Are you still there
Do you still care about me?
You may not know
I may not show feelings well
Time to come clean
This side of me needs to tell
About a love
Who comes above everything
All these songs I write
Everything in sight
All my dreams at night
Are about her
Everything we do
When I am with you
Takes myself back to
Time with her
I have the hardest time
Living this big lie
When all I want in life
Is someone like you
But I hold myself back
Security I lack
Because I have a knack
For hurting you
This might be
The last time that we talk
You just might
Get up the nerve to walk
I don't want
To lose you in my life
But my mind
Fucked things up this ain't right
All these songs I write
Everything in sight
All my dreams at night
Are about her
Everything we do
When I am with you
Takes myself back to
Time with her
I have the hardest time
Living this big lie
When all I want in life
Is someone like you
But I hold myself back
Security I lack
Because I have a knack
For hurting you
Please forgive me
My feelings for you are so strong
But I'm held back
By a long lost love
I wish I could
Block this all out and live my life
But it always will be with me
Until I die, goodbye