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My Life - Page-15

At, 30, we took the money that I received from my accident and bought a house in the country. The first year seemed to be going good, then it started all over again, My husband was moody alot and he was losing his temper over every little thing, But this time it was not only with me, but the children also. There were many times he would get upset and throw things at the children or take a swing at them, I would jump in the middle to protect the children, there were many times that I told the children to go to there rooms and lock the door and do not come out until I told them it was ok for them to come out, there were times that I locked myself in the room with the children and did not come out until he either cooled off of left the house. Things were getting worse and I was losing track of times they were happing. I remember one time when my son was running a high fever, he had a fever of 104 and my husband would not take my son to the doctor or the hospital, I had to grab the phone and sneak into the bedroom to call my husbands mother and let her know that my son has a fever of 104 and her son will not take him to the hospital. My husbands mother came over to my house, my husband asked her what she wanted, his mom told my husband to move out of her way that he knew exactly why she was there. I grabbed my son and we were going to take him to the hospital and my husband told me to put him down now, that your not taking that boy anyplace, I looked at my husband and told him, oh yea watch me, and I ran out the back door, around the house and got into the car and locked the door.