Me

Swirls of color, fabric of silk,
Breakfast as simple as cornflakes and milk,
Occult fascinates and horror chills,
Just a teenager finding some thrills.
Beaches of white, oceans of blue,
The love of my life and it is true.
Nature and music entwine as one,
Homework and papers and books never done.
Friends misunderstand; that is what I can't stand.
Why don't they take me as I am?
I rebel but with a cause,
To change all within me that is flawed.
Understand me; it's not very hard,
Emotions play a very big part.
Thoughts of mine fly like colors in time,
Sing songs of harmony that fall in rhyme.
Try to understand me is all I ask,
Try to understand me and this, too, shall pass.

--Wanda Marie Goh Jen Jen

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Stone By Stone

I have a wall you cannot see
Because it's deep inside of me.
It blocks my heart on every side
And helps emotions there to hide.
You can't reach in,
I can't reach out.
You wonder what it's all about.

The wall I built that you can't see
Results from insecurity.
Each time my tender heart was hurt
The scars within grew worse and worse.
So stone by stone
I built a wall
That's now so think it will not fall.

Please understand that it's not your,
Continue trying to break through.
I want so much to show myself,
And love from you will really help.
So bit by bit
Chip at my wall,
Till stone by stone it starts to fall.

I know the process will be slow,
It's never easy to let go
Of hurts and failures long ingrained
Upon one's heart from years of pain.
I'm so afraid
To let you in.
I know I might get hurt again.

I try so hard to break the wall,
But seem to get nowhere at all.
For stone upon each stone I've stacked,
And left between them not a crack.
The only way
To make it fall
Are imperfections in the wall.

I did the best I could to build
A perfect wall, but there are still
A few small flaws, which are the key
To breaking through the wall, to me.
Please use each flaw
To cause a crack,
To knock a stone off of the stack.

For just a stone by stone was laid
With every hurt, with every pain;
So stone by stone the wall will break,
Please be the one
Who care enough
To find the flaws, no matter what.

--Rachel N. Bentley

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