| Almost Over by ü bRaT ü I’m almost over you. I know it. It’s been a long time now and it’s high time that I learned to accept and live with the fact that you’re gone. I do know that when you left, the smile in my heart went with you, but that was before. And before was a really, really, long time ago. Maybe now my heart can smile again. Maybe it’ll allow people other than you to make it smile. It’s only a matter of time. Now I’m almost over you. (Sing it with me, folks… ) The question is, how near is almost? Does it mean that I’ll be able to live my life like I did before, without a single thought or care of you, of where you are, whom you’re with, and what you’re doing? And does it mean that these things are gonna happen some time soon? I’m not really sure. I like to think I’m getting there, but I have my doubts, you see. Things are kind of confusing, but I’m hoping that it’s because they’re shifting from “the way things were” to “the way I want things to be”. I don’t think of you as often as I used to, but I still do. I don’t feel as lonely, but I really miss you. I don’t cry anymore, but I still get hurt. I don’t hate them or blame them, but I blame me. I can smile now, but my eyes just don’t light up like the way they used to. My heart isn’t painful but it’s empty. And guess what? I don’t want you back anymore, but only if it means that you’ll be happy without me. And you will- you already are. But, baby, I’d still do anything for you. Hmm… I guess almost is still a long way off. A really long way. MY almost, at least. So how about helping me out a little bit? Just stop smiling like that and maybe I will get there. |
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