Of my sickness…

My pain

One day I will tell the world how I feel…

How I love…

One day I will tell the world I wish he loved me…

One day I will tell the world I wish my pain would all go away…

One day I will tell the world how much I care…

One day I will do all that…

But for now I will sit here longing to be loved…

Knowing how much I love him…

Bearing my ill sickness by myself…

One day you will all know how I feel…

Today is not that day…

Today is just a day

A day where feelings will be hidden..

A day where a girls heart will be broken

A day where I will sit here… thinking of him

With out a passing glance,

The boy of my dreams will pass me by…

All because I just won’t let it out…