By IsNotSane Goten watched blindly as small bubbles rose from the bottom of the large glass, pushing their way up through the yellow liquid to join the foam sitting on top of the cold liquor; which now only half filled the glass. He was sitting slouched in front of the bar in a cheap pub, feeling lousy, tired and depressed. Aswell as low. The rock music that filled the pub was loud, causing the few people there to raise their voices slightly louder than usual when speaking to each other. There were mainly guys in the pub, which wasn�t surprising as the place reeked of beer and was something of a mess. Goten sighed sadly to himself. What was he going to do? He couldn�t go back to his apartment. Not now�not after what had happened. Goten frowned and bit the inside of his lip to keep himself from letting out a sob as the memories of what had just previously happened came flooding back, invading his mind. Almost as if they were haunting him� Trunks and Goten had decided to have a little celebration for for their college�s summer vacation�In their own way. It was about 8:30 p.m. and they had just gotten home� ~*~ Trunks wouldn�t remove his lips from Goten�s as he pushed them passed the bedroom door, not even bothering to turn on the light or close the door again. Trunks pushed Goten against the wall by his shoulders, holding his firmly in place as their tongues wrestled with eachother. Goten had his hand wrapped around Trunks� side and was rubbing his back up and down. Their breathing was getting heavier and Goten felt Trunks� arousal against his lower stomach as Trunks pressed himself against his smaller lover. Goten heard himself moan into the kiss, then Trunks� hands were moving down his biceps, down to his hips and finally stopping as they cupped Goten�s ass. Goten wrapped his arms tightly around Trunks� broad shoulders as Trunks picked him up, holding hi by his buttocks and Goten wrapped his legs around Trunks� to keep himself from dropping. Still not breaking their passionate tongue kiss, trunks moved them to their large, king-sized bed. He leaned down as he gently lay Goten down on the bed, then finally broke the kiss as he stood upright, breathing ruggedly as reached over to turn the bed-side lamp on. Goten sat up in the bed and scooted over to the middle so Trunks could get on. Trunks did, getting on top of the bed with his knees, so he was kneeling above Goten. He leaned down to the cute face below him and captured the soft, delicate lips with his own. Trunks� hands went to the collar of Goten�s jacket, and started to slowly pull it down and off of Goten�s shoulders; But Goten broke the kiss before Trunks could get very far. ��Trunks?� Goten breathed out, looking up at his dominant lover. Trunks leaned down to kiss along Goten�s jaw line, moving his hands to cup Goten�s face, and Goten subconsciously moved his head back for Trunks. ��Yeah?� Trunks asked, now looking at Goten. Goten swallowed, then looked at Trunks. The two were still breathing hard; almost panting and their eyes exposed the lust they were feeling. ��Do�� Goten began, almost nervously, ��do you think maybe�I�I could be ontop this time?� ~*~ Goten breathed in sharply and grabbed his beer, quickly taking a few large gulps from the glass, until there was nothing but a few drops left. Goten put the glass back down and winced at the large amount of beer he had just chugged. This was Goten�s third glass that night. He wasn�t normally one to abuse alcohol like this- he hardly ever drank. Infact, he didn�t even *like* beer. But right now, he didn�t care. �Another glass, please,� Goten�s husky voice came, as he pushed the glass to the end of the bar to the bar tender. �Sure thing,� The blond, big breasted bar tender smiled. She put down the cloth she was using to dry glasses with and grabbed Goten�s glass, moving with a sway of her hips somewhere off to the side. Goten didn�t watch her. He just looked down, trying hard not to think or care about what had happened. A few seconds later and the bar tender returned, putting a fresh, full glass of frosty beer in front of Goten. �I�ll have the same,� Goten heard an unfamiliar voice come from behind him. He turned his head to look up to see a young man, probably a couple of years older than him, come to sit down on the stool beside Goten. He was attractive, Goten thought as he looked him over. Short brown hair; slim, muscular build; and just a sexy face. Goten looked back in front of himself to stare at nothing, planning to continue his musings. The bar tender left then returned again with another full glass for the stranger. The guy took a sip from his beer then looked at Goten. �Hey buddy, the weight of the world crush your sprit?