04.11.00   7:11pm
   I'm so stressed out ..this weekend was HELL. My parents were argueing the whole time non-stop. My mom left to her husbands  house..hehe doesn't that sound kookoo?my parents are divorced but my mom  lives here with her X (my dad) and me. She's remarried and everything but she stays here at the house with us because I can't go move with her and Edwin cuz he lives  in a tiny one
bedroom apartment. He's trying to get a job in Orlando and supposedly we're all going to move over there and be a happy little family away from my psycho dad.. yeah right..  I don't even know him , I don't care to know him right now either. I dunno if I'm just being selfish..I know my mom loves him and he's good to her and stuff but I don't want to deal with him right now like get to know him and and be all friendly with him like my mom wants me to be. I just need to get away
for awhile. I'm not ready for all of that now. Maybe in a few months
or something is that too much to ask? I don't  like to be rushed into things..bleh
  I talked to my seester last night they are coming May 28 when
Ashley and Kristen get out of school:)  She's 7 months already her belly is huge hehe.. I'm happy for her  she finally found someone who treats her good even
if he is a red..hehe They are coming to pick me up and I'm going to stay over
there for a few months and help out with the beba.I hope its a boy :p
ughh..I'm so bored I'd  like to get out of here for a few days. But I have no
where  to go.. so I'll just put on "Be Quiet and Drive" again n sit  here like a tard sumore :D I'm definatly not going to Livestock ..it's just not going to happen :(
But I'm going to Ozzfest at least but that's so far away from now like months away..