::]CREDITS[::All these poems... Thoughts or what have you.. have been written by me... with the exception of The Fable.. the author is unknown but i really like it... and "Wish I Wasnt Here" which was written by my best friend Kinda Mounteer. all poems are how i felt at that specific time in my life and is not nessicarily how i feel now....WILL B ADDING MORE

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    ::]1998-1999[::

    ::]Plan B[::
    I be Lonely at times and i think of you, But me and you? we aint true. Altho we arnt thro. I got a plan B... And i still think of you. But, For real we aint meant to b

    ::]BROKEN HEARTED[::
    I want us to b close.. So i keep tryin, Becuz to you i gave my heart... But over and over you tear it apart

    ::]Love me today[::
    You say you will love me today... But will you love me tomorrow. If not spare my heart today.. So tomorrow im not left in heartache and sarrow

    ::]Extasy[::
    We settin here.. you and me. tell me whats your fantasy?.. i'll make all your dreams come true.. i'll be forever satisfyin' you. whenever you need me. ill b forever there, boo. in extasy is where we'll b... cuz you are all i need

    ::]Untitled[::
    Sometimes i miss you so, But you'll never know. Cuz you Don't love me anymore.. I shudda known, I foretold. Now thougths of you just memories and time wont forget what you meant to me.

    ::]Is It Worth It?[::
    When we broke up, i was sad.. Now its been over a year.. and im over you. When i started looking for someone new. I never knew it would b so hardAll i see is players and i gotta keep up on my game. i try so hard to give you my trust.. but i never do becuz you always let me down and i wonder if its worth it?

    ::]Untitled[::
    You took something away that was precious to me.. my virginity. Then you left me, I only have memories. Now i'm crying.. spending my nights wishing you would come back to me. So we could b loving each other for eternity. Why did you have to say forever. when you knew it would b never again.

    ::]Blind Love[::
    Sometimes i lay awake, crying and wondering why.. I love you so much and you never loved me back. you said you loved me, you said you cared.. But you were never there. I Spent all my time thinkin of you, Loving you... Not doing all the things i was suppose to do. I wanted us to b together for az long az we cud. But you never treated me like you should. you said you would change over and over... but you never did and we were too soon over. even tho i loved you with all my heart. It jus wasnt enuff, you never cared enuff. Now we are thro and i still care about you.. and i wish the best for you. even tho we are apart, i still wanna b with you... i do nothing but think of you.. i never cared for neone more.

    ::]Sometimes I need 2 Front[::
    Stuck, Trying to keep it real... forever real. Trying not to ever stress nuthin. Now its hard to ever feel. Coming correct. Being a b*tch in everyway to everyone thats in my business. Being real. Keeping true.. Trying to b closer to you, Boo. Sometimes it seems as tho everyone wants to push me down, Keep me down.. Never let me b who i want to b. a B*tch is all i can b, to protect me.. Sometimes i need to front, But i'll Keep it tru When i got to. Forever true.. Forever real. But sometimes i need to front and b that b*tch ive always been.
    ::]2000-2001[::

    ::]Time[::
    I feel I'm a bad person, That i dont give enough. I feel im useless in this world of pain.. that i dont feel enough. I'm cold hearted, Don't give a f*ck, I feel guilty for all of that. I need time. time to improve... time to b a better person. i wish there was more time for me and everyone. I dont want to die alone. i wish i had someone. life isnt easy.. seeing youself and everyone else dying is harder. But most are comforted by love from another.

    ::]Wish I Wasn't Here[::
    All the stress and confusion... I dont know where to go or what i'm doing. Constant yelling, screaming and crying. Sometimes i wish i was somewhere flying off a building or a bridge striaght to the ground... Wondering what it is or isnt that i havnt found. and sometimes i wish i wasnt even born, or to die.. so they can morn. I'm tired of listening and having to deal with all this sh*t. I feel like im the one who needs to b hit. But its not me, Its them. I cant tell how or even when but it will b soon.... Under the whitest moon. I will show them all. I will work my way up and never fall.

    ::]Never Take Your Love[::
    I Love you more and more each day... and i can say that i will love you always, forever and today. I love you with all my heart and the day you take your love away, it will tear me apart. I wont wanna b with out you bcuz i havnt loved anyone as much as you

    ::]Every Tear[::
    With every tear.. My river grows. I'm in love with you.. and i can't let it go. I try so hard but never succeed. I've tried to love others.. But its you i need. I Love You

    ::]Until i met you[::
    Never had my eyes seen so much pain, Until i met you. Never had my heart felt so empty, Until i met you. You made me belive its all bad and if its good it wont last long... Like when i met you. I gave up hope on everything and everyone when i met you. I'll never trust again becuz of you. I'm pregnant and now i wish i would of never f*cking met you.

    ::]Untitled[::
    Love hurts, It hurts more knowing im in love with someone who will never love me back. I thought i loved before, But now i relize.. It never was I look at it all, Everythang ive been through and to know that i've only loved once But he never felt the same It hurt so much, becuz i knew we were meant to be, But Because of things will never be.

    ::]Untitled[::
    I've been down this road before, But with you i always wanted more.. Only one i didnt mind all the habits, Wish i never met you.. I know i lost you along time ago. How could i love you when i know you don't?

    ::]Another Lie[::
    You could tell me, I'm the type you could Marry.. It would be just another lie. I could say "NO".. Just another lie. You could say "Your baby you wanted me to carry", It would be just another lie. I could tell you "Your not my heart".. Just another lie. You could say "You will always be there", It would be just another lie. All the lies you told.. All the dreams you sold.. Now i cant even cry.

    ::]Untitled[::
    I've always belived in you. even at the smallest accomplishment, was proud of you... i never expressed this to you... you always did things i felt were mean and f**ked with my self esteem

    ::]Happily Ever After[::
    2 Begin how we end.. M*** and Milky live happily ever after with a million g'z. He steady buying me things. when the feelings first started he said "i have a bitch, please." Now he acting all cute with kisses and hugs. i know he just tryna tease. sell me dreams of havin everything. however he want it, he got it.. knows how to flaunt it.. how to make me want it.

    ::]Untitled[::
    When i first saw you, i thought you were so sexy... Then when i met you i though this is someone i could spend days with and not even care. I remember the day u asked me "will you b mine?" I told you i was so in to you, and you told me some of the sweetest lies... Four months later, been broke up.. my heart been thro too much.. you said "I dont like you like that." how could it b? now i jus wish it would leave, but it wont.
    ::]2002-2003(and others)[::
    ::]Ahwile[::
    Its been awhile... since i mentioned this and its been awhile... since i felt the way i did but i cant swallow my pride and tell you all this altho i kno im not right for you, sometimes i sit and reminisce but in our hearts we both know we are suppose to mayb not as your girl... but as your friend i have your seed, he is my heart i want you there to be his dad and as you used to be... one of my best friends

    ::]The Fable(author unknown)[::
    Once apon a time there lived a little girl She slept in a lovely little cottage made of Ginger bread and candy One morning she woke up and the candy had mold on it. Her father blew her a kiss and the house fell down. She relized she was lost She found herself wolking down a crowded street But the people were made of paper, Like paper dolls She blew everyone a kiss good bye and watched as they blew away.
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