| Torankusu and Goten Chapter 6 True love finds True love's own. By the time I reached the room, my heart was pounding wildly in my chest. What if Goten didn't forgive me? What if he couldn't even look at me? What if I had destroyed my one chance at finding that which every searches for - their soul mate? What if? I forced myself to calm down by standing outside the door for a few moments, breathing evenly. I would not panic and run. This was my future, his future. Everything in the rest of our lives rested on this moment and I was not going to fuck that up. Taking one last deep breath and wondering if my life were about to end, I pushed open the door and entered. Goten was standing against the far wall, looking out the window with a thoughtful look on his face. He spun towards the door and stiffened visibly. I, instead of approaching him like I wanted, moved to the opposite wall. We stared at each other for a few moments, neither of us moving. To my disappointment, he didn't relax. He was truly scared of me. "Goten." His eyes flashed. "Get out of here, Torankusu. Leave." My heart nearly broke at the angry words spilling from his lips. "Goten, I'm sorry." I took a step forward and he stepped backwards, shouting, "Don't come near me!" I froze. "Goten, please. I'm sorry." He growled. "Sorry? Sorry? You almost fucking killed me! I loved you!" A sigh forced its way through my lips. "Loved huh? You don't still?" "No, I don't," he proclaimed, turning away. But I knew he was lying. I walked towards him, silently, trying to get closer without him noticing. I made it around the bed before I stopped. There were only a few feet between us now. "Say that to my face, Goten." He spun back, anger pouring from every pore. "I don't-" His voice broke and the anger started bleeding from his face. "I don't." "You don't what?" I was till moving forward and was almost within arms reach. He tensed again as I came closer, but looked at me in confusion. "I, I - Torankusu, what are you doing?" I had reached him and was tracing his jaw with my fingertips. He was so handsome. How could I not have seen this before? "Torankusu?" I flashed my eyes to meet his and smiled. Then I silenced him with a sweet tender kiss. I held it for a few long moments before he responded and deepened the kiss, welcoming me into his mouth. I dove in, surrounding myself with his heavenly scent and taste. Too soon, his lips were gone from mine. I reluctantly opened my eyes and stared at him. We had both wrapped each other in tight embraces and had somehow lost our shirts. Funny how I had no recollection of that happening. But none of that mattered. "Torankusu, what - what is happening here?" I smiled, pushing some stray strands of hair from his face. "I realized my mistakes, Goten. And I am sorry. I am so, so sorry." He still looked at me in confusion, his eyes unwavering. "Torankusu, are you saying you..." He couldn't finish the sentence. I could see hope spark in his eyes, but he was too afraid to form the words on his lips. I smiled. "Hai, chibi. Aishiteru." He stared at me in shock for a few long moments before grinning wildly. The next thing I knew, his lips were back on mine and I was once again enveloped in him. He lead everything - the kiss, his hands, mine. I was completely overwhelmed by him and his utter beauty. He was like a shining beacon in a dark night. The strength and radiance of his soul filled mine with such joy, such utter contentment, that I wanted to cry. I had almost thrown all this away! His lips detached from mine and I made a soft sound of disapproval, which I immediately reneged when those velvety lips attached themselves to my neck. Groaning softly, I leaned into him, bringing our enflamed bodies into contact and new jolts of pleasure through my body. I could feel him smiling against me as he nuzzled my neck, making me gasp. "I want you, Torankusu. Now." All I could do was nod. He gently maneuvered me backwards, towards the bed I presumed. I was proven correct when my calves hit the edge. I lay down on it, watching in fascination as Goten uncovered every chiseled, strong, beautiful inch of him. Then he knelt in front of me and took off my clothes, slowly, kissing every part of me except the one that was so desperate for release. I leaned my head back and shut my eyes, focusing only on what he was doing. Suddenly, he swallowed me in his mouth, the wet warmth encompassing my entire length. It took everything I had not to scream as loud as I could. Instead, only a tiny groan escaped as he began bobbing his head up and down, ducking hard. He chuckled and the vibrations sent knew sensations through me, making me groan again. "Kami... Goten..." I could see spots developing in front of my eyes as he continued his ministrations. My whole world suddenly went red and I screamed, letting go of everything. My world remained a kaleidoscope of colors for what seemed like forever until I was broken from my trance by sweet lips on my mouth. I could taste him, and me, a weird combination of the two that was so incredibly intoxicating. It was all I could do to hold onto myself. I struggled against being swallowed by him, by what he was doing to me. Oh how I wanted to, but I fought. I fought being that completely helpless, though I knew it would bring me complete bliss. Then something was being pressed against me where no one had touched me before. A finger slipped inside and I shuddered. But he was there to calm me, his soothing voice caressing my skin as his lips kissed every inch of my neck and chin. "It gets better Truchan. Believe me." There was more pressure and pain as two more fingers where inserted and I clung to him, desperate to believe him and have my pleasure overtake me again. I didn't have to wait very long. He stroked something inside me and my world was spotted with color, making me cry out. Then he was gone. My eyes shot open to see him smile down at me. "Now's where the fun begins." I wanted to ask, "It wasn't fun before?" but could not find the strength. I clung to him, catching his lips with my own as he slid inside me. We both groaned at the feel of our bodies joined, joined as they had always been meant to be. Then he began to move, thrusting hard, and I met him with movements of my own, wanting him in deeper, deeper. I clung to his mouth, but he had other plans. As his speed increased, he released my lips and moved to the soft flesh of my shoulder, right were it meets the neck. I felt his teeth graze the surface and shuddered as that sensation and my approaching second climax rushed over me. Then his teeth sank down and I cried out in a mixture of pleasure and pain. Following an instinct I wasn't aware I had, I returned the favor, breaking his skin with my sharp canines and sucking the sweet nectar that flowed from the wounds. Then, with a suddenness that startled me, I saw red again. We both stiffened as we came together, our cries muffled by each other's flesh. We collapsed on the bed, breathing hard for several long minutes before either of us had fully recovered enough to even kiss. Which we did, sharing a long passionate bonding of our lips, each tasting the other's blood. No wonder saiyajin liked to fight. We were addicted to that scent, that taste. After a few moments of essentially making out, he slipped out of me and pulled me against him. I looked up into his smiling, sleepy face and smiled myself. Cupping his face with my left hand I gave him one last kiss before snuggling against his chest, listening to him... purr? My smile grew and I closed my eyes, so thankful that I had not thrown this away. The last thing I remember before slipping into a deep slumber was his words and my reply. "Aishiteru, my Truchan. Aishiteru." "Aishiteru, Gochan, my Gochan." And that about brings us up to the present, two weeks later. I am sitting here writing this with Goten peeking over my shoulder. HEY! The little prick just slapped me. No of course I didn't mean that, Goten. He's laughing now, moving to the couch where he will sit for a while before deciding to come back over here. Hopefully I will have finished by that point. You're probably wondering how all the math computes. That was two weeks? Well, point of fact, it wasn't. that all happened within the span of one. But you don't want to hear about the other week do you? I mean, me and Goten locked in a spaceship together for a week. Boring. I guess this is where I leave you. Probably I should be saying some profound thing, but nothing's coming to mind. People always quote things like "All you need is love" and "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." And while these things are true, normal people can't come up with this stuff. So I guess all I'll say is this: Listen to your heart. You never know what joys it is going to lead you to. The end... |