5.09.00 1:47am
  i feel so overwhelmed w/problems there are so many things happening to me at once..we got back from jacksonville around 9pm cuz pop got lost for 2 hours ugh... it felt like it was never going to end  all u see is trees and treess and treeess ahhhhhh.... then it started raining and we were stuck in traffic forever .. i hope pops gets that job over there..i don't know what to think about mom though.. i wish she would make up her mind about who she wants to be with either edwin
or my dad she can't keep jumping from one house to the other  it's just too much!
i bet that if we move over there in like a week she'll be calling edwin and he is going to  eventually find out where we live and it's gunnu be the same shit all
over again.. i wonder why she even married him in the first place if she says she doesn't love him..i feel empty inside i dont know why.. or maybe i do..  i'm so fucking sick of everything.. *SIGH*
buzz is sick too :( he can barely move.. we can't take him to the vet cuz it's too much money and  right now we dont have any..i called his vet and he said to give him asprin and keep him on a leash so he can't move around at all cuz it makes it worse. i hope he gets better :l  well there's nothin else to say...