It was easier to lie,

And hide the hurt and emptiness,

To smile instead of cry.

I didn't want to face the fact,

That my life is full of pain,

And I long to stop my bleeding heart,

And maybe smile again,

'Cause I feel so forgotten,

So betrayed...

So alone...

Without a trace of forgiveness,

And no soul to call my own.

I didn't want to face the fact,

That I can not spread my wings,

And my happiness has melted,

Into tears and other thing.

It's so hard for me to hide the fact,

That my wishes have no home,

Instead they reutrn to anguish,

Making me bow my head,

And cry...alone