Love and Desperation Part 6 Author: Moon Sparkle E-mail: lovablegwen@hotmail.com Rated: PG-13 A crystal tear rolled down the tender cheek of a beautiful young princess. Two pools of golden hair streamed down behind her and nearly touched the ground as she looked at Endymion through hard, tear-filled azure eyes. “You did not listen to me, Serenity.” He said quietly. His ocean blue eyes looked at her sitting form and he almost flinched as his own pain inched into his blood. He detested himself at unimaginable rate for acting like this. His will to run on his sword was becoming awfully great and he thought that if he continued to behave in this harsh fashion, Serenity might do it for him. But, he had to be like this! He had to be strict, harsh and stubborn. Otherwise, Serenity would not take the situation seriously. As he looked at the princess, unbelievable pain clutched his once icy heart. He was making her cry! Never, in all of his almost twenty years of living did he believe that he would be able to cause pain to another, yet feel a greater ache himself. However, he had had much practice in hiding emotions and he was doing a extremely good job of it at that moment. Even Endymion himself was surprised at his own self control. Standing next to the table, he gazed at Serenity who looked at him, trying to read him. “What has gotten into you, Endymion?” she whispered. The prince let out a heavy breath and sat on the cot, next to her. He wondered, did *he* even know what had gotten into him? Was he becoming like his father? God, he hoped not. How he wished to take her delicate figure to hold in his arms and kiss her angelic face until her beautiful eyes closed and she fell asleep against him. But he couldn’t. She did not look up at him, but wiped her eyes with an uneasy hand. Endymion frowned slightly. She seemed so troubled. They had arrived at the tent ten minutes before and the princess had not said a single word. She seemed very befuddled and would not reply Endymion’s strict inquiries, but instead sat down on her cot, situated her delicate hands on her lap and remained quiet. Deciding that austerity was not the best solution to this problem, the prince’s frosty eyes turned ocean blue once more and he settled them on the princess. Not being able to take any more of her wounded appearance, Endymion brought a gentle hand up to her chin and tenderly turned her head to face him. Her irises were filled with warm tears as she looked into his and Endymion felt himself plummet into their magical blue depths as he always did. “Serenity, Love. Please, tell me what happened.” He said, his voice pleading. A flash of shy uncertainty dashed in her sapphire eyes and Endymion frowned. What was wrong? * * * Serenity’s mind battled itself furiously as she struggled to decide if she should tell the Prince of Earth what had happened. She knew, of course, that the logical choice would be to tell him. But, if she did choose to take this particular path, she would seem like a helpless fool for letting herself be dragged into a forest, and cornered by the Silver Millennium’s arch enemy! The princess closed her eyes briefly and swallowed hard. She felt herself tremble, as she had been for the past thirty minutes, and opened her eyes. The mistiness was gone as the tears hid away and Serenity compelled herself to let her stronger side reveal itself. “Beryl is here, Endymion.” She said calmly. Had Serenity been in discrete circumstances, she would have closed her eyes shut and waited for the prince’s outburst. However, there came none. A slight look of surprise crossed Endymion’s features, but swiftly evaporated as he acquired control of his actions. His eyes turned the color of the darkest night and inimitable hatred rested in their mysterious pits. Serenity didn’t know whether to tell him more or to stop at this point. After all, this was the most significant fraction of her adventure. “How do you know?” he asked quietly. His voice was firm, yet a trickle of concern journeyed in its roughness. The princess had hoped that this question would not be aroused. Serenity found her mouth to be unexpectedly dry and she swallowed once again. She turned deep, earnest sapphire eyes to the young man that had stood up from his position next to her and leaned against the sturdy pole in the center of the tent. “How do you know she is here, Angel? Please, tell me everything. If this concerns Beryl, I need to know the whole episode.” Endymion spoke softly. Serenity’s heart melted at his noticeable and successful attempt to stay calm. Taking a unfathomable breath in, Serenity began from the beginning. She told him of the wicked soldier and of his attempts to harm her. She made sure to leave the part of her throbbing encounter with the frosty ground out, since she did not wish for Endymion to be farther worried of her condition. The pain was still digging into her right leg, as Serenity had not had any time to heal it. Therefore, she stayed seated on the cot. As the startling words escaped her lips, Endymion’s eyes