Reluctance

Reluctance:
Warning: this is a yaoi(Male/Male)fic. The pairing is Goten and Trunks. It contains a bit of lemon. so, apart from that, enjoy!
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Goten felt a weight dip the matress beside him and then the blanket being pulled from over him, although not all the way off, just enough to cover both bodies. Goten didn't turn; nor did he move. He just stayed still, lying on his side facing away from his lover.
He felt strong arms wrap themselves around his torso and his body being pressed against the other. Goten let his eyes drop closed at the warm heat radiating from the other body, and fought the urge to snuggle closer. He just stayed still.

Goten felt a warm breath on the back of his neck then soft kisses being trailed along his neck and shoulder.
"Where have you been today?" Trunks asked Goten, then continued his soft kisses.
Goten opened his mouth to answer but found nothing would come out. The time was comming. He had to tell Trunks about what he did today, and what he had found out.

"Are you feeling better?" Trunks asked, confused as to why goten wasnt responding. Goten hadnt been feeling, well...100% lately, so Trunks got him to go see Bulma and CC's med lab dismorning to find out if he were sick or something...But that should have only taken no more than a few hours...or so Trunks thought.
Trunks raised his head to try and look at Goten's face.
"Goten?" Trunks asked, concerned.

Goten sighed and turned to lie face-up, looking at Trunks. Trunks frowned when he looked down at goten, he seemed to be distraught about something.
"Whats wrong?" Trunks asked, moving to lie above Goten. He reached out his hand to caress Goten's cheek. Goten moved into the touch but looked away.

Trunks was confused, what was wrong? He then got a very disturbing thought in his head and he looked into his young lover's eyes, hand on his cheek.
"Goten, did something happen when Mom looked you over today?" Trunks asked cautiously.
Goten still didnt look into Trunks' eyes, but nodded. Trunks could see that Gotens eyes where getting wetter than usual.
"A--Are you...Sick?" Trunks asked fearfully.
"Kind of." Goten answered in a very low voice, almost a whisper. He couldn't keep delaying this. But how was he meant to tell Trunks? His lover, his love, his life. He wouln't be able to handle it if Trunks left him...or maybe he would react even worse...//Dende! WHY ME!?!?!?!//

Trunks rubbed Goten's cheek, really worried. Goten was hardly; if ever like this. It had to be something serious. Trunks felt his chest tighten at the thought of something bad happening to his Goten. He loved him too much.

"Please dont hate me." Goten whispered a tear running down his face. He still wasn't looking at Trunks. He couldn't bare to look at him right now.

Okay...now Trunks was confused. He gently rubbed the tear away with his thumb and kissed Goten's cheek where the wet trail had been left, before passionatley kissing Goten on the lips, one hand cupping his face. Goten greatfully kissed back.
Trunks broke the kiss to looked at Goten, stroking his raven hair.
"Nothing or no one in this world or universe could make me hate you, Goten Son." Trunks said. Goten finally looked at Trunks; his voice was so full of love, reassurance and truth.
Goten suddenly wrapped his arms around Trunks and hugged him tight. "I love you," he said into Trunks' hair.
Trunks hugged him back, "I love you too. always." he said, rubbing Gotens back.
After a few more seconds, Goten pulled away and sat back so he was leaning against the bed head. Trunks sat up infront of Goten, rubbing Gotens leg and smilling at him. Goten looked away again.
"I have something to tell you." Goten said quietly.
Trunks gently squeezed Goten's leg, signaling for him to continue.

Goten sighed. It was now or never.

"When I told Bulma today, That i was feeling sick, you know, with the stomach pains and all, she just did the regular tests and stuff. But she couldn't find anything wrong. That didn't explain why my abdomen was still hurting, so she did some more advanced tests..." Goten trailed off.
Trunks leaned forward and put both his hands on Goten's biceps, kissing him on his forehead before leaning his own on Goten's. Trunks held Goten's face and looked at him. He was really worried that something was wrong with Goten.

"Go on," Trunks reassured. Goten looked down and continued.
"The more advanced tests showed something...unusual. So she triple checked. But they all resulted the same thing. So then she decided to do some exames on Vegeta and Dad to see if it was a...Saiyan thing. It is. It's not possible for Human males...but for Saiyans it is. Then Bulma checked Gohan and the files from your last check-up. You and Gohan didn't inherit it. I did."

