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MIKE

Everytime I think of you, you make me think of the bad times that you helped me through,
I want to say thanks for being there, but the times I need you most is the times that you just can't be with me.
It's been so hard this past year to live a normal life.  Everyone expects me to go on with my life, but I can't live without you.
I love you so much it hurts.

I would like to go and see you up the cemetery everday like mum does,
but I feel closer to you at home, I hope you can understand that.
Mum and Dad miss you so much that I can't describe it.
I want you to know that we will always love you and miss you.

The wish I wish for most is that I could go back in time and change everything that has happened.
I read my horoscope a few weeks ago and it said my lucky day was Wednesday, but I don't believe it because that was the day you had your accident.
When you died you took a part of my heart with you, because I will always be with you. I remember the day Mum and Dad told me that you had died. My heart was broken as it is now.  I also remember that I asked Dad if I could bring your South Park posters up the hospital, but he said no because there was no need to.

My first thought was that things were starting to get better and that you would be allowed home soon, then I looked at Dad and saw a man who didn't look like he was about to tell me some good news.  I realised you had died.  I had to try very very hard to stop myself crying.
When we got to the waiting room, Dad began to cry, Mum began to cry and so did I.  I tried to tell them that they didn't have to tell me that you were dead because I had already worked it out, but I couldn't.
I didn't want to put them through any more pain, but now I realise they would have gone through the same amount of pain, if they told me or not.

Wherever you are now. I hope you are happy, and you know that I will love you to the end of time.


ALL MY LOVE
YOUR LITTLE 'SIS'
Katie   (I miss you loads).
For my Brother Mike
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