filled with more detestation and concern. He looked into her big, fright filled irises and his own softened at the thought of what she must have felt at the moment when she faced the Queen of Darkness. Fear? Maybe. However, Endymion knew that if he had been in her position, and at that moment he would have given anything to have been, he would have felt fear, yes. But, the emotion he would have felt most would have been disgust. Beryl was nicknamed Lady Death even by her own servants, not to mention her opponents. The thousands of innocent civilians who had died at her hand were more than proof of this sickening fact. Her name evaded the naïve citizens’ lips with shaky uncertainty and unmistakable fear. The infinite amount with which he loved and adored Serenity, was the same amount with which Endymion hated Beryl. A thought struck his mind. “Maybe it was a hologram,” he suggested quietly. Serenity, however, shook her head fiercely. “No, it was real. Anjuli told me that Beryl broke the teleportation block field.” As she finished her statement, Serenity’s eyes widened and she looked as though she regretted her words. Endymion frowned. “Who is Anjuli?” he asked. He strode toward the cot and stood before her, towering the sitting Serenity. His cape pooled on the ground as he kneeled to level her still troubled face. “One of the White Wolves.” She replied quietly. She had not told him about her *conversation* with the creatures and she had hoped to keep it that way. However, she had let her tongue slip and now, she had no choice. The prince arched an eye brow and spoke to her gently. “Love, I know that your mother’s advisors are talking felines…but we have no such thing as conversational animals on Earth.” Endymion spoke clearly. Maybe her shock was clouding her mind? However, Serenity shook her head. “Think whatever you please, Endymion. I am not going to even *try* to convince you.” Her voice was resolute and insinuated frustration. Endymion sighed. He did not know what to say, but he did realize that he was being very insensitive towards Serenity. The prince cursed the world. Why could peace not reign the universe while they were together? It certainly felt as though it did when he held her close and kissed her tender lips. Why did Beryl have to choose him and not Safiru… The prince frowned. He knew that either way, the war would have still broken out. He shuddered at the thought of Beryl finding a cozy seat in her position as his sister-in-law, if Safiru would have accepted her. “Serenity, if Beryl is roaming about, I am going to have to send you..” his voice trailed off as her gorgeous eyes immediately lost their remaining luminosity and glassy tears covered their profound cobalt surface. His blood simmered in his veins and his developed muscles tensed as she placed a delicate hand on his broad right shoulder. Why did her every move and touch have to be so innocent, yet have such a great affect on him? “Endymion, please. Don’t send me b-“ She began, but was not able to finish her plea since passionate lips came down upon hers and engaged them into a affectionate, almost desperate kiss. Serenity’s eyes widened in surprise, but quickly closed as the laces of her silver soul tangled with the prince’s dark ones and she snaked her long arms around his strapping neck, pressing him upon her. He made no attempt to break the kiss, but deepened it instead and Serenity felt the flood of emotions that poured from him into her heart, deliberately liquefying it with their yielding passion. “Your Highness!” The prince’s lips ripped away from hers, leaving Serenity gasping for breath and blushing heatedly as she realized that Endymion’s High General had discovered them at such a moment. Endymion however, seemed perfectly composed and perfectly annoyed. He stood up, straightened and turned to face Kunzite who had been standing at the entrance. A low growl became audible from the outside of the tent, and Serenity frowned slightly. “Endymion, it appears as though the White Wolves are planning another tearing attack. They have sent several of their best to keep close vigil on us. This is ridiculous.” The irritation was clearly perceptible in Kunzite’s deep voice. Endymion glanced quickly at Serenity, whose dress flooded about her ankles as she stood and walked toward Kunzite, gritting her teeth against the pain that was emitting from her right thigh. The prince frowned. “You’re hurt.” He acknowledged. Serenity pretended she didn’t hear. “Shall I give orders to kill or capture the beasts?” Kunzite asked his prince formally, however, his eyes never left Serenity’s who had come to a halt several feet from him. “Neither,” she said, her voice surprisingly collected and authoritative. The silver-haired General raised an equally silver eyebrow and met eyes with Endymion. The prince’s expression was stoic and unreadable, his arms were crossed, leveled with his firm chest indifferently and he did not seem to intend on disputing Serenity’s orders. Kunzite sensed something irregular about the atmosphere