I know I may be young being a high school freshman and all, but I don't think that I'm too young to fall in Love. Love is my description for my feelings that I have for someone that I care deeply for. At first, I couldn't care less if he came to school everyday, I just thought he was some cute guy sitting quietly in the corner, but as weeks passed, I just couldn't stop noticing him. I thought it was just a simple little thing, but it grew into more. I had realized I liked him. At this time, I still liked my boyfriend, but I knew I also liked this guy (which i shall remain nameless) and I wasn't going to let it get to me. I always tried to let him know I liked him, but he always walked too fast and I could never build up the nerve to talk to him. As I walked to school, I found myself smiling, but I didnt know why. When I got to first period, I was having a fine morning, But later on in the afternoon, I had found out some secrets about my boyfriend, I broke up with him that afternoon and from then on, I hated all guys. I thought that i didnt have anymore feelings for that guy in the corner anymore.
One Morning, I came to school very miserable, I looked at all guys automatically thinking "I hate him", but when I looked at the shy guy in the corner, i thought to myself "why dont i hate him?".
I realized I still liked him and my day just turned confusing. Sometime before March First, a few weeks after i realized i liked him, I realized that i love him. When I walked home, I found myself smiling for no reason. I found myself layin in bed staring at the ceiling wondering where he was and what he was doing.
On march first, I had told him that I liked him. I tapped on his shoulder in gym class and he gave me this smile, my face turned red instantly and my knees started shaking. He gave me that sweet smile of his and waved. A few seconds after he left, I colapsed onto the floor. That day was the most amazing day of my life. But later on at night, I found out he had a girlfriend.
We are just friends but I still love him even though he dusn't feel the same for me.
Till This day, I blush or giggle everytime i see him, I'm too nervous to talk to him, but i try and hide it. Even though he dusn't love me in return, I would do anything to see him happy, I love him with all my heart.
(To the guy I love)
I guess in this Story, I just wanted to Tell you, I love you with all my heart, and I always will.
I will love you Forever and a Day.