| What I Want I find myself ranking guys and I feel like dirt I find myself being called a whore and wondering if it is true I hope for the one I�ve been dreaming for And pray at night that it�s you Many say that I am too fickle Though that�s not what I am at all I just want to find the guy I need Before I trust him enough to let myself fall I want his eyes to sparkle magically As he gazes into mine at night I want his arms to wrap around me As he holds onto me so tight I need his smile to brighten my day His mind to think like mine His laughter to distract me from my sorrow This guy I hope to find I hope I�ve already met him And that he�s standing before my eyes If he�s not, he�s out there somewhere The best out of the guys |
Tricky Situation I sit and cry with your heart in my hand, and you let me know You won't take it back from me I hurt you so deep but you won't let it show That your trust in me is gone, permanently There was something that had to be said, and I said it. We'll never be the same. Because now you think I approach our life As one complicated game. So it hurts me to wonder what you think of me And what you want to say I want you to speak every word on your mind But it will never be that way. This, I know, which is why I tried To show you what was wrong The awkwardness is ok �Cause I didn�t wait to long. Maybe we�d be better off If we were only friends Because though I know this ends on sadness The new friendship will be where the sadness ends. I never said I wanted to lose you I just think we chose the wrong way And if we continued our little charade I would wonder every day: If this scene is fake or real If what we do means much I�d think about what was behind the kisses And what�s behind each touch. Are we just in it �cause you don�t want to let go Of someone you never thought you�d get Because you won�t loose me if we break up I hope that you don�t forget. Please consider what is best And work to accept the fact That we�d be better if we weren�t together But we�ll think before we act. |
Exit Wound Rain of tears Fall of trust Hope for loving Longing for lust. Caught in the trap Humbling hurt Walking through darkness Feeling like dirt. Crying, shaking Helpless wanting Coping with anger The past is haunting. Help me Hurt me Pull me through I pushed you away Only to want you Hold me Hug me Push me away I only need you After yesterday Bitch, whore Everything bad They laugh and point Even though I�m sad. I hurt you I�m sorry I�m glad that we�re friends After sorrow And thoughtless words This is where it ends In laughter In smiles A bond that won�t break Hoping for happiness For all of our sakes Thank God for love For without there�d be hate This past bond was good But this new bond is great. |