that was encircling the three. “The Wolves are not planning an attack on the camp, but on the contrary: they are guarding it against Beryl. Please do not ask me how I know Kunzite, because I will not let you know until the time is just,” her voice was quite serene. Large blue eyes looked into silver ones and Kunzite couldn’t help but notice the similarity between Minako, more widely known as Sailor Venus, and Serenity. A push on his heart made the General’s eyes look away from the princess’ and he turned his gaze to Endymion. The prince, although not showing a great deal, seemed alert and he reached for the sword that had been resting on the table, hooked it on his hip, and advanced to Kunzite’s side. Serenity watched his actions and quickly readied herself by grabbing her black cloak from her cot. However, Endymion raised a hand to stop her. “Serenity, you are staying here.” His voice was superior and strong. The princess turned angry sapphire eyes to Endymion, and Kunzite decided that his wish to be standing where he was, was becoming increasingly small. Serenity couldn’t believe what her ears were hearing. She knew, nevertheless, that her previous actions had not proved her to be the most strong and responsible woman in the world. But after the discussion that they had held, she thought, Endymion would not leave her alone in the tent. She knew that the prince had to perform his duties as the military leader he was, but she had hoped that he would not lock her up, leaving her waiting for his late return. She hated being alone. She hated the idea of Beryl sneaking into the tent while she felt down and helpless. Serenity knew of course, that she could always fight, but Lady Death’s appearance itself made fear and hate curl through her body like worms in the ground. She turned pleading eyes to Kunzite, who had been looking down respectfully, trying to make his presence unnoticeable. He looked up and perceiving Serenity’s insistent gaze, placed a hand on Endymion’s shoulder. “Endymion, I think it would be to Serenity’s advantage if she accompanied you, especially now that we know that Beryl is able to break into the camp.” The General spoke and Serenity granted him with a thankful smile. “How do *you* know about Beryl?” The prince questioned his General. Kunzite seemed to become rather uneasy and his tanned face turned a slight shade of red. “Well, I was standing outside when you two were talking and I accidentally overh-.” A long, alarming howl followed by a deafening explosion interrupted the General’s honest excuse and the earth rumbled and trembled under the trio’s feet. Serenity almost lost her balance, but thanks to her lengthy training, she did not fall. Kunzite hurried outside immediately after the rumbling stopped and Serenity could hear him barking orders to the startled soldiers that had not been training in the fields. Endymion had almost followed suite, was it not for Serenity’s presence, and he took hold of her trembling hand to lead her to safety. But, she shook her head, pulling her hand away from his and hurried to her trunk. A frown appeared on the prince’s face as he realized that Serenity had retrieved her transformation brooch from her belongings. His heart’s pace increased a thousand times as understanding hit him. “Serenity, don’t!” He ordered, if not pleaded. But it was too late. Serenity had already called for the sacred Crystal and her metamorphosis into Sailor Moon commenced. As he watched her transform, Endymion felt fear clutch his heart and the scene from his haunting dream flashed through his eyes. No! It was not supposed to be this way! Another loud explosion together with the same upsetting shake of the earth, occurred and Serenity, having turned into Sailor Moon, landed skillfully on the trembling ground, from her transformation. “Let’s go!” She shouted over the rumbling. Endymion shook his head violently and firmly placed his hands on her suited shoulders. “No! You will not fight. I will *not* allow it!” His voice was harsh and his eyes stormy. Loud screams and howls were heard from outside and Endymion estimated that the attacks must have been approximately a quarter of a mile away, perhaps in the training field. A heaving Jadeite entered the room in a frenzy. His eyes held fire and his right hand a large sword. He appeared surprised to see Sailor Moon, but quickly shook the blow away, turning to the angry Endymion. “Damn them! They’re led by that fool, Flapston! No wonder he didn’t train these disgraceful soldiers!” The blonde General spoke fast and wrathfully. He spat. Endymion let go of the princess’ shoulders and, deciding that he would permit nothing to happen to her, let her follow him and Jadeite out of the tent. * * * Heart hammering in her chest, Sailor Moon walked between Endymion and Jadeite, Acnili and Arob on her heals. She wanted to close her eyes and pretend she didn’t see the young, lifeless bodies of the soldiers that she had seen the night before roaming about the camp carelessly. She had followed the prince and his