� he asked, grinning. Goten looked up at him, then sighed. �You could say that.� Goten replied, then took a sip from his own beer. He could feel himself begin to get slightly woozy with the beer; but just slightly. The unnamed guy frowned at Goten after hearing his voice, �Hey, I know you� I think we go to the same college�aren�t you in my biology class? Yeah, I�ve seen you around, right?� he grinned. Goten looked at him, he didn�t really look familiar�but then again, when was the last time he paid attention to anything in biology? �Yeah, that�s right.� �Hi,� the guy said, �I�m Jerek.� He said, extending a flat palm out to Goten and smiling. Goten blinked, then took his hand into a shake. �Goten.� He said, putting on a small smile. They both took their hands back to themselves. �I�ve never seen you here before.� Jerek stated, then again sipped his beer. �I haven�t really come her before. I�m not really a drinker. Except for tonight. This is my fourth glass.� Goten said and took another sip. Jerek blinked at Goten. �So what happened?� Jerek asked and Goten looked at him, �To make you drink four glasses?� Goten looked down and let out a shaky breath. ~*~ Trunks starred down at Goten as Goten looked back up expectantly. Trunks blinked, not sure if he had heard correctly. ��What?� Goten smiled a little then looked away from Trunks� eyes. �Well, I just thought that we could try something different�� Trunks frowned and leaned back away from Goten. �You�re not being serious, are you?� Trunks asked as if Goten were crazy. Goten looked up at Trunks, his lips slightly apart. �Well, I just thought�since we�re celebrating and all-� �You are serious�?!?!� Trunks cut Goten off, looking shocked. Goten frowned slightly at Trunks, disbelieving that he could be so inconsiderate. Trunks shook his head, �C�mon Goten, don�t be like that.� �Like What?!� Goten demanded, getting up from the bed to stand, suddenly not liking that he was positioned below Trunks. Trunks stood up aswell and bit the inside of his lip, annoyed. �Come on, Goten! I�m always on the top and that�s how it should be.� Goten�s eyes went wide, �*Should* be? Why? You always get to be ontop! One time won�t hurt�� �Goten! *I�m* on top! And that�s how it is, me, the dominant one-� �Right! And it�s been like that our whole lives! You! The dominant one! *You* the one who makes all the decisions! *You* who tells me what to do! *You* who gets to be ontop�� �That�s right! And that�s the way it�s going to stay-� �But why?!� Goten shouted, a pleading look on his face. �Because Goten. Because I�m bigger, older and stronger! You�re the weaker one�!� �Weaker?� �That�s right! Weaker! And not only in strength! You need someone to tell you what to do! To be on top! To dominate you! You need me Goten!� Goten looked utterly shocked. His mouth was gapped and his eyes were wide. ��*Need* you�??� �Yes! *Need* me! I�m the only person you�ve ever been with and ever will; because Goten, you are weak. You couldn�t be with any one else, and you are with me; so you stay on the bottom.� Trunks commanded. Goten swallowed. He began to feel tears sting the back of his eyes, threatening to fall. But Goten forced them back. He wasn�t about to show any more weakness like he has apparently his whole life. Not now. Trunks was looking at him, breathing hardly this time from anger. Goten inhaled sharply, then quickly turned around, leaving the room. He almost ran to the front door, opening it, he quickly stepped outside the apartment and slammed the door behind him, almost breaking it and the whole wall down. Goten ran. He ran out of the apartment building and jumped into the night sky. He flew with great speed and let his tears run down his cheeks, trying to chock back sobs. ��Bastard,� Goten whispered. He had to go somewhere�do something. He needed to stop his mind from thinking. Maybe a pub and some alcohol�? ~*~ �Ahh, you don�t want to hear my troubles,� Goten said, and took a large gulp of his beer. Jerek looked at Goten, studying his distraught look. He was upset about something that was on his mind. And whatever it was, it was getting him drunk. Maybe that was a good thing� �Sure I do,� Jerek said, �it doesn�t seem like either of us has anything better to do.