| cyberian LEE |
| Players |
| Tracking and defining ME |
| Tips |
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| WATCH the passing posts and talk to otehrs who seem to wait Ask the right questions of the right people. TRUST your instincts. IF something doesn't FEEL right is usually isn't. PLAYERS are accomplished liars.. they lie even to themselves. TRACE ip addresses of posts to confirm YOU can sit where you know he/she is as "another" chat person and see what they do. The law would call this entrapment but sometimes one must face and try trust. THERE is one I loathe because I found myself resorting to this to verify. HE led me into becoming that which I despise. I know these things because I have been them There are more tools one can use but I shall not list them here. I DO know them all. DO NOT be afraid to face the truth CONFRONT the shit and walk away REMEMBER this does not reflect on your value as a person - this reflects on the predatory nature of some of mankind. This fact is no secret. They are everywhere. ONE does survive betrayal. ONE can and does find in the deepest darkest times the most exquisite beauty |
| Characterised by low self esteem...and an insecure constant need to feed an ego based on something outside oneself with constant conquests.... chronically unfaithful, having no value for the true reality and beauty of love built in the small things.... adrenalin junkies so uncertain of their own value that they seek always NEW people to see them and love them NOT as they are but only as they would wish to be. relationships are shallow and selfish, and structured to suit the player.... They have intellect, charm and wit... appear to care and have developed the ability to listen as long as they do not need to give greatly of themselves. They expose themselves when you ask them to meet you part way... LOVE is in the doing not in the speaking. IN this world talk is cheap... DOING and BEING shows a souls' true value in any world. ALWAYS whisper (Who else are the whispering to at the same time) LONG SILENCES between posts, with no possible reason RESIST being open about your closeness, want it kept secret and have all the "best" reasons; this world ( of course) is full of those who attack and destroy happiness ..desire to protect.. CONTACT limited to when they show up |
| The Breed |
| Signs |
| How to Trap a Cheat |
| Surviving |
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| here in the city just endless greys no rest, no silence, as you fade away I try to find you in all my dreams Lost illusion, never as it seems... |
| now time stands just frozen I feel so helpless, I am in too deep I tried to find you down all my days holding out your silence to keep forevermore... |