General to the location where Flapston’s forces had attacked. The offensive army had fled scarcely before the princess had arrived and the two White Wolves, who had helped Endymion’s surprised and untrained soldiers to fight, had joined her and protectively walked behind her. Nobody questioned this doing. Instead, Endymion and Jadeite walked between the carcasses and with glassy, cold eyes tried to look beyond the horizon, swearing revenge under their breaths. “Where are the three Generals?” Jadeite asked a nearby soldier, who had stood up from his reclining position, limping toward them. Serenity felt tears starting to brim her soft blue eyes as she looked at the feeble fighter. As he approached, he respectfully bowed to Endymion and a slight look of surprise covered his face as he glanced at the young woman. “They teleported back to the camp, sir. General Kunzite is severely wounded.” The young soldier covered his mouth as he coughed, leaving a stain of blood on his already bloody sleeve. A wave of concern clouded Serenity’s mind and she winced as she remembered the forgotten pain in her thigh. In the rush that she had left the tent, she had disregarded the ache. But now, seeing the wounded young soldier and hearing appalling news of her dear friend, she remembered it. A overwhelming sadness become existent in her heart and she silently wished that she could do something about the young man’s health, for she knew that he would expire. She could feel his death approaching. She turned to Endymion. His eyes were cold and almost unseeing. Instead of their deep, ocean color, a darkness seized and made him look extremely dangerous. He didn’t reveal much sentiment, and the princess found herself wondering if he even cared about Kunzite’s well-being. However, Serenity realized that, at that moment, he would have done anything to discard the universe of wicked waste, such as Beryl. She couldn’t help but think that the man they called Flapston had betrayed his original forces and turned to the stronger side. That of Beryl’s. Typical, Serenity thought in disgust. “Then we must turn back and confirm that Kunzite receives the treatment he needs. How did he become injured, soldier?” Endymion questioned. The man squinted slightly, trying to recall the horrible happenings of just minutes before. “General Kunzite and General Nephrite arrived after the second explosion. General Zoicite had already been here because he was supervising our training.” The soldier stopped to cough and Endymion frowned. “And then, something very odd happened. A bird, an eagle, I daresay, squealed right above General Kunzite’s head and grabbed his attention. And…I don’t know why, but he seemed…bewitched. While this was happening, Flapston, who is not known for any *special* magical powers, materialized a javelin in his hand and threw it toward the General…He didn’t have time to move. It hit him, in the chest, sir.” “What is your name?” Jadeite asked. His voice was flat. “Samson, sir. Jorak Samson.” The soldier replied. He coughed again and Serenity’s heart contracted. She hated seeing him suffer. She knew that in a few hours, he wouldn’t be suffering anymore, but entering the deepest of slumbers. A flash of an idea bolted in her mind. “Jorak,” she called softly. The soldier turned his face to hers. His eyes were the color of ebony and his hair was the lightest shade of blonde, almost silver. A look of pain rested on his young face and Serenity guessed that he was no more than sixteen. She frowned. As innocent and loyal as he looked, she couldn't help but feel something odd about him. First of all, why were men as young as him in the army? Endymion turned his eyes to her and his face reflected curiosity. A sudden chill raced up her spine and she realized that she had not felt the bitter cold until then. Jadeite’s face seemed troubled. Serenity knew that they had to hurry to Kunzite. Her heart fell at the thought of him being gravely injured when…just an hour before, he was in perfect shape. Slowly, Sailor Moon closed her eyes and placed a delicate hand on Jorak’s chest. He watched with wide, curious black eyes as the silver light that emitted from her hand outlined her and a rush of cool, comfortable breeze sprinted through his battered body. After a few moments, she opened her beautiful blue eyes and smiled angelically. A wave of nausea dashed through her head and Serenity grabbed on to Endymion for support. He placed protective hands on her waist and teleported away with her. Jadeite followed suite, leaving the amazed Jorak behind with the two wolves who had not *said* anything the whole while. * * * “This way, your highness.” A military doctor, dressed in a bloody pale blue robe, led them to the Medical Tent. Serenity had not realized how much the healing process had drained out of her. Endymion seemed upset that she had healed Jorak, but she couldn’t help but feel relieved and happy for the young soldier. Fear tugged her heart as she looked about the tattered camp, and she dreaded the moment when she would