Living without knowing Sitting here Holding onto darkness I can't tell myself it will be alright And stopping the flow of tears A rather futile attempt. After days of lonliness The tears, my only faithful companions, Cease to fall For there are no more You have come For me. |
| Maybe I am Crazy If you hold me in your world Where what is wrong feels right Will you set me free again When I leave after the night? If you take me far away While holding on so tight Would you leave me all alone and drop me from that height? If you keep me as your own My heart would take off in flight When you'd say jump, I'd say how high If you'd say beg, I might All I ask of you would be To keep me in your sight 'Cause I'd do anything for you Love's a war I'm ready to fight. |
| Anger There is no point in this empty conversation Anger holds the reins of our tounges Leading to words never meant to be said. If the best decision was to be made We'd follow our hearts And let this relationship lay dead. Release your fingers from around it's neck. Watch us fall away to the bottom Walk away, shaking your head, shed a tear. All that's left is hurt We speak only what is expected We listen with a tainted ear. Hurt exchanged for hurt of equal measures Glares exchanged for outward disrespect You have left me now, yet I feel you are long since gone. Long since escaped my reach Ran from my losely secured sanity Left me, yet you are the one who seems alone. Did you lose yourself in the mix? |
| Cut So Deep From fire to stone The stone's worn down face The tired tears that fell from the sky The memories no one could replace. The so-called honest words The soft spoken good bye You seemed so shocked when you looked back And saw me start to cry. And now its come to this When I stand here before your lifeless smile You tell me that you made a mistake And you're sorry that it took awhile. Your words that split my rock of a heart That hardened after you went away What am I supposed to do When you tell me that you want to stay? I could never let you hurt me again I could never accept your touch I would never know how to act around you I have loved and hated you too much. So thank you for coming back But I must ask that you go You are the first and the last confusion I will ever let myself know. |
| What Did I Lose You say that I have gone away That I am one step from insanity But I know that you don�t know me well Maybe we weren�t meant to be. I�ve heard you mutter soft words About how I must be nuts Though you can�t say exactly what you mean You must not have the guts. Help me please because I am lost within your depths I cannot find anything that makes sense As I retrace my steps. I stare into your eyes As I sit across from you And I just want to have you back It�s wrong, but what else can I do. I sit and wonder for hours To think that is so stupid You really never loved me And with you, I don�t see cupid. But when I hug you I feel secure And I wonder What I lost you for. And someday I�ll see the answer As I wake up from a dream But until that one particular day I won�t be as confident as I seem. So if you see me, hug me If I cry, then walk away If I�m angry, listen It will change from day to day. This you can be sure of That is Until I figure it all out What exactly it is that I have lost. |
| These feelings have to stop My smiles have to end For the more I want you to myself The more I know you�ll just be a friend. Our exchange of words should cease What is so warm should turn to cold Because I know that you�re needed elsewhere Though this wanting will never get old. This madness must be lifted This confusion should be shown out Though I still want to know you more See what you�re all about. My smiles can�t end or die They won�t and I refuse To just back out because it�s �wrong� �Cause then I wouldn�t know what I�m gonna lose. So show me what I don�t want to know Unleash thoughts within my mind Bring out all of my fears and tear them down I am anxious as to what I may find. Kill my thoughts of innocence Tear away the wall I�ve built Push me in either direction And remind me that I don�t need to feel guilt. There is nothing that I can do To keep my words from painting this scene You seem so very interesting And different from all I�ve seen. Here it is, the mystery waits And longs for what might become A friendship tainted with the tendencies of love An affair only dared by some. |