit! Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: hey... Kevin Neil: Daron: i'll be okay... Daron: it always has been....... Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Wayne: malakian... Jimmy Urine: what? Wayne: he visited the asylum all the time to defend the paitents... Wayne: i was having a rough day. i almost got killed when a paitent that got a hold of a shard of glass from the broken television... Wayne: i faked it. i blew it off with a joke... but it scared me so bad... Jimmy Urine: Wayne: he had come to defend the fuck... i was trying to calm down... Wayne: i lead him into the visiters room... and he began interigating me... about what had happened. Wayne: he saw right through me, fucking lawyer... Wayne: he has a way of doing that... Wayne: i'd never even thought about that sort of thing before... he... placed his hand on my leg... Wayne: nevermind! Jimmy Urine: no, it's okay! i understand! Wayne: what he did to me in that room... i was so ashamed that it had made me feel better that... i wrote him up on sexual harassment charges... Wayne: i could never look at that fuck the same way again. that day that he came knocking at rain's door looking for help... i got him back... Jimmy Urine: you hurt him? Wayne: in a way that wouldn't make him feel better. Jimmy Urine: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: daron i'm sure you figured that hank was my ex.... Daron: ... i kind of got that impression at the... gas station... Kevin Neil: i hurt him...for nothing Daron: .o0 (me too...ek.) Kevin Neil: he didn't do anything to me..i just cheated on him.... Kevin Neil: with jimmy.... Kevin Neil: i was being a little slut... Kevin Neil: and now... Kevin Neil: Daron: sit. Kevin Neil: Daron: you can understand how jimmy feels then, huh? Kevin Neil: a little...but i remember how bad it seemed to hurt hank...i didn't want to feel that pain Kevin Neil: and i don't want jimmy to do that to me Kevin Neil: i love him more than i've loved anyone Kevin Neil: and he only seems to be getting more and more distant Daron: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: some one told me once... Daron: that hugs help. .o0(god, i’m cheesey...) Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: thank you..i appreciate it... Daron: Kevin Neil: i only wish that i can somehow make jimmy stop hurting me.. Daron: he just has to learn... Kevin Neil: he has to be taught first... Kevin Neil: i don't know how to teach a prostitute to love me Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Daron: play his game. Kevin Neil: you mean.... Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Daron: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Wayne: i can't believe i just told you this shit... i'm never going to be able to live it down... Jimmy Urine: i won't tell anyone... if! you drive me home... Wayne: Jimmy Urine: Wayne: alright... Wayne: Jimmy Urine: .o0(my god... he is bi-curious! i was just joking about that that day!) Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Wayne: Jimmy Urine: are you okay now...? Wayne: of course... Jimmy Urine: you looked pretty upset back there. Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Kevin Neil: Daron: oh, shit... oh, jesus... Kevin Neil: Daron: Kevin Neil: Wayne: what? me? upset? never. Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: it's not a bad thing. Jimmy Urine: Jimmy Urine: Wayne: Jimmy Urine: (oh, dear god! hell has fucking frozen and there are pigs flying!!!)