have to look at Kunzite. As they entered the tent, Serenity felt the silent darkness of death roving the sickening air and her hand clutched Endymion’s armored arm for support. Moaning from the dying and wounded soldiers that lay on the hard cots reached her ears and she felt as though she would break down and cry as the darkness and pain filled her body. “Where is Kunzite?” she asked the doctor in a collected voice. Once again, she was surprised at the tone of it and mentally thanked Selene for the unidentified strength that presented itself in appropriate times. She just wished that it would always be in attendance. The doctor eyed her curiously, but motioned the three with a wave of his gloved hand toward a cot in the back of the tent. Serenity recognized the mass of silver hair immediately and she approached the conscious General quickly. Endymion and Jadeite did the same. Serenity gasped at the sight and did not dare look into Kunzite’s pain-filled eyes for the fear that she would be overcome by sorrow. The sheets that he lay on were the richest crimson color and he did not move the smallest muscle. His eyes however, followed the new arrivals’ every move. Sailor Moon touched her brooch lightly and closed her eyes as her fuku disappeared and her dress and cloak took its place. She glanced at Endymion and realized that his face was dark and troubled as he watched his High General helpless and wounded. “Is there anything we can do?” Jadeite asked the doctor who stood several feet away. His voice was cold and strained. The doctor shook his head lightly. “I’m afraid not, General. It was extremely hard to stop the flood of blood. The javelin dug in deep and it did not touch any vital organs. However, the wound is still fatal and I believe that he will stay alive for another three hours, the utmost.” The doctor spoke quietly, so that Kunzite would not hear. But it did not matter, for Kunzite knew his fate. His body had become numb many minutes before and he could not help but feel as though the woman that stood next to his prince was Minako. His eyes were blurry, as was his mind and he wished that the gentle hands of the woman he loved would be holding his and he would pass into the next life peacefully and beautifully. Hot, burning tears filled Serenity’s eyes and one of them trickled down her silky cheek. She stroked Kunzite’s cheek softly and bent over him, placing her ear on his failing heart. She knew what she had to do. “Minako?” he whispered softly, his deep voice still strong. Serenity shook her head and smiled sadly. “No, Kunzite. Minako is back at the palace and in order to see her again, you’re going to have to stay alive. For her, Kunzite. Please.” Serenity’s voice was low and she decided that she only had one choice. She placed her hand on his chest and closed her eyes. “No, Serenity.” Endymion’s gentle hand went to her waist. She turned to him. “You’re already weak,” he said softly. Serenity wondered what thoughts dashed through the prince’s mind. Was he insane, or just stupid? How could he leave his General, his best friend, to die? She didn’t listen. She closed her eyes and let the familiar power of the Crystal flow through her tired body and she smiled as she felt the grave wound close gradually under her palm. Her energy poured out of her body like a waterfall, but she did not renounce until she sensed that Kunzite would be all right. She opened her sapphire eyes to look into silver ones and she almost skipped for joy when Kunzite smiled healthily. However, she felt nausea overcome her once again and her eyes closed as her system shut down, leaving Endymion to catch her exhausted body from falling to the ground. * * * The moon shone its familiar radiance on the silent camp as the sole shadow wandered about silently. It stopped at the largest tent and received low growls from two canines that stood on either side of the entrance. Dark, hushed lilac eyes scanned the tent as the shadow entered, leaving the two White Wolves sleeping deeply outside. In the darkness, she discerned two cots that possessed young Royalties. One of them, having drunk a glass of strong wine, slept dreamlessly, his handsome face appearing somewhat distressed. The other, although tired to her very bone, slept uneasily. The silhouette approached the princess’s cot and bent over her, blowing a freezing breeze in her golden tresses. The princess whimpered quietly, hugging herself as she shivered. The shadow frowned. Shoulder length ebony hair hung like a curtain as she bent over again, blowing another icy breeze in the princess’s hair. Serenity’s eyes opened at once. She turned and almost screamed, was it not for the intruder’s delicate hand on her mouth. “Shh, princess. Don’t scream. You’ll wake up Endymion.” The voice was soft and familiar. Serenity widened her cerulean eyes and she moved up into a sitting position. “Saturn,” she whispered. “What are you doing here? You scared me half to death!” The Senshi of Silence smiled sadly. Her young face showed concern and unbelievable mystery