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| OUR ANGEL MICHAEL |
| IN LOVING MEMORY OF MICHAEL |
| What A Grieving Mother Really Thinks.......... Hello old friend, Oh yes you know, I lost my child a while ago, No, no please don`t look away, And change the subject. I`ts ok, You see at first I couldn`t feel, It took so long, but now it`s real. I hurt so much inside you see, I need to talk. Come sit with me? You see, I was numb for so very long, And people said, my, she is so strong. They did not knowI couldn`t feel, my broken heart made it all unreal. But then one day, as I awoke, I clutched my chest, began to choke, Such a scream, such a wail, broke from me. My child! My child! The horror of reality. But everyone has moved on, you see, Everyone except for me. Now, when I need friends the most of all, Between us there now stands a wall, My pain is more than they can bear, When I mention my child, I see their blank stare, But I thought you were over it, their eyes seem to say, No, no, I can`t listen to this, not today, So I smile and pretend, and say, Oh I`m ok. But inside I am crying, as I turn away. And so my old friend, I shall paint on a smile, As I have from the start. You never knowing all the while, All I`ve just said to you in my heart. |
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