I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rhines
But the lack thereof
Would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt
Turn it inside out
Find nothing but faith in nothing
Want to put my tender heart it in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
I burn burn like a wicker cabinet
Chalk white and oh so frail
I see our time has gotten stale
The tick tock of the clock is painful.
All sane and logical
I want to tear it off the wall
I hear words and clips and phrases
I think sick like ginger ale.
My stomach turns and I exhale.
So Cal is where my mind states
But it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly sad as you.
Or am I oragami folded up and just pretend
Demented as the motives in your head
I alone am the one you don't know
You need me take heed feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes close
Sink when you get close
Tie me to the bedpost