as she looked at her princess. “Pluto has sent me,” she whispered back. “Why? Is something wrong?” Serenity asked. Too late, she realized it was a dense question. A war was going on, everything was wrong. Sailor Saturn nodded, and with a graceful movement of her hand, her staff appeared. “There have been serious disturbances in the timeline.” Saturn explained quietly. On the other side of the tent, Endymion moved in his bed, still asleep. Serenity watched the girl as she waved her staff skillfully, showing the secret Time Cipher. Nobody but Pluto and Saturn knew how to read it, and the princess wondered why she was showing it to her. Numbers and symbols linked together appeared in the bitter air, glowing with red, yellow and icy light. They flowed in circles and in numerous patterns, leaving tails of sparkling lights behind. Saturn stretched a hand toward the cryptogram and gently captured two symbols from it. Serenity watched with wide, naïve irises as the other Senshi opened her palm in front of her and pointed with her other hand to the first symbol. It hovered in the air, shedding a silver light on Saturn’s pretty face. It was of odd shape, almost like the letter ‘M’ encircled by a quivering line with soft wings and magical twinkles. “This,” Saturn began. “Is the symbol for the Silver Millennium. And this,” she pointed to the other symbol that radiated a dizzy red light and looked like the letter ‘N’ encircled by a square lined with prickles and flames. “Is the Negaverse. Today, several minutes after the attacks on the camp stopped, these two symbols became one.” Saturn clasped both symbols and molted them together. It was a sickening sight, even though Serenity had never seen it before. The beautiful character of the Silver Millennium became a pale shade of red and the thorns of the Negaverse symbol protruded from it, making it look extremely evil. “This has never occurred before, and although I am not at liberty to tell you what is designed to happen, I can tell you that it is not this. What this means is that the Negaverse and Silver Millennium became one. Evil and Good as one. That is not possible…” Saturn freed the symbols with another genteel movement of her Staff and turned deep mauve eyes to the princess. Serenity felt bewitched and confused. This was all extremely strange and she could not make any sense of it. What she also didn’t understand was why did Saturn come to her. “I came to you because you were present when this odd occurrence took place. We need to figure out what happened so that we can repair the problem.” The black-haired Senshi answered her unsaid question. The princess frowned and shook her head. “I don’t know, Hotaru.” She said softly. Her head felt like a balloon and she sniffled quietly. Sailor Saturn sighed and took Serenity’s delicate hand in her own. “Princess, I don’t know why the fates have decided to place the burden of the Universe on your back, but I do hope that you and Endymion will bring us to peace.” Hotaru spoke gently. She looked into her princess’s confused azure eyes and for the first time in a long time, smiled. “You are in love, Serenity. Don’t lose what you have.” She added and Serenity smiled back. “I will try my best. Although, it seems as though Endymion is becoming increasingly distant toward me, Hotaru. I’m scared that he does not love me any more.” Her voice was wounded and her blue eyes filled with the tears that she had not shed. Saturn frowned. “I do not believe that he does not hold the same feelings toward you that he has for the past four years.” She said. “But I must leave.” Serenity looked at her and thanked her with a soft smile. “What do I do?” Serenity asked quietly. “The White Wolves might help you discover what happened. They are loyal to you princess, have faith in them.” Saturn said. She turned to look at the cot across the room, making sure that the prince was still deep in slumber. Serenity nodded. “I do. But what do I do next?” “Call on the Inner Senshi, princess. Join them, for Beryl does not have a pleasant proposal for you.” The Senshi of Silence looked at her princess and smiled. “Have faith,” she advised and disappeared. * * * “Serenity!” The princess opened her eyes at once and shot up from her bed with a gasp, shivering violently. Endymion and his Generals, Kunzite included, were present inside the tent. The prince stood beside her cot. His face was concerned, alert and angry. He was fully armored and Serenity felt confusion seize her mind. “We are going back,” he spoke. His voice was harsh. “The Earth Palace has been attacked.” Dread enveloped her heart and Serenity found herself already preparing for her departure.Endymion and the Generals exited the tent, saying that they would return after she was ready. She attired herself properly and stepped outside, shuddering against the cold as the wind slapped her silky skin. It was still dark and Serenity felt her heart repeatedly hit her chest painfully. Looking up at the still risen moon, she prayed. “Oh Selene, I pray. Help us.” End Part Six.