Trunks frowned, what was Goten talking about? Goten looked as if he were about to burst into tears. Trunks lovingly hugged Goten and Goten leaned into the stronger demi-Saiyans embrace.
"It's okay Goten, you can tell me." Trunks soothingly whispered.
"Trunks," Goten said, pulling away to look into Trunks' eyes, "...I'm pregnant." Goten said, putting a hand on his stomach.

Trunks just starred at Goten for a few seconds, trying to obsorb what his lover had just said.
"W--What?" Trunks finally managed, letting go of Goten. He thought he was in shock.
Goten looked down, feeling ashamed. Trunks had let go of him, and Goten took that as a bad sighn. Goten was right, Trunks wouldn't want to ever see him again.
Goten let silent tears stream down the sides of his face, "I'm sorry," he whispered.

Trunks still starred at Goten wide-eyed. Was he serious? But how?!
"A--Are you joking?" Trunks asked, Shocked.
Goten felt a bit of rage build up, How could he think this was a joke? Was Goten just a joke to him? But Goten quickly pushed those feelings and thoughts aside. He probably would have acted the same way. He knew Trunks loved him...didn't he?

Trunks looked away. Was this a good thing, or a bad thing? This could screw up everything...
Trunks didnt go much further with that thought when he felt a trembling body next to him. Then basically for the first time, he realized it was Goten who had said those words. Goten, his one and only. Poor Goten was the one with a baby inside of him. he must be going through hell. He was probably totally confussed and scared; I mean, he's a guy...and hes pregnant. Its bad enough for women.
As Trunks looked at Goten, another thought suddenly struck him. A Baby. They were gonna have a baby....a child. Toghether. Trunks still had quite a few unanswered questions, but didn't care right then. He just felt happy. An overwhelming joy rushed through his body and mind, and he almost shivered. This wasn't a bad thig...this was a GREAT thing! Trunks, and the only one he truley loved, his precious Goten, were gonna be a family.

Trunks suddenly remembered the trembling Goten and cursed himself for forgetting him. He quickly hugged Goten and held on. Goten hugged back and leaned his head on Trunks' chest, crying.
"I'm sorry..." Goten sobbed. Trunks hugged Goten tighter.
"For what?" Trunks asked, "You can't be sorry when a miracle happens." Trunks said, smiling. Goten pulled back to look up at Trunks. Trunks smiled at his wet face and damp eyes.
"But--I thought yo--you mean...?" Goten stuttered.
Trunks smiled, "Yes Goten, I want this to happen," Trunks leaned down to kiss Gotens forehead. Goten just starred up at Trunks in shock.

"Y--You really mean it? Your not...just saying that?" the disbelieving Goten asked.
Trunks hugged Goten again, then pulled back to look into his younger lover's face, "I mean it. This could be the greatest thing that ever happened, Goten! I mean, you...me...a baby! Wow! Goten....Im not mad, I dont hate you or the fact that your pregnant. I mean, It is a little confussing...but I don't care! Goten, I love you. And I'm gonna love our Baby aswell. I already do." Trunks said, putting a hand on Goten's exposed stomach.

Goten wrapped his arms around Trunks again, "I love you I love you I love you I love you!" Goten said.
"I love you, too, Goten Son." Trunks chuckled, rubbing Goten's back.
Goten pulled away and looked into Trunk's eyes...Those deep, blue orbs that right now were showing so much emotion; love.

"Thank you." Goten whispered, looking down. Trunks kissed him on the lips.
"Im actually looking forward to seeing you big-bellied and bare-footed." Trunks mocked, putting his hand over Goten's still slim and muscled abdomen, Rubbing it slightly in an up and down motion. Goten smiled, putting his hand over Trunks'.

Trunks leaned his face down, and with his free hand, gently moved Gotens hand off of his and kissed his palm. He them placed both hands on Goten's sides and placed small kisses along his abdomen, then leaned the side of his face gently on Goten's stomach.
Goten smiled and smoothed his fingers though Trunks' so soft hair.

"Thank you Trunks. Goten said in a low tone, "You have no idea how much this means to me. I could have never gotten through this by myself."
Trunks sat up and kissed Goten on the lips again, Cupping his face in his hands.

"Well then lets get through this together."

END! how'd you like it? i know its sappy and all, but i just really wanted to write this.
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