� �Goten looked at Jerek. Now that he thought about it, Goten did, for some reason, have an urge to tell a complete stranger what was bothering him. Goten shook his head, �I-Its nothing. He�s not important anymore.� Jerek got an amused look in his eyes, �He, huh? Are you-� �Bi.� Goten finished for him. Jerek nodded. �Did he cheat on you?� �He�s a jerk,� Goten said, �I don�t care if I ever saw him again.� �Is that so? Well, you seem pretty upset about it. Didn�t you say you don�t normally drink? Goten looked up at Jerek, then let out a defeated sigh. �So what�d he do?� Jerek suddenly asked, intrigued to know. Goten bit his lip, �He�we kind of had a fight.� Goten explained, and Jerek raised his eyebrows, �He made me feel bad, really low.� �What were you fighting about?� �Sex.� Goten said neutrally. Jerek�s eyes suddenly went wide and Goten chuckled a little. Jerek grinned. But Goten�s smile turned into a frown once again and he took another sip of his drink. �I asked if I could be ontop for once. The first time I�ve ever asked. He kind of went psycho after that.� �He didn�t want you to be on top?� Jerek asked. Goten shook his head. �and you never have?� Goten shook his head again. �How long have you two been together?� �Two years. Ever since I was sixteen.� Jerek�s eyes went wide. �That long, huh? You two must have been pretty serious.� �Not any more.� �And he never let you on top that whole time?� �Nope. He wanted dominance over me. �Bastard.� Goten looked down, �he said I was weak, that I couldn�t be with any one else.� Jerek sniffed, looking Goten over. As soon as he saw the younger boy, he was attracted to him. //When they�re distraught and practically drunk just makes it a lot easier�// �Well, you shouldn�t let him push you around like that.� Goten looked at him and Jerek smirked. Goten frowned. There was something not right about that smirk�it just screamed Vegeta. �You don�t need him,� Jerek said, and leaned in closer to Goten. �What�s say we rent one of the pub�s hotel rooms?� he purred. Goten looked at him wide eyed. �I-I don�t think I could-� �Don�t worry,� Jerek assured, �we don�t have to get personal. Just a one-nighter thing.� Goten blinked, thinking over what Jerek was offering him. He was a seriously hot guy�but�he wasn�t Trunks� Despite that Goten hated Trunks� guts more than anything right now, he still was the only person Goten had ever been with�so maybe he *did* need this� He didn�t need to be tied down by Trunks his whole life! He�s had that enough� he could prove to Trunks, Shove it in his face that he was very much capable of being with other people. But Goten still held a little doubt. Was he ready�? �I�I don�t know.� Goten said, looking down. Jerek sighed, �Look, this doesn�t have to be how it is for you with that jerk�whats his name?� �Trunks.� �Trunks. This can be fair. We can both be on top,� Jerek smirked. He looked in Goten�s eyes, who was still seeming unsure. �You�re the type of guy who doesn�t lie, am I right? I can tell. But it�s probably hard to find other people like that; so I�ll tell ya what. I�ll let you go first,� Jerek looked at Goten, who looked back at him, thinking. Jerek leaned forward so his lips were close to Goten�s ear, �or do you want to be submissive to Trunks your whole life?� he whispered, then pulled back to look at Goten. Goten looked at him, almost shocked. He looked at his drink, then, taking a deep breath, gulped the rest down. Putting the empty glass back on the bar, he pulled a few money notes from his pocket and set it near the glass. �Lets go.� Goten said, getting up. Jerek grinned. |